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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

Dw guys i never thought my life would ever be the same again (you can read my posts from last year to see what it was like). I would say that now my life is almost back to normal. Things are enjoyable again, i can focus on stuff and look forward to things. There is still some physical problems I have because they overdosed me on that posion, and kept injecting me with more when i told them all the problems it had caused.
 
paranoid android said:
How much zyprexa are you on? Im on 10mg's a night and get no side effects from it. But if your getting anhedonia you should talk to your doc about switching antipsychotics
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I've been taking around 15 mg for 2 years. My anhedonia is quite high but I was also recovering from Porn addiction.
 
laurarab said:
Anybody else dealing with constantly feeling poisoned/ dissociated / DPDR?
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Laura, I believe that one of the ways you can deal with DPDR is through going outside, spending time in nature and also interacting with people as and society.

That's how you get your personality back (depersonalization) and create a new reality (derealisation).

If you go for walks it helps with flushing out the "poison".

In all cases check out what DrZaius1 said and how he is feeling much better after 1 year. He was hopeless but things turned out for the better so have some faith.
DrZaius1 said:
Dw guys i never thought my life would ever be the same again (you can read my posts from last year to see what it was like). I would say that now my life is almost back to normal. Things are enjoyable again, i can focus on stuff and look forward to things. There is still some physical problems I have because they overdosed me on that posion, and kept injecting me with more when i told them all the problems it had caused.
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Thanks for sharing that, can you tell us how you are spending your time and days now. That would be awesome

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On another note, I just uploaded a video yesterday about manifesting the things you want from life. This will help in looking forward to a life you want to live. You can also use the methods of manifestation to gain a magnitude of healing. Don't give up but instead use your time right now to relax, learn and grow.



Please subscribe to my channel as it helps with my motivation and it will also let you know when I've got new videos up so you can stay up-to-date.

Subscribe here: www.youtube.com/@EmergingHealing

I'm a wounded healer, given, I'm still on the drug but manage to live a full and complete life and I want you to live your fullest life possible also no matter your current circumstances.

If you want somebody to be by your side on your journey please contact me. DM or lots of ways to reach me on my website www.emerginghealing.com

Looking forward to your living your ultimate life,

Best Wishes
Lui
 
I’m reading multiple sources that a negative or toxic relationship can make you sick and keep you that way, in my case I’m dealing with a toxic relationship and very negative girlfriend I feel like leaving this relationship soon as I think it will aid in my recovery from psychiatry and the injection
 
LuiBliss said:
Laura, I believe that one of the ways you can deal with DPDR is through going outside, spending time in nature and also interacting with people as and society.

That's how you get your personality back (depersonalization) and create a new reality (derealisation).

If you go for walks it helps with flushing out the "poison".

In all cases check out what DrZaius1 said and how he is feeling much better after 1 year. He was hopeless but things turned out for the better so have some faith.

Thanks for sharing that, can you tell us how you are spending your time and days now. That would be awesome

---------------

On another note, I just uploaded a video yesterday about manifesting the things you want from life. This will help in looking forward to a life you want to live. You can also use the methods of manifestation to gain a magnitude of healing. Don't give up but instead use your time right now to relax, learn and grow.



Please subscribe to my channel as it helps with my motivation and it will also let you know when I've got new videos up so you can stay up-to-date.

Subscribe here: www.youtube.com/@EmergingHealing

I'm a wounded healer, given, I'm still on the drug but manage to live a full and complete life and I want you to live your fullest life possible also no matter your current circumstances.

If you want somebody to be by your side on your journey please contact me. DM or lots of ways to reach me on my website www.emerginghealing.com

Looking forward to your living your ultimate life,

Best Wishes
Lui
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You still on invega? That's unreal bro
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
You still on invega? That's unreal bro
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Yeah I had a spiritual awakening that ended "badly". Lots of things fired up in my brain and I began to be in a different reality.

Lots has has changed since then, even tho I kept getting off antipsychotics for the past 12 years always being put back on them because I get into trouble and end up in prison so they say that I am mentally unwell.

I've been through the shit of being on this drug but I'm doing well now and thus took it upon myself to help people as much as I can given through I've been through shit and I'm still in the shit per se but still I have found my way to thrive.

I hope you are enjoying my YouTube videos where I do talk about my experience. And my schizophrenia and the alternative healing modalities I used to give my brain and body a boost like with naturopathic supplements and herbal remedies.

Make sure you subscribe on YT, makes me happy 😁

And I'm here if you need anything. If you would like to whatsapp send me Ur number (pm) and I'll add you. On there. I don't want anything except to be of help.

Cheers
 
Yogirisingkundalini,

I just noticed your name.. Interesting enough my spiritual awakening was rising kundalini. That was my second time my kundalini awoke but it took me to a nightmare reality. I was living in hell as a result of it.
 
It honestly feels so hopeless waking up on this drug every day. Not feeling any better as the days go by. It’s the end of April and I feel about the same as I did in March.

All I want is to be able to function in society normally again. Never in a million years would I have imagined this. I feel so stupid for letting those psychiatrists do this to me. I should’ve known.
 
rawbanana said:
It honestly feels so hopeless waking up on this drug every day. Not feeling any better as the days go by. It’s the end of April and I feel about the same as I did in March.

All I want is to be able to function in society normally again. Never in a million years would I have imagined this. I feel so stupid for letting those psychiatrists do this to me. I should’ve known.
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I feel very much the same, i got 13 shots of that poison instead of 4.

Feels like you are disconnected from reality, you feel like a newborn which does not know how to live and what to do. The only difference with the newborn is that you cannot have positive emotions, left with intense anhedonia with depression and 0 motivation, not to mention the physical side effects…
 
therendezvous said:
I feel very much the same, i got 13 shots of that poison instead of 4.

Feels like you are disconnected from reality, you feel like a newborn which does not know how to live and what to do. The only difference with the newborn is that you cannot have positive emotions, left with intense anhedonia with depression and 0 motivation, not to mention the physical side effects…
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😞 I miss having a life that had meaning
 
GUYS I GOT 5 SHOTS 3X INJECTIONS OF OLANZAPINE AND 2X ABILIFY MAINTENA. 14 MONTHS LATER IM ALMOST FULLY RECOVERED I PROMISE. NEUROGENESIS IS REAL. I JUST HAVE THIS COURT CASE PENDING IN ONE WEEK AND THEY NEED TO LEAVE ME ALONE THEN I CAN EXPOSE THIS STORY PUBLICLY
 
julianlz7 said:
Does anyone here drink alcohol on the injection or did it while on it?
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I had a couple beers about 5 months off of 7 shots. I got a slight buzz but there wasn't much if any euphoria. I was also able to get high off weed around the same time but the experience was different as my whole imagination is literally missing :(
 
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