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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

invegaloner said:
Why do you spend so much effort into believing you’re suffering the most out of everyone and you’ll never get better? InvegaAnon offered to connect you to someone who has PSSD who’s recovering and you shut them down immediately. Why don’t you believe them? You should talk to them. It’s only been 3 months with PSSD symptoms you said, it’s barely started you don’t know how long it’s going to last… With watching tv you don’t have to sit down and put 100% of your focus on it but having it on in the background could serve as a distraction anyway
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Have you ever heard pssd symptoms? It’s worse than invega, every person is different in symptoms some people get it mild some severe, I got many more symptoms and insomnia after I got pssd, I literally got alogia and my anhedonia is worse than ever also akathisia , dude do you think I don’t wanna live my life? For sure I suffer more than you , you have no insomnia and u haven’t had it for 7 months, you have no akathisia that you feel pressure every part of your body do you? How do you say you suffer as same as me? It acts different on every body and that’s why some people can’t tolerate it because they are sensitive to this poison, apparently you weren’t that much, if you feel torture everyday for 7 months , you wouldn’t be optimistic too, you saw improvements and you expect the people who suffer way more without improvements think same as you and be positive like come on
 
moerez said:
Have you ever heard pssd symptoms? It’s worse than invega, every person is different in symptoms some people get it mild some severe, I got many more symptoms and insomnia after I got pssd, I literally got alogia and my anhedonia is worse than ever also akathisia , dude do you think I don’t wanna live my life? For sure I suffer more than you , you have no insomnia and u haven’t had it for 7 months, you have no akathisia that you feel pressure every part of your body do you? How do you say you suffer as same as me? It acts different on every body and that’s why some people can’t tolerate it because they are sensitive to this poison, apparently you weren’t that much, if you feel torture everyday for 7 months , you wouldn’t be optimistic too, you saw improvements and you expect the people who suffer way more without improvements think same as you and be positive like come on
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Other people suffer to remember that. No need to turn it into a contest
 
paranoid android said:
Other people suffer to remember that. No need to turn it into a contest
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Did you have sexual disfunction 7 months after your shots or you developed pssd? Or like risperdalconsta after 21 months you had no progress? Yeah all people suffer but the severity is way different in every person, I see someone heals in 6 months when I get worse after 6 months so he doesn’t suffer as much as me or the others, when I have literally no sleep no cognition no dick and severe akathisia no signs of improvements in almost 7 months you will get insane, I literally cry everyday for the head pressure I have , I never cried in my life ffs, now I can’t stop crying even one day, it’s not a contest but I’m tired of people who improves and criticize other people who suffer way more than them that why you are negative or suicidal? Dude i literally have no human senses and severe symptoms , there is no reason for me to suicide if I could laugh or I had no akathisia or pssd or insomnia, when you can literally sleep 8-10 hours, you can work you can laugh you can function like normal person, of course you don’t suffer as much as me
 
I’am losing it, waking up after 4 Hours of barely being able to just close the eyes and not even sleep, living with all the sympthoms the injections gave me, constant anxiety and worrying about that, panic attacks, chronic pain aroun shoulders, chest, back, lungs, tinnitus, altered state of consciousness.

I can’t endure like that forever, i already did 20.5 months but it’s just agony forever, i don’t know what to do if someone maybe could help me figure out I appreciate it.

I’am reaching my break point, i’am almost there.
 
Gdvffh said:
Anyone hear weird thoughts like the Covid Vaccine was a brainchip.
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Hey man, why would the government do that if they can just control us with social media? I for one didn't feel different after the covid vaccine. All it did was protect me from getting too sick and I get it every year. :3
 
InvegaAnon said:
Hey man, why would the government do that if they can just control us with social media? I for one didn't feel different after the covid vaccine. All it did was protect me from getting too sick and I get it every year. :3
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So you double lobotomize once by the hands of the illuminati and the second time by the hands of psichiatry. They Monkeyed out of us.
 
I did a complete eye control check but there us nothing wrong with my eyes, this mean that my blurry eyesight it’s due to persistent alterations of the central nervous system and how the brain process information.

