Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

One thing about invega which is part of why it is so genuinely soul crushing is that there is no solution. When someone’s about to commit suicide they say there’s always a solution or that it’s a permanent solution for a temporary problem but with antipsychotics you genuinely don’t have any way to ever feel better again and the problem actually is permanent. “There’s always a solution “ like if I talk to someone my brain damage will go away
I'm SO sorry you're feeling entirely hopeless. I was there just a few weeks ago. I suffered severely for over 18 months. I was gone, buried six feet under & then some. I was suicidal every second of every day, torment & misery my only bedfellows... A miracle happened for me through the power of Spirit-filled LOVE!!! I promise you, if healing happened for me, it can happen for you!!! ❤️ Dan 🔥!!!
 
Zayıflatan Antipisikotik hen neden icad edilemiyor,,‽
These antipsychotics cause weight gain not weight loss. The designers of these diabolical drugs want us to hate ourselves, be miserable & lost to all we hold dear & all we love. Seek the Most-High Spirit & you shall find healing & wholeness... It's only a matter of time. Be still. Receive & Believe! I did. Through a woman here on bluelight. She was an instrument of my healing. Truly, 🔥 Dan
 
did you get an MRI?
get an MRI and ask AI about your brain scan, it's easy to see defects on there especially if you ask AI as it doesn't lie to you like real doctor.
Sadly, AI lies too. Your brain can absolutely be healed no matter what damage it does or doesn't show, I promise you. The doctors are full of sh*t too! We all need Healing from on High!!! ~ 🔥 Dan
 
Ancient Divine Humanity, in what happened, to the "decay" and "deadly" (precious) mentally ill, independent owners, mistresses, and residents... The state of mind progressing in the body, intervening with curiosity, visitation fee, ledger page by page, etc. etc...
Huh? I don't understand what you're trying to convey. Could you please elaborate on this post. I'd like to respond, but don't know what to say. Maybe I'm just dense. Thank you, 🔥 Dan
 
MRI won’t show anything, it looks at the structure of the brain, the issue is functionalbrain damage (receptors), maybe a FMRI would show something (maybe).

Btw i already did a MRI and they told me there is nothing wrong.
don't just trust them, post the results. of course they're going to say nothing wrong, they don't wanna admit there's small damage's.
imo i believe any invega use has damage's to he's front lobe, it shows as mri as percent of brain volume. it's just hard to get how much brain volume you lost without a previous MRI, but I'm sure your front lobe is smaller and there's more fluids in the brain, i think every invega/Antipsychotic injection users have these damage.
there was a guy who showed he's MRI results before and after 5 years.
if your receptors are blocked, and your not doing anything during the day, the front lobe will start to shrink.
brain anthropy

for myself, i managed to get out of bed today, throw the trash, went to the city, walked in the beach, now going to head home to rot for the rest of the day.
i also ran today the first time in the last 2 years for 2 minutes.
after 13 months and 2 days I'm getting a bit less bedridden.
 
don't just trust them, post the results. of course they're going to say nothing wrong, they don't wanna admit there's small damage's.
imo i believe any invega use has damage's to he's front lobe, it shows as mri as percent of brain volume. it's just hard to get how much brain volume you lost without a previous MRI, but I'm sure your front lobe is smaller and there's more fluids in the brain, i think every invega/Antipsychotic injection users have these damage.
there was a guy who showed he's MRI results before and after 5 years.
if your receptors are blocked, and your not doing anything during the day, the front lobe will start to shrink.
brain anthropy

for myself, i managed to get out of bed today, throw the trash, went to the city, walked in the beach, now going to head home to rot for the rest of the day.
i also ran today the first time in the last 2 years for 2 minutes.
after 13 months and 2 days I'm getting a bit less bedridden.
Brain will be smaller without what you are doing the day ıf you are using those antipsychotics and ı can show you ın the before after mrı.Everything I knew and saw shrank in scale. In other words, my world shrank. My occipital lobe shrank. my brain got smaller.like every area got smaller.
 
