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Heroin Zopiclone bandit VS The NHS V1.0 "I am Smackacus!"

Although not all nitazines seem to be as bad - the first time I took nitazines I thought hmm...fuck of a lot stronger than any heroin available and it's not actually that bad an experience.

But then I took that thumb scraping off the "killer oxycodones" and had a nightmare. I pity the poor sods who swallowed an entire tablet of that - jesus.
 
Featherfall said:
this UK based lady i sometimes watch on youtube seems to have a bit of knowledge on the topic, also a long time Heroin-Methadone addict (shes 40 now) so similar time frame to you, i dont know if she mentioned it in this video or in which (you can just go through her playlists on the topic) where she talks about how long it took her to be switched to oral morphine even after all veins started being ruined and health took a nose dive with the methadone sickness. Thats most i know about UK heroin, but she does conradtict stuff you say on occasion (she cant get real H, while i've seen you you previously discuss that real Afghan H still exists, might just be a location thing idk, its weird)
but thats about what i know


💪dont let em get you down boss
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Hmm, Dorian, or, Of Herbs and Altars, I've watched a few of her videos. As a fellow Autistic (and a previously heavy fellow poly-) drug user it was inevitable that I would find her.

Initially I was dazzled by her articulacy and story telling skills, and devoured the first few of her videos that I watched.

Unfortunately, it soon became apparent that she has a way of sensationalising and misrepresenting issues, seemingly just in order to gain, seek, and attract more subscribers and views.

I know that is the name of the game on youtube, but someone with the large subscriber and viewer numbers that she has, because she is attracting viewers from the Autistic, ADHD, drug using, Eating disorder affected, and Gothic / alternative communities, either separately and / or combined, she has a significant reach and responsibility to all of these communities. But she remains completely irresponsible, both in her ongoing and repeated and habitual life choices, and her manner of presenting issues, but I suppose at least she's self aware enough to openly admit this

For example, she completely and deliberately misrepresented the issue of Autistic life expectancy being a lot lower than it is for the general population. It's just the same as in Victorian times, when the infant mortality rate was shockingly high, this skewed the overall life expectancy figures way down. It did not mean that most people were dying in their 30s or 40s, just that the huge amount of infant deaths skewed the figures. Similarly with Autism, there is a shockingly high number of young or relatively young Autistic people committing suicide, meaning this affects the average life expectancy figures massively. But it doesn't mean that barely any Autistic person is going to make it to even 60 years old, as she was making out, for shock value throughout most of her video on the subject. Only much later did she go into the nuances a bit more, but she still didn't cover the subject well or properly :roll eyes:

She also bemoaned not getting subscribed ADHD stimulants for her ADHD, whilst openly being on all sorts of other drugs. I mean, wtf did she expect!? The slightest bit of research would have told her that using, or being known to be using, other drugs at the same time is contra-indicated.

She's also extremely prejudiced, patronising, and misinformed about 'working class drug users', blatantly stating that "they" 'wouldn't be able to research or understand details relating to harm reduction and drug use' compared to someone as educated and middle class as her. :mad: It was that ridiculous and stupid statement that really put me off her, big time! I suppose anyone that just waffles away off the top of their heads, and doesn't bother to review or edit things, is going to come out with some shite. And she sure does that!!

And that story about her father 'disowning' her, when he found out she was using opiates on some holiday they went on together, or something like that IIRC, yeah very dramatic, but maybe he was adopting a tough love approach of 'I'll be here for you, when you've got off heroin or methadone.'

I would not rely on her to be a trustworthy and accurate source of any information tbh. She's entertaining for sure, if you like human drama, and she certainly can tell a good story, (she is also a published writer,) but I can now only stand her in very small doses, spread very long times apart :\
 
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Bleaney said:
Hmm, Dorian, or, Of Herbs and Altars, I've watched a few of her videos. As a fellow Autistic (and a previously heavy fellow poly-) drug user it was inevitable that I would find her.

Initially I was dazzled by her articulacy and story telling skills, and devoured the first few of her videos that I watched.

Unfortunately, it soon became apparent that she has a way of sensationalising and misrepresenting issues, seemingly just in order to gain, seek, and attract more subscribers and views.

