4 pints of cider and a handful of blueberries. Then I threw up and passed out 
Happy Sunday folks!
Happy Sunday folks!
🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil
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Ugh, some fucker at work shared their germs and got me sick with a mean head and chest cold, and just in time for my day off. What a dick. Should've picked up some vitamin c or zinc otw home but honestly I forgot lol. Tunnel vision. The actual sickness with this cold isn't terrible, but the lethargy that comes with is a beast.
SO, it's the usual - 75mg methadone a while ago and the nightly normal boring scripts, now chilling and ripping this Triple OG cart. Time to rest, maybe eat some dinner later.
SO, it's the usual - 75mg methadone a while ago and the nightly normal boring scripts, now chilling and ripping this Triple OG cart. Time to rest, maybe eat some dinner later.
Meth is the drug that's probably the least likely to see me not clock in, what led to this?
Me on Adderall from the ages of like 15-21 was digging through discogs building sets haha, do you spin or just listen to music like a normal person?
Sounds like you're having fun at least!4 pints of cider and a handful of blueberries. Then I threw up and passed out
Last night I had used a couple bumps of 3-HO-PCP, 3g of kratom, a couple bumps of NEP, but the real focus was two large lines of bromonordiazepam. There was an initial wash of relaxation and euphoria from doing the line, then over the next hour or hour and a half I noticed my natural capacity to get jump scared was diminished as I was up late watching The Ritual (2017) with my fiancee. Fantastic movie, but the bromonordiazepam (aka desalkylgidazepam) has a half-life of 3.5 days. I've been taking oral doses ranging from 15-80mg every few weeks to experiment with it, and if it's over 25-30mg then it potentiates other downers I use and provides that background effect from diazepam that I always call "Beams of sunshine everywhere I go".
It definitely worked, it was surprising as the assumption is typically that things that aren't water soluble don't work for absorption via mucus membranes, but dropping pure etizolam crystal (on accident, give you) on my tongue, lips and gums definitely had a noticeable effect, as does my etizolam nasal sprayer. I bet if I dissolved the bromonordiazepam in solution a nasal sprayer might be more effective, but I can't find any PG for the life of me.
3-HO-PCP is uniquely movie enhancing imo, like cannabis, but even better, I think I've rewatched old favorites on 3-HO-PCP something like 10-15 times already?
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Shame, I guess? I'm pretty close with my coworkers and they know about my addiction struggles and I have a tendency to use meth until I'm WAY overstimmed and all over the place. I guess I couldn't bare the shame of them seeing me in that state.
Tonights fix has been 6g Kratom along with multiple bumps of 3-Methyl-PCP. The urge for some pregabalin is pretty strong but I'm gonna try to hold off as I've been using them too much lately
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
Nobody who digs for pre-00s dance music genres on discogs just listens to music like a “normal” person lol - I do spin, though I’ve been collecting music and making it for a lot longer than I have been DJing.
Evening blueworld
After a long day of (well, choices). Think I need try distract my mind..
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Indica dominant hybrid.
One episode of something and sleep
After a long day of (well, choices). Think I need try distract my mind..
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Indica dominant hybrid.
One episode of something and sleep
What kind of music do you work on? I'm a big IDM/Glitch/Bass music guy as far as eletronic stuff goes, I'm guessing you make house since that's what you were cratehunting for?
75mg methadone, a fat joint of Gushers, some cold medicine and melatonin.
Tryptamino
Bluelight Crew
I make a lot of different stuff but mainly known for breaks, electro and acid house, with a lot of old school west coast and UK bass music elements. I also make trip hop, jungle, garage, and whatever comes out - I have a hard time sticking to one genre lol
I love old school IDM, I am a major Aphex Twin fangirl and his music lead me to a lot of my favorite acid house, breaks, and electro sounds
Evening blueworld
Hope all had a good one.
15mg methadone
30mg DMX ( 1hr before methadone )
1mg clonazepam
5mg diazepam
Benzos same time as methadone
Hope all had a good one.
15mg methadone
30mg DMX ( 1hr before methadone )
1mg clonazepam
5mg diazepam
Benzos same time as methadone
How would you quantitatively compare methadone to other opioids? I've used the majority of opioids but have never taken methadone for some reason, I think oxycodone was always so prevalently available that I just opted for that (this was before fent was common). And when you say DMX, do you mean DXM (dextromethorphan) or are you referring to something else?
Hell yeah, I suspect we're from different generations as I view Aphex Twin as the progenitor of the glitch music that really inspired me coming up, Mr. Bill and The Flashbulb were integral in me figuring out how to bend sound the way I wanted to. Writing DSP software to get on my own half-assed Aphex Twin bullshit has been incredibly rewarding, if you're familiar with programming and you're comfy enough with LinAlg to write a Fourier-Fast-Transform I'd highly advise it. You can also use SciPy in Python to handle the more technical parts for you and then just play with the datasets from there. Often the coolest things you can do are the simplest, like loading a sample and pivoting the whole table 90 degrees, rewriting the file back out and loading that up in FL Studio for example.
Same old song and dance -
75mg methadone
10mg olanzapine
5mg apixaban
an antihistamine
Many hits off this Triple OG cart
About to go pass out and sleep gloriously lol.
