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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Why i can’t sleep during the day? Before these injections i could nap and sleep some Hours but after these injections I can’t nap and i can’t sleep during the afternoon, anyone know why this happen?
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I cant even sleep during a night, its nightmare , im trying to find chemicals to probably end it after month 6 and seeing no improvement
 
moerez said:
I cant even sleep during a night, its nightmare , im trying to find chemicals to probably end it after month 6 and seeing no improvement
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I’am sure that these injections were created to cause the much possible sufference and agony by the nazis, and then they were labelled “antipsychotic” by some american big pharma after the “paperclip operation”, because they stop psychosis, yeah, because it literally stop the whole network of the brain. It’s not possible otherwise, a chemical that do so much pain and sufference and agony even months or years after the exposure it’s designed to do that on porpouse.

Compared to that it’s like you broke your ankle and they eventually amputee your legs, yeah, you don’t have anymore an ankle that hurts, that’s correct, but because you don’t have anymore a fucking leg. Antipsychotic injections are a torture tool, this is a fact and i’am a victim of it.

Every day it’s the same torture, i’am in agony since 19 months, idk how much I can keep going like that but man, this is the worse torture ever.
 
Im watching many Near death expriences videoes, i think my time has come and soon im not gonna be in this thread anymore, im ordering something to end this torture and cant still believe all these things happend to me
 
They are lucky because i can’t have a gunfire, because if i could, suicide was more esy but what were more easy is to go after who did this to me, so we make the journey to the end together..
 
squoshy said:
Ive finally felt the effects of ecstasy (pill form) after 13 months since my last 4 injections, the effects were smooth and maybe like pre invega.
this gave me so much hope and made me quit weed that i was using to cope with anhedonia.
My recovery was fast compared to other people and i think i attribute it to the fact that i smoked weed everyday since my last injection.
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How long do you think it took for you to recover?
 
moerez said:
Im watching many Near death expriences videoes, i think my time has come and soon im not gonna be in this thread anymore, im ordering something to end this torture and cant still believe all these things happend to me
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near death experiences are not accurate at all, you don’t know what will happen or if it will be better than here, just wait
 
moerez said:
Do you suffer from severe insomnia or akathesia? Im pretty sure you dont even have those , i cant even sit somewhere i have to lay down and i cant even sleep, you instead of trying to be aggressive on me for no reason when im already in suffer alot
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I had insomnia in the first month of invega, i had disrupted sleep throughout. Insomnia also came back several times. I had akithisia in the early months and it also comes back once in a while. I can almost guarantee that in 12 months time you will be in a much better place. I am not sure of my recovery but i have seen cases like yours recover. In 12 months, you may not be fully recovered but you will recover enough to keep moving forward.

Dont kill yourself, if you get too desperate, try rifampicin or blood letting.
 
to be fair if im going to kms im taking the psychiatrist who ruined my life with me . Why should I dissapear forever while they continue to ruin more lives?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
They took my life and what I should do? Nothing? Just let it pass like if it’s nothing? My life for their life, it’s equal, right?
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you think you are the only one that had your life ruined? I just turned 21 and won’t even get to enjoy my youth, there’s no point in going after them, you will be painted as a deranged lunatic, just move on
 
Abilify2mg said:
to be fair if im going to kms im taking the psychiatrist who ruined my life with me . Why should I dissapear forever while they continue to ruin more lives?
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dawg you are muslim, the spiritual consequences is bad, not only killing yourself but also taking others with you
 
twinpeaks123 said:
dawg you are muslim, the spiritual consequences is bad, not only killing yourself but also taking others with you
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yeah no shit i cant do that now since suicide and murder is against my religion but maybe in another life the nigerian piece of shit who ordered my injections would be 6 feet under.
 
Abilify2mg said:
yeah no shit i cant do that now since suicide and murder is against my religion but maybe in another life the nigerian piece of shit who ordered my injections would be 6 feet under.
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As atheist and more close to lucifer than atheism, in my pseudo-religion, revenge not only it’s permetted
But it’s a duty for yourself. They pianted lucifer like the devil that do the evil thing and shit like that. But that’s not the truth, if you made your own research he just dint kneel under God and by doing that he got cursed forever, is this fair? I’am always with the oppressed, as the palestinian so with lucifer, and in his pseudo religion doing harm without reason is not good at all, but being harmed and don’t take any revenge this is fair worse, you have a duty over yourself.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
As atheist and more close to lucifer than atheism, in my pseudo-religion, revenge not only it’s permetted
But it’s a duty for yourself. They pianted lucifer like the devil that do the evil thing and shit like that. But that’s not the truth, if you made your own research he just dint kneel under God and by doing that he got cursed forever, is this fair? I’am always with the oppressed, as the palestinian so with lucifer, and in his pseudo religion doing harm without reason is not good at all, but being harmed and don’t take any revenge this is fair worse, you have a duty over yourself.
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I cannot forgive neither understeand those who killed themselves over these injections but don’t take with them
Who did this to them, this is pure madness. Take their lives like they took your, damn.. They killed you in the first place, do you have some respect
Over yourself?
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I had insomnia in the first month of invega, i had disrupted sleep throughout. Insomnia also came back several times. I had akithisia in the early months and it also comes back once in a while. I can almost guarantee that in 12 months time you will be in a much better place. I am not sure of my recovery but i have seen cases like yours recover. In 12 months, you may not be fully recovered but you will recover enough to keep moving forward.

Dont kill yourself, if you get too desperate, try rifampicin or blood letting.
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I might try SJW to see if its effective or no, my main problem is how da hell i still have insomnia ,tremor and akathesia after almost 6 months, its only 2 injection and it should be already gone from my body , im pretty sure this is not supposed to be like this
I hate myself everyday to what ive done and im here at this point right now
 
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