🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

Fuckin' sweet new thread, sup peeps. 😎 πŸŒ™

I just finished an amazing charcoal-grilled steak and salad dinner, a twin-pack of alt-cannabinoid gummies with a ridiculous number on the package not long before that along with a 75mg d9 peanut butter cup. Just took my nightly 10mg olanzapine and 5mg apixaban, now ripping this hhc/d8 cart. Nice and high already, mellowed, I'm pretty sure it's gonna be an early night. Need that extra sleep something fierce lol.
 
Fuckin' sweet new thread, sup peeps. 😎 πŸŒ™

I just finished an amazing charcoal-grilled steak and salad dinner, a twin-pack of alt-cannabinoid gummies with a ridiculous number on the package not long before that along with a 75mg d9 peanut butter cup. Just took my nightly 10mg olanzapine and 5mg apixaban, now ripping this hhc/d8 cart. Nice and high already, mellowed, I'm pretty sure it's gonna be an early night. Need that extra sleep something fierce lol.
A man of my own heart jack, I'm on the cola,some MDMA, beers obviously and some nice hash

 
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Feel horribly empty today, so:
Calories - 7342 (but no insulin for 4 days so weight down from 119lbs to 112lbs)
Codeine - 990mg
Gabapentin 7500mg
Cyclizine 300mg
Xanax 1mg (found down the arm of the sofa from what must be 4 years ago)
Bisoprolol - 5mg

EDIT: oh and ?mg of ? [found another pill down the arm of the sofa, too, but have literally NO IDEA WTF it was]
 
I slept for 16 hours . No hangover, might just be depressed πŸ˜” idk... I took some medicine for my stomach that has a warning on it about mixing with alcohol or weed.

So 34 mg of Delta 8 on top of this stomach pill put me to sleep that long... Ok I'll take it.
 
900mg Pregabalin
Caffeine in the form of Coke Vanilla Zero Sugar
Nicotine

Have been waiting on some meth to arrive but forgot about MLK Day so unfortunately it has no chance of arriving tomorrow. Was hoping it would as tomorrow is the first day of my weekend.

Almost made a dumb decision to get some heroin. Its been years and I have been craving it. Luckily the cost was a bit much for my liking for just 100mg so decided against it. I also shouldn't make possibly life altering decisions after taking phenibut and pregabalin
 
900mg Pregabalin
Caffeine in the form of Coke Vanilla Zero Sugar
Nicotine

Have been waiting on some meth to arrive but forgot about MLK Day so unfortunately it has no chance of arriving tomorrow. Was hoping it would as tomorrow is the first day of my weekend.

Almost made a dumb decision to get some heroin. Its been years and I have been craving it. Luckily the cost was a bit much for my liking for just 100mg so decided against it. I also shouldn't make possibly life altering decisions after taking phenibut and pregabaln

Sounds like a good and logical way to make that decision

I'll pray you can stick with it assuming heroin was your drug of choice
 
Tonight chillin hard several CNS depressants hard asf 😎

Lots of hydration
6.5 mg clonazepam half of which being SL
4 floricet
150mg trazodone
30mg propano
250mg diphenhydramine
60mg buspirone
Plus hellas dabs

Feeling absolutely chill as a pill πŸ’Š πŸ˜‚
 
Sounds like a good and logical way to make that decision

I'll pray you can stick with it assuming heroin was your drug of choice
I appreciate it. I mean amphetamines are my drug of choice but I've been addicted to benzos, pyrovalerones, cocaine, heroin/morphine, amphetamines, dissociatives. I've been on opioids most of my adult life (kratom currently). Heroin was never my drug of choice but I did enjoy it and did use it daily for a number of months, maybe a year, and was definitely addicted to it. Probably a good idea to avoid it as I would be tempted to go back to the needle.

I don't know what in my life is causing it, but I've felt an urge to play with fire. Have been considering getting some crack which I've never tried. Have been thinkng about pyrovalerones a lot. Did some meth for the first time in a year a few weeks back and have more on the way already, breaking my usual rule of tweaking once every 6 months at most. Been craving getting some coke even though coke sucks and I never really enjoy it. Been going too hard with ketamine. I used to be a very heavy addict using everything that I could. At one point I was addicted to meth and physically addicted to heroin and benzos at the same time. Multiple rehab visits. Have been doing pretty good considering my past for the last 4 or 5 years, but the further I got into sobriety the more I realize that I hate it. I hate being addicted but being sober sucked. Even after a year of absolutely no drugs it just didn't seem to be getting better like people told me it would.

Anyways, sorry for the venting. Time for me to reflect on what I want out of life and think about the sort of choices I want to be making. Maybe its time for another acid trip. Until then I'll take it one day at a time and try not to burn my life down.
 
Tonight chillin hard several CNS depressants hard asf 😎

Lots of hydration
6.5 mg clonazepam half of which being SL
4 floricet
150mg trazodone
30mg propano
250mg diphenhydramine
60mg buspirone
Plus hellas dabs

Feeling absolutely chill as a pill πŸ’Š πŸ˜‚
I'm usually not a fan of benzos but I ain't gonna lie, Floricet and Clonazepam sounds pretty nice
 
I slept for 16 hours . No hangover, might just be depressed πŸ˜” idk... I took some medicine for my stomach that has a warning on it about mixing with alcohol or weed.

So 34 mg of Delta 8 on top of this stomach pill put me to sleep that long... Ok I'll take it.
I slept for 20!

Wish I could sleep like a cat, instantly and so easily for days on end.



As for me this late night; like 50
To 70 my methadone ( not sure).

1 mg Xanax

50 mg edible (way too high from that hope the Xanax brings me down).
 
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