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Evening blueworld

Uhm today was .. um.. but I'm home in bed. Meds taken and do on.

19:00
10mg methadone
15mg diazepam
Phat joint of Dirty Money
Dbl vodka mixed with 125ml thc infused Blueberry soda (250ml = 30mg)

20:00
150mg pregabalin
0.7g joint of pink champagne with 0.3g Amnesia Haze sprinkle and mixed in.

Time is now 20:50 and now I'm finishing my last single vodka with the left over Blueberry soda.

Really hope this combo brings on some nice sleep.
 
I am off my anti-depressants and the last two weeks were hell
On top of this I have no stock of my Zopiclone or Alprazolam.

I made the decision to stop taking the Mianserin and my doctor gave a long taper.... but the timing was bad as my usual supply of Zopiclone/Meprobamate and Alprazolam have been in "pergutory" since the Taper started.

So last night I managed to get hold of some Ambien to see me through til the Zopiclone arrives (mid June) I could go without the others, but I function well with Zopiclone.

Have taken Ambien in the past and it had ZERO effect and never had any interest in trying it again. until yesterday when a colleague was going to throw out a box of Ambien 10mg.

He knows my situation and I asked him if I could dispose of them for him as my zopiclone is in short supply until mid June.....

he said "cool"


My absence from posting the last few weeks was purely me withdrawing from the Lantanon and unfortunately not having at least the zopiclone, never mind the other meds, that I normally get monthly.

Took 2 ambien and decided to share it in video with you ................ just for laughs

***Removed the short video clip that was here earlier***

Was nice feeling like a child again and the "visuals" were AMAZING.

So not sure when I will post again, but am slowly starting to get through the "Fog" and physical withdrawal from the Anti-Deps and hope to start feeling more human ASAP


Stay safe everyone.
 
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At 12pm today I took 500mg of Soma and took a short nap as I didnt get any sleep the night before
Woke up at 3pm and this has been what I've taken since:
200mg or so of Caffeine in the form of Various sodas
1 tobacco cigarette and vaped nicotine
300mg Gabapentin

4.5 grams of Yellow Vietnam Kratom
250mg 50x Black Diamond Kratom Extract
22.5mg 7-OH

I'm surprised at how much I felt this with my last dose of Suboxone being only maybe 8-10 hours prior, though I accidentally swallowed most of it.
The 7-OH is surprisingly stong and the respiratory depression seems stronger than Buprenorphine.

Just took the remaining 22.5mg of 7-OH that I had left and 200mg more of the 50x black diamond extract. I'm wondering if I should take any Soma tonight or leave it be. Dont want to risk accidentally overdosing though I doubt I would considering my buprenorphine tolerance and with 7-oh being a partial-agonist.

With 7-oh being a partial Mu Opioid receptor agonist does that mean that there is a ceiling to its effect on respiratory depression similar to Buprenorphine?

Will be taking 7.5mg-15mg of Mirtazapine before too long

Edit: Added 2grams of Bali Gold Kratom and 250mg of Soma. Will probably take another 250-500mg as the night progresses. Back to the Buprenorphine tomorrow. The 7-OH was a nice break to catch a little buzz again. Will have to pick up more when I can afford it. I imagine that it's pretty nice without a tolerance to buprenorphine
 
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Evening blueworld

Interesting day, a lot of surprises and distraction but it all ended well.

19:00
10mg methadone
20mg diazepam
Phat 1.4g joint of dirty money.
2x 20mg thc toffee

20:00
.5ml RSO Face on Fire strain
0.4g Pink Champagne with .4g Amnesia Haze bubble hash smoked in a pipe.

I got more today but on that later, actually battling to type.
 
shreddedlettuce said:
***Removed the short video clip that was here earlier***
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Fuck it.
Video Makes a deserved comeback. I watched a few times and it made me smile and think of you guys, and made me feel like I am a kid exploring again.
So it makes a come back

UPDATE - I archived the video for now, just to be safe.
 