Nothing new, we already knew the alterations of the brain was the main cause for all our sympthoms, it’s not the hardware the problem (like the eyes) but the software (ho the brain cannot anymore process the info in a correct way).
 
Hello everyone . I’m bran new in experiencing this hell . I’m on 150mg invega (234mg paliperidone palamerate) and have lost most of my pleasure in everything . Only music gets me through the day anymore but even that gets old. I gained 35 pounds .Has anyone who has been dropped from 150mg to 100 or 234mg to 156mg noticed an improvement in symptoms . I feel so bad about my life right now . It’s been 6 months and they told me they would stop but they still have to taper me . I have just lost a year of my life and youth to this
 
I just wanna check in and say recovery will happen. I was on it for 3 months back in 2019 and recovery took about a year after i stopped those injections. Though it fucked my eyesight a bit so now I use glasses. Nearsighted.
 
By the way, as it's stated many times in these threads - St johns wort supplement can work to a degree by reducing the blood levels of the drug, as it works on the liver increasing the enzymes that digest the drug. So it might ease symptoms to a degree.
 
asr0101 said:
Hello everyone . I’m bran new in experiencing this hell . I’m on 150mg invega (234mg paliperidone palamerate) and have lost most of my pleasure in everything . Only music gets me through the day anymore but even that gets old. I gained 35 pounds .Has anyone who has been dropped from 150mg to 100 or 234mg to 156mg noticed an improvement in symptoms . I feel so bad about my life right now . It’s been 6 months and they told me they would stop but they still have to taper me . I have just lost a year of my life and youth to this
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You do not have to taper injections. They self taper, immediately stop and do not allow them to lie to you.
 
The last thing i would looking for if somehow i will heal it’s a girl, like i crawled myself out of the hell all on my own, i survived alone when maybe i needed the most a woman at my side, so I have to give my body to a woman when i’am healed, fit again? Idk..

I learned the most important is having myself and sex it’s only an addiction that weak man chase, i don’t want to be weak if I heal and i don’t want to have sex with a woman, this is why i don’t give a fuck about my sexual disfunction..
 
Yeah, I heard clozapine is a hard one. One of the strongest. I don't think it comes in injection, though...but it has some of the strongest effects. I was on Chlorpromazine or Melleril which were nasty, but only on them in pill form for two days.

Not to be confused with clonazepam which is a benzo.
 
Flynnal said:
Yeah, I heard clozapine is a hard one. One of the strongest. I don't think it comes in injection, though...but it has some of the strongest effects. I was on Chlorpromazine or Melleril which were nasty, but only on them in pill form for two days.

Not to be confused with clonazepam which is a benzo.
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I actually liked thorazine i had it with morphine a few times for severe pain and nausea. Feels like promethazine except better imo
 
moerez said:
Did you have sexual disfunction 7 months after your shots or you developed pssd? Or like risperdalconsta after 21 months you had no progress? Yeah all people suffer but the severity is way different in every person, I see someone heals in 6 months when I get worse after 6 months so he doesn’t suffer as much as me or the others, when I have literally no sleep no cognition no dick and severe akathisia no signs of improvements in almost 7 months you will get insane, I literally cry everyday for the head pressure I have , I never cried in my life ffs, now I can’t stop crying even one day, it’s not a contest but I’m tired of people who improves and criticize other people who suffer way more than them that why you are negative or suicidal? Dude i literally have no human senses and severe symptoms , there is no reason for me to suicide if I could laugh or I had no akathisia or pssd or insomnia, when you can literally sleep 8-10 hours, you can work you can laugh you can function like normal person, of course you don’t suffer as much as me
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You're making assumptions about what I can do to fuel your narrative. I sure as hell cannot sleep 8-10 hours, you're so determined in this you're saying stuff that isn't even true. I fundamentally lack the patience to engage with you at this point. I cannot function like a normal person, and fuck you for saying so. Suffering doesn't give you a pass to invalidate the suffering of others.
 
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