Sameolshiii
Greenlighter
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- Sep 27, 2025
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Welp. I effed up. So here’s my story: I had been taking average quality powder Kratom for a decade (I would fluctuate but mainly stay between 25-30mg a day, usually close to 3 daily doses of ten 1mg capsules)…no strong extract or anything..just cheap $60 a kilo powder. In the past 3-4 years, I’d even tapered down over 3-4 wks time and successfully quit for prob 5-7 days with no withdrawals (and I’m being totally honest..and it wasn’t even hard on me during the tapering process…I was shocked each time because I was expecting hell but it never came). Even after I would successfully quit, temptation would get the best of me and I’d start right back again bc I knew those 10-12mg doses would feel good (and they did briefly) and then I’d be right back into my dumb powder habit. Well, around of June of this year, I somehow found out online about the retail 7-OH tablets in head shops and gas stations. Looked at the convenience store close to my house, and sure enough..they had several brands. Bought a pack, popped a couple and within 15 minutes felt that opiate rush/high that I honestly hadn’t felt since over a decade when I used to do oxys/roxys. I was instantly hooked. Probably only took a handful of days before I was taking between 250-300 a day (broken up into 3 or 4 doses). I have always bought and used the KAMA 7-OH/Psuedo brand. For the past week and a half or so, I’ve been taking 350 daily and I’ve blown all my money on this shit. I have to stop. I have young kids, a wife and a full time job and nobody knows anything. Yesterday I did the QuickMD doctor appt thing and got prescribed 7 days worth of 16mg a day worth of generic Suboxone film that I was instructed to take cut up into four 4mg strips A day (16mg total). Then I’m supposed to do an follow up appt so I can continue taking Sub daily until I decide I don’t want to anymore. Last night I took my normal 9pm last dose of the day 7-OH (87.5mg) and woke up this morning with my Sub. film ready to go. It wasn’t easy taking it. I had huge anxiety of making the jump to this shit. I was feeling minimal withdrawals (normal by 8 or 9am thr next morning). I was debating saying screw it and seeing if I just took my old Kratom powder, it would do the job and keep me from going into the 7OH withdrawals that I’ve read so much about. I finally said eff it and took a 4mg piece of the Sub. I then realized I may have fucked up and not waited long enough and was about to start going through precipitated withdrawals. Oh shit. I’m an idiot! Thatvwas at 9:15 this morning. It’s currently rly almost noon and I feel mostly okay. Had chills earlier and anxiety etc earlier but no chills at the moment. Now I’m wondering…am I still gonna get hit with these 7-OH withdrawals, even on top of the suboxone? Should I take my second 4mg dose of Sub around 2pm as planned? Should I say screw the Sub and maybe just take Kratom powder capsules throughout the day and see what happens? Seeking advice. I know we’re all different, and reading through this thread, I’m honestly surprised I’m not feeling worse than I am at the moment. Just venting as I’m in this by myself and honestly feel really alone and so ashamed and guilty for letting myself get in this predicament again.

