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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

anonymoususer777 said:
The easiest thing you can do right now is cold shower and after that some exercise for as long as you can. Doing this boosts your dopamine temporarily and provides relief.
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I tried to exercise i could do it once but i have literally 0 motivation to even do basic stuff, im bedridden with severe insomnia and more
 
Guys unfortunately im becoming very suicidal and all im thinking is finishing it, i know its still soon and 5 months passed but i cant take this shit anymore, its keep getting worse and worse and all i do is watching reddit about suicide and im really getting close to it , if i never respond or get online here just know that i lost the battle , i love you guys and i hope you all recover but i have so much symptoms that i cant take it anymore
 
moerez said:
Guys unfortunately im becoming very suicidal and all im thinking is finishing it, i know its still soon and 5 months passed but i cant take this shit anymore, its keep getting worse and worse and all i do is watching reddit about suicide and im really getting close to it , if i never respond or get online here just know that i lost the battle , i love you guys and i hope you all recover but i have so much symptoms that i cant take it anymore
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Do you have a ativan to calm yourself down?
 
moerez said:
I will get some tomorrow, if it has effect i will try to take that to cope for a while , but right now im in agony believe me im not a weak person, its too much of pain
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Anything beats suicide dude. When i had cotards syndrome i thought i was dead and it fucking sucked. Cant get high cant get laid cant fucking do anything.

My advice is hang in there and get the ativan asap tomorrow. Most likely it will make you feel abit better anyway
 
paranoid android said:
Anything beats suicide dude. When i had cotards syndrome i thought i was dead and it fucking sucked. Cant get high cant get laid cant fucking do anything.

My advice is hang in there and get the ativan asap tomorrow. Most likely it will make you feel abit better anyway
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I get you but i have nothing to live not even sleep im totally fucked by invega or psychosis idk which one but i have had severe symptoms of all the things and cope with that its just getting worse and worse, i hope i can cope until one year but i dont think so:(
 
moerez said:
I get you but i have nothing to live not even sleep im totally fucked by invega or psychosis idk which one but i have had severe symptoms of all the things and cope with that its just getting worse and worse, i hope i can cope until one year but i dont think so:(
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Do you have any psychotic symptoms? When i had psychosis i had alot of negative symptoms. Thankfully i dont remember much about it but i was basically catatonic and bedridden. My brother got really worried when i stopped taking my morphine and smoking weed because that was not like me at all. I had a active opiate addiction at the time so that was not like me at all.

Psychosis can be easily treated with the right antipsychotics. Invega is shit in my opinion and so is abilify. Besides zyprexa thorazine is probably the best one ive had. It got a bad rep years ago because it was prescribed at high doses but it actually just feeels like a antihistamine in sane doses. It's alot less unpleasant then seroquel imo. Mixed with morphine it got me pretty noddy
 
moerez said:
I will get some tomorrow, if it has effect i will try to take that to cope for a while , but right now im in agony believe me im not a weak person, its too much of pain
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Take a cold shower and stay in under the shower for as long as you need to.
I think you are also very anxious and afraid you might never recover. Invega takes away access to parts of your brain so that makes it much harder to think positive and hope you will recover. You must start telling yourself not to panic, relax, in 8 to 12 months time you will start finding life more tolerable. Once you relax and not think about it for a while, it may help you sleep.
This is a short bump in the road of your life. You are a strong person, you tolerated 5 months of invega torture. Keep going, you will get through this.
 
paranoid android said:
Do you have any psychotic symptoms? When i had psychosis i had alot of negative symptoms. Thankfully i dont remember much about it but i was basically catatonic and bedridden. My brother got really worried when i stopped taking my morphine and smoking weed because that was not like me at all. I had a active opiate addiction at the time so that was not like me at all.

Psychosis can be easily treated with the right antipsychotics. Invega is shit in my opinion and so is abilify. Besides zyprexa thorazine is probably the best one ive had. It got a bad rep years ago because it was prescribed at high doses but it actually just feeels like a antihistamine in sane doses. It's alot less unpleasant then seroquel imo. Mixed with morphine it got me pretty noddy
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No psychotic symptoms just feeling empty flat and no sleep and energy, and when i try to take a nap i dream but im awake thats the most weird part, my brain is totally fucked man
 
anonymoususer777 said:
Take a cold shower and stay in under the shower for as long as you need to.
I think you are also very anxious and afraid you might never recover. Invega takes away access to parts of your brain so that makes it much harder to think positive and hope you will recover. You must start telling yourself not to panic, relax, in 8 to 12 months time you will start finding life more tolerable. Once you relax and not think about it for a while, it may help you sleep.
This is a short bump in the road of your life. You are a strong person, you tolerated 5 months of invega torture. Keep going, you will get through this.
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Yes that could be anxiety as well, but its more of not having good sleep and feeling like pressure on head is killing me, thanks for your kind words i hope i can cope more days i try my best
 
moerez said:
No psychotic symptoms just feeling empty flat and no sleep and energy, and when i try to take a nap i dream but im awake thats the most weird part, my brain is totally fucked man
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If there is one thing i have learned is that your brain can always be unfucked. Neuroplasticity is a thing.

If your getting anxiety and feeling suicidal from it by all means get the ativan. It's a pretty good benzo without a tolerance and works fast. Also for me benzos helped with depression back when i was actually depressed
 
Yesterday tinnitus was almost gone, it lasted until the late afternoon, then it increased, today is the same as everyday. Damn i tought it was going away but I was wrong about.
 
However, "altered mental status" is a SERIOUS side effect and must be treated immediately, according to the guidelines. Instead, I was left like this for 19 months.
 
moerez said:
Guys unfortunately im becoming very suicidal and all im thinking is finishing it, i know its still
soon and 5 months passed but i cant take this shit anymore, its keep getting worse and worse and all i do is watching reddit about suicide and im really getting close to it , if i never respond or get online here just know that i lost the battle , i love you guys and i hope you all recover but i have so much symptoms that i cant take it anymore
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We have to try and make it to 8 months. Month 8 is where things may start getting better. I think the first 6 months is just survival. Improvements are rare the first six months I think, but I could be wrong. I will be waiting at least 8 months before I make any plans to finish my self off. I think 8 months is a good indicator of if you’re going to recover or not. Hold on at least 8 months man. I know you have the same symptoms as me being the pressure in your head, akathisia, tremors, Anhedonia. We may just have to give it some time.
 
Before these injections i had 800 - 1’100 rating on Chess, after the injections i’am stuck at 350 - 400. That’s a huge difference, idk if anyone play chess on the app Chess (the official one)
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Before these injections i had 800 - 1’100 rating on Chess, after the injections i’am stuck at 350 - 400. That’s a huge difference, idk if anyone play chess on the app Chess (the official one)
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There was a friend of mine who was keeping challenge me and wanted to play against me because he could not win against me (before the injections) and after the injections it switched into i cannot beat him and only draw if i was lucky, at the end he stop playing against me because he told me “man idk what happened to you but you play like a , before i cannot beat you, now it’s you that can’t beat me”
 
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I'm a self therapist. Message me, I got you. I actually understand this pain and not saying shit out of my ass.
 
Abilify2mg said:
yeah no shit i cant do that now since suicide and murder is against my religion but maybe in another life the nigerian piece of shit who ordered my injections would be 6 feet under.
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you do realise what you said is just encouraging him to do it and if he actually does it then the intelligence services will investigate you? man this forum is easily the worst place i I have been to, my terrible life choices have put me here
 
I'm not getting email notifs and my desktop is trash currently so sorry if you won't get a reply from me.
 
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