The Hebrew Hammer
Bluelighter
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- Nov 21, 2006
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so your ideas to have fun are to dose each other unknown amounts of rc's while fucking with each others minds while their most vunerable? ever been called immature assholes?
sillyness is all well and good like, but that comes part n parcel with a pyschadelic (depending on your dose and reason for dosing of corse, but if thats your aim, its easily achievable) but to intoduce sillyness in the form of headfuck takes it to a different level. for one, when people are high they have far less constraints to realise when the sillyness has gone to far. but most importantly, you dont know whats in the other persons mind, despite how they may be acting. id bet very soon something goes wrong and you either get your ass handed to you or fuck a 'friend' up for a good while.
I feel very bad that you were not as fortunate as me to grow up with such a close group of people who were so sensitive to each others' thoughts and general existence.
The whole point of psychedelics (for my group of friends anyways) is to journey and explore language and interaction, and thought processes, and emotions, basically to explore all of existence.
For me and my friends we enjoy venturing out into the unknown A LOT.
we decided to start these types of nights after we were becoming trapped in patterns and we came up with the idea that maybe if we were not totally sure how much of "familiar substance #1" we had actually taken, that the experience would be less restricted to preconceptions based on previous experiences at known doses.....
we would have no where near a dangerous amount of drugs (for our group of people anyways)
We were all always aware that tonight was going to be that kind of night. We PLANNED THESE NIGHTS.
Its not like we are gonna drive one another fucking crazy. I mean, we are just playing with fucking language.
Im sorry that you feel so offended by the way me and my friends (whom I have all known for over 20 years) CHOOSE to ENJOY OURSELVES....
I would really like to know what kinds of "head fuckery" you think i'm talking about, because I'm starting to get the feeling that a lot of the "no mind games on psyches" lot are totally paranoid about what mind games are, or somehow relating the thought of mind games to the concept of a "mind fuck" or like... psychological interogation tactics or something....
seriously, If you think this;
"we basically play these word games where we try to say as many things that can be misinterpreted about whatever topic we are discussing and we just sort of shoot back vocal exchanges back and forth off the top of our head and basically just try to speak as ambiguous or misleadingly as possible and still get the message across, its a lot more complicated than that, but you get the just of it...."
is something that makes me a "immature asshole"
or that it is otherwise dangerous (remember the "unkown dosages" are very well within the safe range for those of us participating, we are all very familiar with the compounds , and we all are knowingly dosing "blind" which in reality we know we are within a range, just not exactly where at within that range)
Then I would hate to trip with you. What kind of fun is it sitting in a bubble eating vitamins and washing your hands the whole night.... sounds kinda boring.
I also hate those people that when they trip they like automatically think someone is having a bad trip and they need to stop it. There was this kid I met like that before at a party (not one of OUR parties) and I was having a blast just sitting with my eyes closed kinda bouncing with the music, and this kid kept interrupting me, asking me whats wrong, and telling me to come with him and he will make things better yada yada yada, and im finally just like "whats wrong man?" and this kid starts to tell me how I am having such a horrendous torturous night and how he wishes he could take me out of it.
I sat down trying to tell him that I am having a blast and that he doesnt need to worry about me...
This guy kept running into me all night and asking "things going better now?"
Those of you who think me and my friends are the devil or whatever, remind me of these types of people.
I hate it when people think doing something "dangerous" (like saying funny things, or making our dosages variable within a safe range) are seriously dangerous in all or the majority of instances.
For instance, How many times have you plugged in something electronic to the plug on the wall while you were tripping?
Its possible that you could be really sweaty, and not be functioning as normal, and shock yourself to death when you try to plug it in.
Sure, its POSSIBLE, but come the fuck on man.... life is an adventure, and I am sure that you have plugged something into a wall outlet while tripping? or maybe drank a glass of water? have you ever eaten a hard candy that could be choked on?
what do you do when you trip with your friends?
Or better yet, I would like to see a dialogue of what you (who think i should rot in hell / jail / be raped by ducks / whatever) think a typical example of us playing "mind games" would be like.... Im really curious as to what I am thought to be doing that is terrorizing these friends of mine )