Brain will be smaller without what you are doing the day ıf you are using those antipsychotics and ı can show you ın the before after mrı.Everything I knew and saw shrank in scale. In other words, my world shrank. My occipital lobe shrank. my brain got smaller.like every area got smaller.
can you share the results? i actually think brain damage/anthropy mri lawsuit could win if we all come together.
 
can you share the results? i actually think brain damage/anthropy mri lawsuit could win if we all come together.
https://ibb.co/x8tkXWNQ this is before the psych ward the psychosis time.
This is 2 years later


There is clearly a difference in size; you also have to look at it this way: the brain consists of a layered structure, and this filthy poison erodes those layers—if you look closely, the size difference is visible.
 
https://ibb.co/x8tkXWNQ this is before the psych ward the psychosis time.
This is 2 years later


There is clearly a difference in size; you also have to look at it this way: the brain consists of a layered structure, and this filthy poison erodes those layers—if you look closely, the size difference is visible.
you have more scans other angels? my ai said no damage seen on this img.
what medicine did you get
 
6 month update

Pros
- can sleep (not the sleepy kind that feels good but I get a good 7/8 hours of black out and I dream)
- I can have sex and maintain throughout (although no pleasureable orgasm)
- I can talk a bit more (only about my experience and this subject)
- i dont feel completely wired just slightly
- don’t particularly feel suicidal and when it crops up i just keep thinking only 6 more months hopefully before feeling anything)

Cons
- Still cant get a nicotine rush
- showering is still a chore and there’s no feeling clean / dirty
- i eat but I don’t particularly get hungry resulting in major weight loss
- anhedonia still present
- still cannot contribute to conversations when in a group
- cannot feel comfortable or switch off
- pace up and down for about ten hours a day or fidget my legs when in bed or sat down
- cannot get drunk (can get technically drunk but no euphoria or pleasant feelings
- cant feel connected to people / music or have empathy for anyone
- blank mind (I can think but it’s limited and no deep thought)
- cant work / exercise / see friends

On the whole still pretty unbearable but we keep going! Hoping for better days

(3 shots xeplion 150/100/100)
 
Bu antipsikotikler kilo kaybına değil, kilo alımına neden oluyor. Bu şeytani ilaçların tasarımcıları, kendimizden nefret etmemizi, mutsuz olmamızı ve değer verdiğimiz her şeyden, sevdiğimiz her şeyden uzaklaşmamızı istiyorlar. En Yüce Ruh'u arayın ve şifa ve bütünlük bulacaksınız... Bu sadece zaman meselesi. Sakin olun. Kabul edin ve inanın! Ben öyle yaptım. Burada, Bluelight'ta bir kadın aracılığıyla. O, iyileşmemde bir araç oldu. Gerçekten, 🔥 uyku kiloyu korumakta sıkıntı artan iştah... gastronomik disiplin ile en önemlisi yarım saat super set ağırlık idmanı çözer sanki ama heves gidiyor toplum içinde daha az göze batmamak sabah işe gitmek için varlar sanırım
 
I’m here to vent about being on the antipsychotic Clozapine. My doctor is actually alright since I asked her to lower my dose. I was on 250mg Clozapine to start and she’s lowered it to the point where it’s now 175mg. I’m starting to slowly feel better little by little. As well, I was on 2 doses of Gabapentin. One morning dose of 200mg, and the evening dose was also 200mg. I asked my nurse practitioner if she could eliminate the morning Gabapentin dose and she did. I feel able to think much more clearly and like a fog in my mind has been lifted. I feel more alert and with that eliminated Gabapentin dose, my Adderall works much better as well. The plan is for my psychiatrist to lower the Clozapine every 3 months until I’m completely tapered off. I hope this post helps someone or is encouraging. The anti motivation from Clozapine gradually increases as well so after longer periods of Clozapine the more unmotivated you’ll feel. That’s why I’m so thankful for my adderall. Every 4 days I have it saved up so when I take it I’m able to enjoy playing video games for the whole day and watch YouTube videos. Take care guys.
 
