im a survivor of the SSRI era of overprescribing, when i share this part of my life as i started working in homeopathic retail and with people from ethiopia as a teenager, i grew to love this history of the spice lords that dominated the ocean sailing and to bring chocolate and coffee to the venetians, their initiating of entire western civilization and gave rise to the united states birth of new generation of ushering in traditions like cannabis fungee and the obssession and rush one gets from obtaining natural products that include ritual and practical use in an amazing culturally transcendence that sought to herald a boom that has existed for several hundred years and we live in today, when grafting live vines or branches and cuttings from many different diverse species onto a
genetically differnt and rich plant life of different region for instance hostilis mimosa from south america to one grown in hawaii and then adapted to the mainland southeast us, there is no other feeling like seeing a new varietal form connection and begin to take hold as the cell wall in front or your own eyes starts to enrich and bring all of the living essence into the sample. my first experience growing from seed as a teenager i felt a true calling, a moving experience to my core, and having to learn everything from experience. i was forced to take a ten year hiatus and pushed
into drug court on the day a friend started to have a heart attack and nearly die at the grow. none us had consumed anything that day in the late 2000s. for years i was did not reveal my several years of growing experience to anyone... family, girlfriends, medical cannabis advocates and conniseurs and anyone who knew i enjoyed this for a phobia that i still live with. punishment for cultivating schedule 1 substance still exists in my region, and there are people not an hour away from where i live doing life sentence for home cultivation, a life sentence in this region of the us mainland, without proper permits or liscense one can still opt to just die in prison early and the bureau of prisons will still let you decide if you want to wither away in a cell or choose death in front of a firing squad. only in the last few years did i observe industrial hemp being produced in this very same region for purposes of adhesives ( much of the secrecy is under titles and presentations that by research growing environments of lakota / cherokee hemp, and want nothing to do with marijuana farming) the same way the media portrays these farmers and university alphabet agency govt scientists hold the authority to direct that potent marijuana is wrong but hemp is supreme. and both advocate the war on drugs is a complete nightmare of failures since the inception of the bureau of narcotics.