nanoshot
Bluelighter
I had a wonderful experience with MXE at the weekend.
What I look for in ketamine is getting in to the 'next-to-zero-gravity, semi dimensional 95% full visual hallucination parallel universe' ASAP. I'm not really interested in it for it's lighter effects and don't like using it in a social situation as it just makes me feel anti-social and unable to communicate properly. I'm all about the lying back and experiencing high disassociation where the room turns into a cool cruise ship, a beautifully designed mansion or 5pm in the Polo Lounge in Beverley Hills or whatever lol. I find it fascinating and so aesthetically pleasing, and it usually makes music an incredible experience as it almost controls where I float and drift to in that other world. (Although at low doses it can make music sound weird and hollow, which I noticed again with MXE before I went 'under')
I started of 50mg sub-lingual with a friend, which was OK but didn't have the desired effect, so we took another 50mg sub-lingual a couple of hours later, but again, nothing too exciting to report. I'm sure some people would have liked it but it wasn't what I was looking for. A couple of hours later again I followed up by snorting 50mg and that took me where I want to be. Nice...
Later that day I tried snorting some more and again, got to the place I wanted to be. I then continued in this fashion with more 50mg lines for the rest of the day, so overall I had a good 12 hours (at least) in and out of the magic dimension so I was happy that MXE was doing just as what good ket does but lasting longer and needing a much lower dosage.
I did notice the the return to baseline took a lot longer than on ket and it was a good 6 hours or so where I was in some half state where I was just kind of tired and trying to watch TV, but still unable to function (I couldn't type for example). Big ket sessions usually leave me feeling a bit cold and empty and end up with me just going to sleep but this MXE experience turned into a wonderful warm fuzzy feeling of bliss, that I think I need to put down to the opiate effect that is being reported. I have no experience with any opiates so have no frame of reference but it was very very nice and a pleasant surprise alternative to what is usually a cold comedown from ket. I topped up with a dose of aMT and Phenibut and had a wonderful time for the next 6 hours before going to sleep. (And feeling brilliant the next day i may add)
As I say, sub-lingual was a bit disappointing but maybe I didn't hold it long enough. It was only a minute at most as the taste got a bit unpleasant. I have more to try this weekend so I'll try going straight for intranasal and see if it does what I want.
Highly recommended stuff IMO.
Now this is EXACTLY what I want to hear!! So happy! I too like to be in special rooms on K, my favorite being the "MGM Grand Casino", seeing "MGM Grand Greens and Red's", while my sweet vocal trance in my heaphones guides my journey while I have my eyes shut and covered with a towel.