Hey! Welcome back! Are you better now?10mg methadone
3.6g gabapentin
.3mg clonidine
Had some edibles earlier in the day, 2 x 40mg thc gummies and a 100mg soda, plus been dabbing some beautiful Sunset OG live resin throughout the day, about to have another one before bed. Pretty chill day overall.
Yeah I'm good, had a real rough patch a couple months ago, finally paused the methadone taper about a month ago (down to 20mg daily from 170) and just completed an out of state move last week. Been lurking some but mostly not posting. I'm doing much better though... more or less leveled out from the taper stoppage, over 2 months no alcohol or nitrous, which had become problem substances, and I'm in a better living situation surrounded by more opportunities. So no complaints here. How are things with you these days?
Good to hear from you man, glad to hear you're doing wellHey, thanks.
Wow, you managed without stepping back up!Hey, thanks.
I'm down to a pretty low dose now - and couldn't resist trying whether I'd be able to get high again - as I always did after any taper so far 
. .. Wasn't satisfied and had to pay for that, too, or rather I still do, fatigue- wise.. It's gonna take a lot more to get over the habit, and I'm not sure whether I'll be able to or when I'll finally believe that it's never going to be that good again 
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Sorry
Or maybe there's just nothing but to keep going just for today...It's gonna take a lot more to get over the habit, and I'm not sure whether I'll be able to or when I'll finally believe that it's never going to be that good again