6 month update

Pros
- can sleep (not the sleepy kind that feels good but I get a good 7/8 hours of black out and I dream)
- I can have sex and maintain throughout (although no pleasureable orgasm)
- I can talk a bit more (only about my experience and this subject)
- i dont feel completely wired just slightly
- don’t particularly feel suicidal and when it crops up i just keep thinking only 6 more months hopefully before feeling anything)

Cons
- Still cant get a nicotine rush
- showering is still a chore and there’s no feeling clean / dirty
- i eat but I don’t particularly get hungry resulting in major weight loss
- anhedonia still present
- still cannot contribute to conversations when in a group
- cannot feel comfortable or switch off
- pace up and down for about ten hours a day or fidget my legs when in bed or sat down
- cannot get drunk (can get technically drunk but no euphoria or pleasant feelings
- cant feel connected to people / music or have empathy for anyone
- blank mind (I can think but it’s limited and no deep thought)
- cant work / exercise / see friends

On the whole still pretty unbearable but we keep going! Hoping for better days

(3 shots xeplion 150/100/100)
Hi Blach, just hoping your pros list is much bigger than your cons list. And soon! Glad there are some good things happening for you. I'm sorry you're still suffering so much with all the cons you listed. Anyway, if you can, aim to focus on the positives & expect that the negatives will eventually fall away. I had all your cons for 18+ months up to only a few weeks ago. There is hope!!! Truly, 🔥 Dan
 
Hi Blach, just hoping your pros list is much bigger than your cons list. And soon! Glad there are some good things happening for you. I'm sorry you're still suffering so much with all the cons you listed. Anyway, if you can, aim to focus on the positives & expect that the negatives will eventually fall away. I had all your cons for 18+ months up to only a few weeks ago. There is hope!!! Truly, 🔥 Dan
Hi Blach, just hoping your pros list is much bigger than your cons list. And soon! Glad there are some good things happening for you. I'm sorry you're still suffering so much with all the cons you listed. Anyway, if you can, aim to focus on the positives & expect that the negatives will eventually fall away. I had all your cons for 18+ months up to only a few weeks ago. There is hope!!! Truly, 🔥 Dan
it's fucking hell, I'm bedridden for 2 year's now, i really hate humans.
does anyone feels they're half dead? it's like were stuck between life and death, not fully dead and not fully alive.
 
it's fucking hell, I'm bedridden for 2 year's now, i really hate humans.
does anyone feels they're half dead? it's like were stuck between life and death, not fully dead and not fully alive.
I felt exactly like that for over 18 months. I'm sorry you've been experiencing this nightmare even longer. Truly. Humans can suck, for sure. But there are some really beautiful people out there too. You just have to be open to receiving their LOVE. I know the world is mostly in chaos & confusion. Try not to be like the majority! Too busy to care, too busy to share, especially for those not their own. Anyway, I hear You & I see You & I feel your pain. Although I've healed on higher levels, mental, emotional, spiritual, my physical body is still very-very broken from my trauma-filled tragedy from the injection into my shoulder of the diabolic drug Invega Sustenna & the even more so from the fallout of the withdrawal!!! I had both feet deeply in the grave, Bro, was buried six feet under & then some, suffered severely & unimaginably ever second of every day, literally, no exaggeration, was SO-SO close to committing suicide, having put a bag over my head several times to see how it might feel when I muster the courage to do the deed; set up my helium tank, connect the plastic tube, down the 100mgs of clonazepam I saved up & finally wrap the Gorilla duct tape firmly around my neck so I could pass out in that Multipurpose Oven Bag in relative peace & die of asphyxiation. Thank God I didn't go through with it. I am a living & breathing, walking & talking & much more, MIRACLE. Period. I promise you, no matter your outlook, no matter your condition, no matter your disposition, yada-yada, there is HOPE! I am surely a testimony ~ 'God' is GOOD!!! RECEIVE & BELIEVE! 🔥 Dan

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