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Venting I just hate being sober

fuckabout89 said:
No. I would like to try Kava that way though. I only found one brand that was pretty decent costs like 300 dollars a bag though
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I think I tried kava years ago from an online vendor but once I tried kratom I was hooked
Couldn't do without it
I can't even remember the effects of kava
 
lost weekend said:
I think I tried kava years ago from an online vendor but once I tried kratom I was hooked
Couldn't do without it
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I enjoy it but stomaching it is a bitch the powder form. You ever try 4 Flurophenibut I loved that stuff man did it get me fucked up so much so I was ordering 50g of it that was a addiction in itself.

Interesting thing about that one was the guy I was getting from had piece of what looked like goldish metal flakes in it. Also had his fucking beard hair in the packs lol.
 
fuckabout89 said:
I enjoy it but stomaching it is a bitch the powder form. You ever try 4 Flurophenibut I loved that stuff man did it get me fucked up so much so I was ordering 50g of it that was a addiction in itself.

Interesting thing about that one was the guy I was getting from had piece of what looked like goldish metal flakes in it. Also had his fucking beard hair in the packs lol.
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Na never tried any thing like that just the usual run of the mill stuff
Yeh even after 2 decades I need a chaser of orange juice ,the fresh leaf although bitter is bearable
 
fuckabout89 said:
I just our brains are wired differently. Kratom works good for focus for me.
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This seems to be true in general there are upper people and downer people --- someone is both that is a bit of a red flag in my book (Not a large one or anything but it throws the attenna up)
 
notsmokeymcpot42088 said:
This seems to be true in general there are upper people and downer people --- someone is both that is a bit of a red flag in my book (Not a large one or anything but it throws the attenna up)
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I started young at 11 and didnt OD on clonazepam but knocked myself out for for like 3 days lol. Took like close to 50 1mgs pills i got so fucked up and keeped chugging them. I still remember that was fun.
 
Benzos arent so bad for your body -- the addiction is the worst part. Those 50 didnt shut down any organs or anything -- if that is your reasoning than don't let it be!

(There is a rich history of ppl attempting and failing to kill themselves with benzos and being no worse off for the ware long term)

You will live a long healthy life still (Shit I addressed the wrong thing in the wrong thread, sorry fuckabout89!)
 
notsmokeymcpot42088 said:
Benzos arent so bad for your body -- the addiction is the worst part. Those 50 didnt shut down any organs or anything -- if that is your reasoning than don't let it be!

(There is a rich history of ppl attempting and failing to kill themselves with benzos and being no worse off for the ware long term)

You will live a long healthy life still (Shit I addressed the wrong thing in the wrong thread, sorry fuckabout89!)
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I wouldnt say that the withdrawal is awful and lasted a couple years but yeah I know they wont destroy organs like other drugs.
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Wow, I'm late.. But no I didn't. It's not available here, same as Kava...
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Oh you can still get kava but you have to get a certain brand and that will never compare to the shit grown locally in fijii. I know that drying process makes it loose potency
 
haha i am pretty sure 7 oh is still on the shelves here -- which is pretty wild. I could be wrong though I have my packet to try which I got when it was legal with a dated receipt lol
 
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