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Allylescaline and 2C-B in just-barely-threshold doses on top of some vaporized etizolam and insufflated tizanidine was quite a nice night. Some vaporized HHC and sinicuichi/damiana with MDMB-4en-PINACA on it was also consumed, on top of the usual daily meds of caffeine and bupropion. Maybe going to use some metocin later to test my hunch that allylescaline produces minimal-to-no real tolerance.

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shreddedlettuce said:
Fuck it.
Video Makes a deserved comeback. I watched a few times and it made me smile and think of you guys, and made me feel like I am a kid exploring again.
So it makes a come back

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I watched your video, and how little you're slurring your speech is fascinating for being on Ambien without any other stims (I'm just assuming, the lack of stimulants here). I always had to mix Ambien with Ritalin or Adderall as a high schooler to get it to not be overwhelmingly "drunken" feeling, but overall Ambien is an insanely fascinating hallucinogen. I consider it to be one of the more interesting non-serotonergic psychedelics, alongside harmaline, salvia, sinicuichi, galantamine, dissociatives, and cannabinoids. I am dying to mix Ambien with various serotonergic psychedelics though to see how it is.

Have you considered trying maybe something like half a tab or acid or 1-1.5g of mushrooms alongside maybe 5mg of Ambien? If keeping the doses responsibly low, I imagine it may lead to an exaggeration of the hallucinogenic effects you were so entranced by in that video. Just a thought, I've never tried those mixes before but they seem safe as long as doses are quite low.
 
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I've reached the pinnacle of CRS performs or whatever lol, I fucked around and left for work, getting most of the way there before realizing - I DIDN'T TAKE MY FUCKIN' METHADONE.
...

🙃 😅

Cause I mean at that point what can you do but laugh at it and keep on rolling, that and feel like twice baked shit the rest of the day lol, but you can bet your ass the moment I got home 170mg of glorious 'done juice did get drank immediately, the morning's dose and the evening, and a fat bowl of the last of some good shit I didn't have marked earlier, with a bowl of Dante's Inferno currently. When I finish this it's in to fry up a bunch of hot dogs and not do shit for the rest of the evening. Decent game plan. 👏
 
Esperighanto said:
but overall Ambien is an insanely fascinating hallucinogen.
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I hate to say it, but I have to agree.

Total lack of undesirable physical senses, yet visuals similar to a DXM experience, but with much more "clarity" - if that makes sense.
In fact the "depth perception" is cool too, as my normal keyboard looked like I was typing on an ancient "Lego" communications device which also "pulsates" and changes color on different keys.

Feel like a giant typing on a Grand Stand.
angry typing GIF by David Firth





Also similar to the distortions in vision that Promethazine delivers, but more comfortable as there is no "stomach churning", dry mouth and other physical discomfort when using zolpidem on its own.

AND THE LAST THING ON THIS ..... IS.....
Google Help GIF by ADWEEK
FUCK.... I forgot.

Anyways, I am glad I have limited supply of a hypnotic on hand for the near future that "does the job", but hope I get my regular supply of Zopiclone soon as one of the reasons I appreciate its effects is the anxiety relief zopiclone gives and at a low, consistent dose too.
Also, there is much more control over my actions with zopiclone versus zolpidem, IME.
The patches of time that is lost due to the amnesic effects of zolpidem has always been a worry.
So, for me, I will use the Zolpidem strictly to get through the next few nights as a sleeping tablet and hope these withdrawal symptoms from the Mianserin dissapear sooner rather than later. I think I have another 7 days to get through.

Truly awful feeling (I mean on top of the physical discomfort I have been endearing for the last 3 weeks I started crying uncontrollably for about 15 minutes last night when I didn't answer my cellphone in time. I called the person back after composing myself and sending out curses to my doctor "telepathically" and then deleting them an hour or two later.... kinda like I am doing in this thread with that Video. :ROFLMAO:

Jesus, sorry for the long post, but I hope it is withdrawal from Mianserin that is doing this. As I would hate to know what "ailment" is lurking if it isn't WD.

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So back to the topic of this thread.

Evening BL

40mg Codeine
a few joints of Gary Payton indoor and Thin Mintz greenhouse

and that's it.

