Pepper when you say amp do you mean some like prescription amp or like street amp?
Pure racemic amphetamine powder (not adderall), it's clandestine, not local, and that's about as far as I want to go with that.
I dissolve it at 10mg/mL in vodka and use liquid measurement.
Finally started dosing the l-tryptophan today and the zaps are fading quickly now. Really knocked my system out of whack.
Should have started sooner.
Brain zaps are a known effect of serotonin depletion.
Personally, I've never had them from drugs before.
after abusing things like m1, mdma or mephedrone brain zaps are very common.
When ive had them they would happen usually just as im falling asleep. As my conscious starts to slip away i get a shock in the brain that wakes me right up.
sometimes random ones can happen through out the day.
And while they dont hurt, they are very unpleasant a little unnerving.
I have those things where I'm falling asleep in class or in my car waiting for the ferry and I'll sharply jump up in a huge wake-up spasm. Annoying and scary but it doesn't happen too often.
I didn't think that's what a brain zap was though.
Haha I have an interest on this cute conservative christian girl

I think I'm actually going to persue this, good to try something new. I'm done with these reckless drug-doin' gals.
I've never been with a drug doing gal, it's be a nice change. Why wouldn't you go for it? Just keep it under wraps for a bit while you get to know the person and see if you click regardless of whether you use drugs or not.
Hahahaha

Honestly if I ever got something going with a girl like that I'd definitely attempt to clean up my act. I don't ever want to be that "fuck up boyfriend" that the girl is trying to fix, because I've been in the reverse role before.
A relationship is the meeting of equals. Look up something called "co-dependence" and don't get caught in that quagmire whatever side of it you're on (often it tips back and forth though). I'm never doing that crap again.
Man, I hate having to forgo a crap when I have to get to class on time.
I also had to listen to a lecture that started with off with the definition of drug abuse being "any non-medicinal use of a drug". That is what the masses are being fed in uni; no wonder shit's the way it is.