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Last night's bedtime story:
25 mg dph
4,7 g red Kratom
Weed vaped
15 mg Mirtazapin
I remember that dose of Mirtazapin putting me to sleep for 12 hours nearly, but last night it merely made me slightly sleepy... Might be time for a dph-break 🤔 I've been using it daily for quite a while (months) and it's likely a bad combination with Mirtazapin...
 
6 g kratom in two times
20mg diazepam
25mg hydroxyzine
2 spliffs

the hydroxyzine is better than prometh I feel noddy but not tired as with prometh or strange like dph. still functionnal but added a little sedation to the mix
 
I barely feel any high unfortunately...hopefully I'll be able to score some good flower at some stage this coming week.

I took my usual 18g Muang Dang Kratom, 4mg Diazepam and smoked half a hash spliff. I think my next project is going to be trying to get off the Kratom as I feel there are diminishing returns after using it for so long.

It's my mom's Birthday in a couple days and I might indulge in some Phenibut hcl (which I'm going to need to be strict about, as I don't want to get back into daily use).
 
Chilling around the house, working on a decent buzz. After the morning meds I added 2mg lorazepam,. 3mg clonidine, been staggering 200mg gabapentin every 20 minutes for a couple hours now. Keeping that up, hitting this Motorbreath pen at leisure, and plan on adding another 2mg lorazepam when I take the afternoon 18mg methadone.

@notsmokeymcpot42088 That fucking reclaim tincture side project is still marinating lol. Three days in now. Been having to bag it and submerge in hot water to help it along. Almost there, if I can get this last chunk gone I'll be adding some of that today too lol.
 
I finally got there today! 😁
Menu in charge:
200 mg Pregabalin +
10 mg Diazepam +
200 mg Tramadol as a pre-load, together with a small glass of wine that's probably the reason for the uncomfortable stomach feeling I got at this point ( faded within the next hour)
Then two hours later
400 mg Tilidin, followed by another
200 + 100 + 100 mg Tilidin over the next hour
It took quite a while but I can finally call this a decent, mellow high, nodding even... 💫
 
Meth, 80mg of prescription adderall, 2 milligrams bromazolam, 80mg of baclofen, couple flexeril, 600 mg gabapentin. I may be forgetting something but I’ll be searching for an opiate tomorrow I’m sure I’ll be aching from the meth and amp. Probably will have to settle for pseudoindoxyl as 7oh has been banned and my friend with fent said his current batch is too strong for my tolerance so he won’t give me any.
 
rhs433 said:
Meth, 80mg of prescription adderall, 2 milligrams bromazolam, 80mg of baclofen, couple flexeril, 600 mg gabapentin. I may be forgetting something but I’ll be searching for an opiate tomorrow I’m sure I’ll be aching from the meth and amp. Probably will have to settle for pseudoindoxyl as 7oh has been banned and my friend with fent said his current batch is too strong for my tolerance so he won’t give me any.
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It's good your friend isn't leading you further down the fent path...imo, it really never goes anywhere positive (I say this as a former heroin addict).
 
BK38 said:
It's good your friend isn't leading you further down the fent path...imo, it really never goes anywhere positive (I say this as a former heroin addict).
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I agree I’m thankful for that. You don’t always have people you can call real friends when you’re doing drugs.
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Last night's bedtime story:
25 mg dph
4,7 g red Kratom
Weed vaped
15 mg Mirtazapin
I remember that dose of Mirtazapin putting me to sleep for 12 hours nearly, but last night it merely made me slightly sleepy... Might be time for a dph-break 🤔 I've been using it daily for quite a while (months) and it's likely a bad combination with Mirtazapin...
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Dph? Is that referring to diphenhydramine?
 
Yo! Feeling good here... Unfortunately my back issues are back, working out didn't help, so I helped myself with a little pre- lunch snack:
300 mg Pregabalin
5 mg Diazepam ( and I really don't like the fact that I need it to not be painfully tense, but I also don't want to sleep during the day)
3,7 g green Kratom, despite the temptation to use something else..
And yeh, not very high, but feels quite nice
Edit: part 2:
OK, redosed another
5 mg Diazepam..+
nic patch n vape...
200 mg Pregabalin
3,7 g red n green Kratom mix... Guess I got a little greedy 😅
 
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8g of red kratom in total 3 doses
Black tea
20mg diazepam
50mg hydroxyzine
energy drink
50mg oxazepam
Joints of different grades hybrid and sativa

I dont feel high enough
 
Today was a high day, so I adjusted last week's recipe a little:
200 mg Pregabalin
400 mg Tramadol
Tried eating some weed that I had vaped before... Didn't feel much of it.
Two hours later,:
300 mg Tilidin
Nic patch & vape
Felt great 😁... Maybe next week I can reduce another 100 mg... *knock on wood*
 
^I'm craving pregabalin. I can't take it the day before work because it makes me too wobbly the next morning and I haven't had two days off together for a couple of weeks so it's been a no go.