When I am ready to go to sleep I will take 1 Ambien and close my eyes.

Have a great evening all, and thanks for the input from the few of you who saw me on the video. I am glad the right people got to see it and surprised I didn't delete it sooner.
 
Long ass day at work. Busy af and had to stay late but ultimately it went smooth. Afterwards had to run to a friends house to give him some Phenibut because he ran out during his taper and needed more. After that had tot ake the bus/train home, stop by the store on the way and immediately get to cooking a dish for a family lunch tomorrow in remembrance of my grandfather. Overall I've been mostly on my feet for 14 hours today.

Took 2mg of Buprenorphine on my way to my friends and took 600mg of Gabapentin at work as well as 220mg Naproxen sodium, 750mg Acetaminophen and 375mg Ibuprofen, Also used some benzocaine gel and vaped nicotine

Got in the door and got my kitchen set up, immediately popped:
500mg Soma
1000mg Acetaminophen
220 mg Naproxen Sodium
300mg Gabapentin
Some Benzocaine oral gel
Phenylephrine intranassaly (crushed up a pill, mixed with water, filtered and squirted up my nose for congestion)
Smoked a cigarette and drank 2 zero sugar sodas for a little bit of caffeine to get the dish done.

I've had an insane toothache lately. Don't know if I'm fighting an infection in my took or what. Had a very vivid dream last night that I had a temperature of 100 degrees F and was trying to make it to the doctor because I had an infection. Also was in a strange, foggy headspace today that got worse when my tooth pain worsened. My dream also could have been due to the fact that I lost my grandfather due to complications from sepsis a few days ago. Regardless, I'm going to try and make a dentist appointment and hope that I'm seen soon. Will also take my temperature tomorrow before I pop any fever reducers.

Making Bacon Ranch Pasta salad. I hope that it turns out okay. I have never made this dish before. Just popped 250mg more Carisoprodol and snorted 1mg buprenorphine. Gonna finish prepping, take a shower then smoke one more cigarette and go to sleep after taking 7.5mg of Mirtazapine and watching some Shin-Chan. May say fuck it and take 125-250mg more of Carisoprodol. It was a very long day today. Just want a moment of peace
 
I have been smoking bath salts on and off for the past 2 years and it has altered my perception of what euphoria and felling good are supposed to be like. I've never been able to feel like a happy stable loved human being and when im doing salt that void , that constant emptiness is no longer there...until I run out. Then the emptiness consumes me. I worry that even if I quit I'll always feel alone and empty ..if it wasn't for salt making me feel full and happy (even if it's induced and temporary) I honestly don't know if I would even want to be here.
 
hillswally1010 said:
I have been smoking bath salts on and off for the past 2 years and it has altered my perception of what euphoria and felling good are supposed to be like. I've never been able to feel like a happy stable loved human being and when im doing salt that void , that constant emptiness is no longer there...until I run out. Then the emptiness consumes me. I worry that even if I quit I'll always feel alone and empty ..if it wasn't for salt making me feel full and happy (even if it's induced and temporary) I honestly don't know if I would even want to be here.
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Using stimulants to cope with depression is reasonable, but there are certainly healthier ones than cathinones. What are you using at the moment, I'm assuming NEP, Hexen, MDPiHP, or MDPHP based on what's currently on the market, but I'm not sure.

You have a path to recovery, even if you can't see it right now. Getting something like a Ritalin or Bupropion prescription could hold you over as far as energy/focus, and you could always try to find happiness without cathinones. There's always a way out.
 
Evening blueworld

Nice and quiet diet and most importantly I had my brain. I didn't get any nighttime smoke so my bro pulled through with something. At a a price of course. One hand washes another, you know anyhow scored 3g Blueberry for a future favor.

19:00
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam

20:00
8mg Chlorpheniramine maleate
.5mg clonazepam
Phat self rolled 1g joint of that Blueberry

Almost half past nine now and still awake, relaxed but awake. Gonna go smoke a few pipe hits with the last of my Amnesia Haze bubble hash.