I know that is the name of the game on youtube, but someone with the large subscriber and viewer numbers that she has, because she is attracting viewers from the Autistic, ADHD, drug using, Eating disorder affected, and Gothic / alternative communities, either separately and / or combined, she has a significant reach and responsibility to all of these communities. But she remains completely irresponsible, both in her ongoing and repeated and habitual life choices, and her manner of presenting issues, but I suppose at least she's self aware enough to openly admit this

For example, she completely and deliberately misrepresented the issue of Autistic life expectancy being a lot lower than it is for the general population. It's just the same as in Victorian times, when the infant mortality rate was shockingly high, this skewed the overall life expectancy figures way down. It did not mean that most people were dying in their 30s or 40s, just that the huge amount of infant deaths skewed the figures. Similarly with Autism, there is a shockingly high number of young or relatively young Autistic people committing suicide, meaning this affects the average life expectancy figures massively. But it doesn't mean that barely any Autistic person is going to make it to even 60 years old, as she was making out, for shock value throughout most of her video on the subject. Only much later did she go into the nuances a bit more, but she still didn't cover the subject well or properly :roll eyes:

She also bemoaned not getting subscribed ADHD stimulants for her ADHD, whilst openly being on all sorts of other drugs. I mean, wtf did she expect!? The slightest bit of research would have told her that using, or being known to be using, other drugs at the same time is contra-indicated.

She's also extremely prejudiced, patronising, and misinformed about 'working class drug users', blatantly stating that "they" 'wouldn't be able to research or understand details relating to harm reduction and drug use' compared to someone as educated and middle class as her. :mad: It was that ridiculous and stupid statement that really put me off her, big time! I suppose anyone that just waffles away off the top of their heads, and doesn't bother to review or edit things, is going to come out with some shite. And she sure does that!!

And that story about her father 'disowning' her, when he found out she was using opiates on some holiday they went on together, or something like that IIRC, yeah very dramatic, but maybe he was adopting a touch love approach of 'I'll be here for you, when you've got off heroin or methadone.'

I would not rely on her to be a trustworthy and accurate source of any information tbh. She's entertaining for sure, if you like human drama, and she certainly can tell a good story, (she is also a published writer,) but I can now only stand her in very small doses, spread very long times apart :\
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Yeah, i see that makes sense, i only watched her a couple times and had no reason to doubt her in this specific case for being prescribed non traditional opioids ala morphine. Lying and exegarating is sadly very fucking common in these spaces so i m not very suprised, i'd still say its decent info in this case, might be useful.
 
Bleaney said:
Hmm, Dorian, or, Of Herbs and Altars, I've watched a few of her videos. As a fellow Autistic (and a previously heavy fellow poly-) drug user it was inevitable that I would find her.

Initially I was dazzled by her articulacy and story telling skills, and devoured the first few of her videos that I watched.

Unfortunately, it soon became apparent that she has a way of sensationalising and misrepresenting issues, seemingly just in order to gain, seek, and attract more subscribers and views.

I know that is the name of the game on youtube, but someone with the large subscriber and viewer numbers that she has, because she is attracting viewers from the Autistic, ADHD, drug using, Eating disorder affected, and Gothic / alternative communities, either separately and / or combined, she has a significant reach and responsibility to all of these communities. But she remains completely irresponsible, both in her ongoing and repeated and habitual life choices, and her manner of presenting issues, but I suppose at least she's self aware enough to openly admit this

For example, she completely and deliberately misrepresented the issue of Autistic life expectancy being a lot lower than it is for the general population. It's just the same as in Victorian times, when the infant mortality rate was shockingly high, this skewed the overall life expectancy figures way down. It did not mean that most people were dying in their 30s or 40s, just that the huge amount of infant deaths skewed the figures. Similarly with Autism, there is a shockingly high number of young or relatively young Autistic people committing suicide, meaning this affects the average life expectancy figures massively. But it doesn't mean that barely any Autistic person is going to make it to even 60 years old, as she was making out, for shock value throughout most of her video on the subject. Only much later did she go into the nuances a bit more, but she still didn't cover the subject well or properly :roll eyes:

She also bemoaned not getting subscribed ADHD stimulants for her ADHD, whilst openly being on all sorts of other drugs. I mean, wtf did she expect!? The slightest bit of research would have told her that using, or being known to be using, other drugs at the same time is contra-indicated.

She's also extremely prejudiced, patronising, and misinformed about 'working class drug users', blatantly stating that "they" 'wouldn't be able to research or understand details relating to harm reduction and drug use' compared to someone as educated and middle class as her. :mad: It was that ridiculous and stupid statement that really put me off her, big time! I suppose anyone that just waffles away off the top of their heads, and doesn't bother to review or edit things, is going to come out with some shite. And she sure does that!!

