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I am pleasantly buzzed. I've had 750mg Pregabalin (being naughty, but I have to stop today, because this is 2 days in a row), 4mg Diazepam, 18g Kratom and half a spliff of hash.

Might roll tonight on some E, but I'm on the fence...

 
I'm rolling face. it' a nice slow roll, not too stimmy at all. I'm just melting into my couch.

 
KetWise said:
Same here! Probably gonna get some

I went a bit "hard" because I am not very well
I tried to go down 5mg of my diazepam because it's bothering me

I did like 2-3g of red Kratom
15mg Diazepam
a spliff
then 4 - 5 hours later after a coffee I got very very anxious, I almost felt I was going to have a seizure.
so I took more Kratom, 5mg Diazepam, 50mg Hydroxyzine

It eventually went down after 2 spliffs but I felt broken and very down.

Trying to take the edge off,
Did Codeine phosphate 150mg with another 50mg Hydroxyzine and topped up with 2g of Kratom later. Felt nothing pretty much.

Sometimes codeine makes me very irritated, especially when I dont feel shit. I cant take more, those pils are 50mg Codeine/600mg Acetimophen, I should make a CWE but couldnt be bothered at the time.

Smoked more spliffs, then out of total frustration about everything, raging, I took 50 mg Oxazepam.

I started to feel less nervous but still ended up with Clonidine 0.3 and Trazadone 100mg.

With all of that I still had nightmares about going to score cocaine and of course I never was able to do so I woke up very frustrated.. face hurting from jaw clenching, nose stuck, coughing, stomach upset, the whole thing .. it is like that, but this time it felt less tolerable.


I am at a point where I don't know if I should go back on Gaba or Pregab (altough pregab is much more recreational lol) for anxiety or take more benzos which make me foggy and not great. Pregab is too taxing on cognitive abilities, while gaba is less. They are also very effective against anxiety for me.
Do you think for maintenance for example, benzo or Pregab/Gaba long term? what's the worse ? If anyone is in that kind of situation please share, I am out of ideas thanks

OT: now I took 5g of kratom and 20mg diazepam with a spliff and tea and I am just worried.

I was thinking about smack and blow this morning the smell of vinegar ffs I would have fucking started my day with a good speedball even just snorted instead of doing crap and feeling like shit daily I am fed up. Last time I did a proper one was fucking 5 years ago when is this gonna let me go . I don't want to relapse but at the same time I am fucking hurting
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Imo, while I know it's addictive, I still believe Pregab/Gabap are better for long term maintenance than benzos. I heard but nightmares about benzo WD, and it's also more risky afaik. I never went too far with either but with benzos I notice some rebound even after short and low dose use, which I never felt after Pregabalin at all. If it weren't for the muscle relaxation I'd probably keep my hands off them completely... Too many got stuck on them for life ---
Besides I agree on the smack. It's not worth to go back. 😖
 
KetWise said:
Thank you for your messages @Mushoku_Sensei and @BK38 , means a lot for me

OT 6g kratom + 20mg diazepam +75mg hydroxyzine + one beer + few spliffs
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You're most welcome mate. PM me any time if you need someone to talk to, anything said will be in total confidence (I really don't judge and it's hard to faze me). I'm glad my words lend you some solace and hope that you get to a better place.
 
I stayed after work and had a few pints then decided I'm

a) awesome
b) off tomorrow

And that I deserve to be high. So I took 30mg of 2cb and a dexy and... Fell asleep.

Then I woke up a couple of hours later, with slightly swirlier vision and still deserving to be high which leads is to now where I just took another dexy and 25mg of 2cb perhaps why not.
 
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4g green kratom
20mg diazepam
Black Tea
a bit later
300mg codeine phosphate (minus some lost in the CWE) + 50mg hydroxyzine + 7,5mg amphetamines salts
A spliff
Got to do things while smoking another spliff
then dosed 5g red kratom with lemon + 50mg hydroxyzine
Smoked some hybrid with oil
I am not too bad a bit jumpy and not too sedated got to manage the afternoon still
 
KetWise said:
i used syrup probably 30mg 10g kratom
25mg hydroxyzine
20mg diaz
1500mg gaba
few grams of kush good weed powerful stuff
im in the gaba shuffle
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That much should be fine then. 🙂

Hmm. Hydroxyzine was so much written about lately that I actually dug out mine as well and tried to find more info about the effect curve - didn't find any, but still - OT:
6,6 g red Kratom,
25 mg Hydroxyzine
5 mg Diazepam
Thymoquinone
Magnesium
Vaped weed - sounds like a copy 😅,
Saving the Pregabalin for tomorrow though.
- And not high. I'm feeling the weed way more than the rest 🙄
 
Still feeling the afterglow a lot, but I was perfectly high today ( before falling asleep with my youngest 😅):
Started at noon with:
100 mg caffeine,
300 mg Pregabalin,
500 mg Tramadol
5 mg Diazepam
25 mg Hydrxyzine and intended to leave it at that cause I felt good and I don't really like spoiling my tol too much...but...
Got greedy and added:
300 mg Tilidin
5 mg Diazepam
100 mg Pregabalin
Thymochinone
25 mg Hydroxyzine
The very last 5 mg of K 😢
And a teaspoon of Guarana, as I started nodding off while reading.
Still fell asleep early ( and just woke up for toilet😅)
And damn I wish I could be like this forever.. 😭
 
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