Night and tomorrow it starts al over again.

@Esperighanto sorry for only replying now but forgot to this morning.
I haven't tried the mescaline hcl for microdosing yet but I remember @Shinji Ikari mentioning something about having tried it before for those purposes, maybe he can chime in.

I'm still working through my psilocybin microdosing lol.
 
Soma. Plenty of Soma. Been taking them since evening (now 4am). Kept nodding off starting around 11pm or so, so now its 4am and I'm wide awake. Started off earlier with 250mg followed by another 250mg in 15 minutes or so. Also took 600mg Gabapentin and have been continuing to take 125mg-250mg Soma whenever I fancy the idea. Never more than that. My overall dose for the day is probably higher than I'd usually do but since I've been spacing them out like that I don't feel crazy intoxicated, though walking is a tad difficult at times. I'm probably between 1000mg-1250mg for the day. Will probably continue taking them this way until I fall asleep
 
SuperPsych said:
Soma. Plenty of Soma. Been taking them since evening (now 4am). Kept nodding off starting around 11pm or so, so now its 4am and I'm wide awake. Started off earlier with 250mg followed by another 250mg in 15 minutes or so. Also took 600mg Gabapentin and have been continuing to take 125mg-250mg Soma whenever I fancy the idea. Never more than that. My overall dose for the day is probably higher than I'd usually do but since I've been spacing them out like that I don't feel crazy intoxicated, though walking is a tad difficult at times. I'm probably between 1000mg-1250mg for the day. Will probably continue taking them this way until I fall asleep
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I was trying to eliminate 200 500mg Pain-O-Somas in ~3 weeks last December, and I succeeded, but it was a linear ramp up to taking about 6g a day spread out evenly throughout the day. I thought I needed to taper, but I kept forgetting my taper schedule and gave up on it when I was back down to something like 5g daily, and I never experienced withdrawals or anything from it. Have you noticed similar?
 
Nite BL

So took 10mg Ambien and waited for it to kick in.
Then immediately smoked a lovely fat Gary Payton Indoor spliff

Knocked back 40mg Codeine

Getting into bed now, hope my flu is better when i wake up tomorrow.
 
Esperighanto said:
I was trying to eliminate 200 500mg Pain-O-Somas in ~3 weeks last December, and I succeeded, but it was a linear ramp up to taking about 6g a day spread out evenly throughout the day. I thought I needed to taper, but I kept forgetting my taper schedule and gave up on it when I was back down to something like 5g daily, and I never experienced withdrawals or anything from it. Have you noticed similar?
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I've never gotten quite up to that dose but I have gone cold turkey off of 1000-2000mg daily doses before after a couple of weeks of nightly dosing. Have never noticed any sort of withdrawal outside of craving. Compared to something like benzos, I'll experience some sort of withdrawal if I dose benzos only a couple of days in a row due to the kindling effect.

200 500mg Pain-O-Somas in 3 weeks is the work of a madman lol. I ordered 180 500mg Pain-O-Soma about 2 or 3 months ago and still have maybe 60 of them left. Most of what I have used up is due to me trading some away to a friend. I still try not to take them every day though I havent been good about that the last few days
 
SuperPsych said:
200 500mg Pain-O-Somas in 3 weeks is the work of a madman lol.
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I was moving soon, they came in something like 6 weeks late and I had I think it was, 18 days? 20 days? Something like that, to get through them all, nobody I knew would want them and I wasn't trying to move with them. I believe I finished the soma a day or two before leaving, so it must've been more like 16-18 days actually, now that I think about it.
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I'll experience some sort of withdrawal if I dose benzos only a couple of days in a row due to the kindling effect.
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I feel fortunate to have at least not experienced this. I'll use benzos for 2-3 days in a row max, typically in very low doses, and then take a few weeks off. Last night though I miscalculated and ate 21mg of etizolam, after vaping some too in a box mod and I also spilled some of the tincture on my fingers/the amber vials, so I licked them clean. I was trapzing around like a cartoonishly drunk hobo from an old timey cartoon.
 
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