And that story about her father 'disowning' her, when he found out she was using opiates on some holiday they went on together, or something like that IIRC, yeah very dramatic, but maybe he was adopting a touch love approach of 'I'll be here for you, when you've got off heroin or methadone.'

I would not rely on her to be a trustworthy and accurate source of any information tbh. She's entertaining for sure, if you like human drama, and she certainly can tell a good story, (she is also a published writer,) but I can now only stand her in very small doses, spread very long times apart :\
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You make some extremely good and well articulated points there, my friend.

Although... She'd still get it 100% 😉
 
Bleaney said:
Really?

I generally find goth / alternative females really hot, but somehow she doesn't do much for me, in that way.
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Yeah, definitely. Although the criteria is skewed a bit due to recent stimulant use. There's something about her, though. Looks hot and naughty.
 
Dorian: Had a moment thinking she might be AI generated or at least heavy photoshopped. Was that goth look. Other YT she wore a see through shirt which was weird. Showing titi's but no nipple, distracting, coupled with 'the storyteller' voice.



In general the way Heroin prescription are handled measuring with different measures. If i got it correct lots of 'Yeah but no but ... ' obstacles. Going from this part "The policy was so rare internationally it came to be dubbed “The British System”. The Home Office licenses doctors to prescribe diamorphine to those who do not respond to alternatives like methadone or morphine."

Afaik IV Morphine = Heroine, although a connaisseur would probably say they are different. But they should be interchangeable. Morphine does share the same restrictions Opiods but not the stigma. Is it also used for substitution therapy just like heroin. And if so ...

Would Morphine be as effective as Heroine IV-ed ? In Nl. it has no official indication ... for substitution. Just like heroine hasn t in the treatment of pain. Double standards.
 
The Internet is full of tits, ass and people doing all kinds of weird n wonderful shit. Why pay for something that you can see for free? I'm no 16 anymore though so I'm not really that interested. I'd go so far as to say the easy access of pornography extreme or otherwise on the net has kinda taken the thrill out of it. I do think it is concerning some of the shit young people can access so easily now.

As opposed to a well rounded mature gentleman such as myself... 🤣😉
 
BadBoy377 said:
Yeah, definitely. Although the criteria is skewed a bit due to recent stimulant use. There's something about her, though. Looks hot and naughty.
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I'm fairly sure that 'she' (if that's even the right pronoun) has some non standard gender identity, and as for her sexual preferences, I have no idea what so ever.

That's one thing I don't ever remember her being very open about.

Everything else, it's all there on her videos.

It's not like I've seen all of them though. I'd had enough after about 4 of them........
 
emkee_reinvented said:
Dorian: Had a moment thinking she might be AI generated or at least heavy photoshopped. Was that goth look. Other YT she wore a see through shirt which was weird. Showing titi's but no nipple, distracting, coupled with 'the storyteller' voice.
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Heavily made up but 100% human..

I'd say that her look is definitely based on goth, or has it's origins in goth subculture, but she's definitely added a huge amount of 'her own twist' to things, in a 'non standard goth uniform' kind of way.

Sometimes she looks more 'averagely' goth, but other times, I guess you'd have to say she's got a look all of her own. Unless there's some subcultural niche that I don't know about. Which is quite possible.

Although subcultures are generally dead or dying these days, it seems to me, which is sad to say.
 
Bleaney said:
Heavily made up but 100% human..

I'd say that her look is definitely based on goth, or has it's origins in goth subculture, but she's definitely added a huge amount of 'her own twist' to things, in a 'non standard goth uniform' kind of way.

Sometimes she looks more 'averagely' goth, but other times, I guess you'd have to say she's got a look all of her own. Unless there's some subcultural niche that I don't know about. Which is quite possible.

Although subcultures are generally dead or dying these days, it seems to me, which is sad to say.
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I think shes just really damn good at make up and fashion due to her rather long time doing it within and learning from those subcultures. Most her videos could double as a outfit show off lol.
 
Bleaney said:
I'm fairly sure that 'she' (if that's even the right pronoun) has some non standard gender identity, and as for her sexual preferences, I have no idea what so ever.

That's one thing I don't ever remember her being very open about.

Everything else, it's all there on her videos.

It's not like I've seen all of them though. I'd had enough after about 4 of them........
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Acht, I was just bantering.

Maybe a bit inappropriate. Apologies to anyone for any offense caused.
 
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