new member, suboxone plan, questions
Hey all. New here, i'll give you a brief background of myself. I am 24, have been taking pain killers since i was 16(started with percs/vics/oxys/methadone in high school), in college i stuck to high strength percs/vics/oxys, and the last 2 years i have been taking 3-5 80mg oxys a day(to make me feel normal, no euphoria), last year i have been doing about a gram a day of H(black tar), chasing the dragon, never IV, with the occasional oxy and xanax/klonopin. after my daily spending habits reaching $100 a day every day, i was flat broke, pawning personal items, just rock bottom, i had recently gotten married, and 2 months into it, my wife caught me chasing the dragon, let me say, NOBODY knew of my opiate use other than me this whole time, NOBODY. When she caught me(shes a pastors daughter, clean as could be, never done anything), i thought it was over, my heart dropped, as she is the love of my life and puts up with all my BS. That night was rough, i came clean with her with everything, the next day SHE called my parents without asking(they had no clue) and my parents called me, wanting to help, so now i have this support group that i knew i would have needed, but never thought it would have been there, made an appointment for a SUB doc the next day, did my last dope, the next day was in W/D, saw my doc, and got started on the sub program($400 initial visit with doc, meds are $440 a month for 60 8/2 suboxone), $175 follow up monthly visits with the same cost for meds, wants me on this program for a year or so, its expensive, but so much cheaper than i was paying for my dope. my family is helping with the cost thank god. he also put me on klonopin 2mg twice daily, or xanax 2mg twice daily for my severe anxiety, i couldnt even talk to people. i dont want on the benzos long term, but the first month or two while im adjusting, i want to be able to function at work as i talk to high profile clients at my job all day. its been 17 days now i beleive, and i am feeling so-so, i did relapse ONE DAY(this last monday) with a half a g of dope, just because i had such a bad day(got pulled over on my way to work, got a $1,500 ticket, AND some other stressful events. relapsing was a bad idea and i wish i didnt do it, but i did, and regret it and wont do it again(i hope). so i am taking two suboxones a day right now(sometimes an extra half) trying to make it til the next appointment. i took a little too much xanax when i first got them, same with klonopin, and ran out.

i know bad idea, but it was the addict in me, i wont do that again.
sorry for the long post, just wanted to give you a brief overview of my situation and hope you read it.
NOW FOR MY REAL QUESTION. I ordered some "2mg clonazepam" over the phone from the farmacia i always go to in Nogales(been there at least 10 times, always gotten good product), they overnighted it, got it this morning, they are the generic ones instead of the rivotril. they are "small white round pills, white, blank on one side, score on the other", ive done research online, cant find anything8), just wondering if anyone had similar experience. thanks! i look forward to posting here for the long run