So for tonight, a pint of cider a couple of cigarettes and I'll vape some weed before bed.
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Tried eating some weed that I had vaped before... Didn't feel much of it.
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I haven't had any joy eating abv either. I guess you need a lot of it, or we've just sucked all the life out of it already :LOL:
 
Shinji Ikari said:
^I'm craving pregabalin.
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Same here! Probably gonna get some

I went a bit "hard" because I am not very well
I tried to go down 5mg of my diazepam because it's bothering me

I did like 2-3g of red Kratom
15mg Diazepam
a spliff
then 4 - 5 hours later after a coffee I got very very anxious, I almost felt I was going to have a seizure.
so I took more Kratom, 5mg Diazepam, 50mg Hydroxyzine

It eventually went down after 2 spliffs but I felt broken and very down.

Trying to take the edge off,
Did Codeine phosphate 150mg with another 50mg Hydroxyzine and topped up with 2g of Kratom later. Felt nothing pretty much.

Sometimes codeine makes me very irritated, especially when I dont feel shit. I cant take more, those pils are 50mg Codeine/600mg Acetimophen, I should make a CWE but couldnt be bothered at the time.

Smoked more spliffs, then out of total frustration about everything, raging, I took 50 mg Oxazepam.

I started to feel less nervous but still ended up with Clonidine 0.3 and Trazadone 100mg.

With all of that I still had nightmares about going to score cocaine and of course I never was able to do so I woke up very frustrated.. face hurting from jaw clenching, nose stuck, coughing, stomach upset, the whole thing .. it is like that, but this time it felt less tolerable.


I am at a point where I don't know if I should go back on Gaba or Pregab (altough pregab is much more recreational lol) for anxiety or take more benzos which make me foggy and not great. Pregab is too taxing on cognitive abilities, while gaba is less. They are also very effective against anxiety for me.
Do you think for maintenance for example, benzo or Pregab/Gaba long term? what's the worse ? If anyone is in that kind of situation please share, I am out of ideas thanks

OT: now I took 5g of kratom and 20mg diazepam with a spliff and tea and I am just worried.

I was thinking about smack and blow this morning the smell of vinegar ffs I would have fucking started my day with a good speedball even just snorted instead of doing crap and feeling like shit daily I am fed up. Last time I did a proper one was fucking 5 years ago when is this gonna let me go . I don't want to relapse but at the same time I am fucking hurting
 
KetWise said:
Same here! Probably gonna get some

I went a bit "hard" because I am not very well
I tried to go down 5mg of my diazepam because it's bothering me

I did like 2-3g of red Kratom
15mg Diazepam
a spliff
then 4 - 5 hours later after a coffee I got very very anxious, I almost felt I was going to have a seizure.
so I took more Kratom, 5mg Diazepam, 50mg Hydroxyzine

It eventually went down after 2 spliffs but I felt broken and very down.

Trying to take the edge off,
Did Codeine phosphate 150mg with another 50mg Hydroxyzine and topped up with 2g of Kratom later. Felt nothing pretty much.

Sometimes codeine makes me very irritated, especially when I dont feel shit. I cant take more, those pils are 50mg Codeine/600mg Acetimophen, I should make a CWE but couldnt be bothered at the time.

Smoked more spliffs, then out of total frustration about everything, raging, I took 50 mg Oxazepam.

I started to feel less nervous but still ended up with Clonidine 0.3 and Trazadone 100mg.

With all of that I still had nightmares about going to score cocaine and of course I never was able to do so I woke up very frustrated.. face hurting from jaw clenching, nose stuck, coughing, stomach upset, the whole thing .. it is like that, but this time it felt less tolerable.


I am at a point where I don't know if I should go back on Gaba or Pregab (altough pregab is much more recreational lol) for anxiety or take more benzos which make me foggy and not great. Pregab is too taxing on cognitive abilities, while gaba is less. They are also very effective against anxiety for me.
Do you think for maintenance for example, benzo or Pregab/Gaba long term? what's the worse ? If anyone is in that kind of situation please share, I am out of ideas thanks

OT: now I took 5g of kratom and 20mg diazepam with a spliff and tea and I am just worried.

I was thinking about smack and blow this morning the smell of vinegar ffs I would have fucking started my day with a good speedball even just snorted instead of doing crap and feeling like shit daily I am fed up. Last time I did a proper one was fucking 5 years ago when is this gonna let me go . I don't want to relapse but at the same time I am fucking hurting
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I'm sorry to hear things are not going too well for you at the moment, god knows I've been there. I really hope you don't relapse on the heroin/coke. Trust me when I say that it's not worth it. I personally have never had a problem with blow, but have definitely had a problem with smack (I get the exact same thing you described when I smell a certain kind of vinegar).

I can only say what my baseline maintenance protocol looks like. It basically consists of fairly high Kratom consumption (18g per day), low level Diazepam consumption (4mg per day) and 1 to 3 hash spliffs. It seems to work for me most of the time.

I do like to have fun and do other drugs recreationally, but I try not do them too often.

I hope you pull through this period and get to a place where you are living your best life.
 
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