75mg methadone
10mg olanzapine
5mg apixaban
an antihistamine
Many hits off this Triple OG cart
About to go pass out and sleep gloriously lol.
@Esperighanto I meant dxm, typo lol.
And don't know if the dxm had anything to do with it, test again tonight.
As for methadone. For me that solely uses it as a maintenance opiod, from that pov it adds nothing except keep wd's at bay. I myself have had almost every pharm grade opiod and my down fall H. So to compare it to others is hard taking in the factors first what you gonna use it for. If its for recreational purpose I personally feel you will be disappointed.
And don't know if the dxm had anything to do with it, test again tonight.
As for methadone. For me that solely uses it as a maintenance opiod, from that pov it adds nothing except keep wd's at bay. I myself have had almost every pharm grade opiod and my down fall H. So to compare it to others is hard taking in the factors first what you gonna use it for. If its for recreational purpose I personally feel you will be disappointed.
Finally back been working at a new construction site getting 20 an hour which is great money in Arkansas
Plus spent the last month or so trying to figure out my blood pressure problems and I'm only now being able to see a cardiologist
But the reason my doctor referred me to the cardiologist is cuz he's extremely concerned that my hands and feet went numb while having a big BP spike every time
He gave me 60 1mg Kpins cuz I asked him for a very short term script and ended up getting 60mg and him not just assuming I'm trying to score made me happy to know that their are still a few doctors out there who will actually listen to you and trust you
Anyways lol in the past 4 hours-
7mg clonazepam (had extreme panic attacks after goin to the doctor due to my multiple anxiety disorders plus my BP being fucked the past month or so)
Them added a few grams of quality bud and 175mg of diphenhydramine
But I'm finally not shaking anymore and my heart rate finally went below 100 so I think I'm gonna be completely relaxed in about 30 mins
Y'all be safe!!!
Plus spent the last month or so trying to figure out my blood pressure problems and I'm only now being able to see a cardiologist
But the reason my doctor referred me to the cardiologist is cuz he's extremely concerned that my hands and feet went numb while having a big BP spike every time
He gave me 60 1mg Kpins cuz I asked him for a very short term script and ended up getting 60mg and him not just assuming I'm trying to score made me happy to know that their are still a few doctors out there who will actually listen to you and trust you
Anyways lol in the past 4 hours-
7mg clonazepam (had extreme panic attacks after goin to the doctor due to my multiple anxiety disorders plus my BP being fucked the past month or so)
Them added a few grams of quality bud and 175mg of diphenhydramine
But I'm finally not shaking anymore and my heart rate finally went below 100 so I think I'm gonna be completely relaxed in about 30 mins
Y'all be safe!!!
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H has felt straight up toxic to be every time, afghan #4 and ECP both felt amazing for about ten seconds after insufflation but then the vomitting, scratching myself until I'm bleeding, becoming convinced that everybody around me was trying to kill me, eventually needing to be restrained by the homies because I was obviously becoming a threat to myself and others, H in general is just a shit time for me. Methadone is something I always avoided because everybody said it just felt like shit, and it seems like that's what people still say. I've been fortunate enough to never pick up any addictions, so I suppose I'll leave the methadone down for now. Thank you for the info!
Evening blueworld
Gonna try more or less the same mission as last night.
15mg methadone
45mg dxm
5mg diazepam
1mg clonazepam
Few bong hits
Hope I get a repeat of last night's rest
Gonna try more or less the same mission as last night.
15mg methadone
45mg dxm
5mg diazepam
1mg clonazepam
Few bong hits
Hope I get a repeat of last night's rest
I'm the type of guy who can take 15+mg of etizolam or flualprazolam and just be super goofily barred out, but 7mg of clonazepam puts me on my ASS. That's a wild dose, plus 175mg of DPH, how would you describe the synergy between the two?Finally back been working at a new construction site getting 20 an hour which is great money in Arkansas
Plus spent the last month or so trying to figure out my blood pressure problems and I'm only now being able to see a cardiologist
But the reason my doctor referred me to the cardiologist is cuz he's extremely concerned that my hands and feet went numb while having a big BP spike every time
He gave me 60 1mg Kpins cuz I asked him for a very short term script and ended up getting 60mg and him not just assuming I'm trying to score made me happy to know that their are still a few doctors out there who will actually listen to you and trust you
Anyways lol in the past 4 hours-
7mg clonazepam (had extreme panic attacks after goin to the doctor due to my multiple anxiety disorders plus my BP being fucked the past month or so)
Them added a few grams of quality bud and 175mg of diphenhydramine
But I'm finally not shaking anymore and my heart rate finally went below 100 so I think I'm gonna be completely relaxed in about 30 mins
Y'all be safe!!!
How do you find low doses of DXM and the methadone/benzos mix together? I've been experimenting with combining tizanidine, hydroxyzine, promethazine, 3-HO-PCP (both oral and intranasal) as well as THC-O/H/B/P tincture alongside kratom, 7-OH, pseudoindoxyl, flualprazolam, bromonordiazepam, and a handful of other substances. I've found muscle relaxants, arylcyclohexylamines and benzos to hold a certain synergy with one another, just as dissociatives, psychedelics and empathogens do with one another.
I have extremely bad permatolerance from EXTREME past ABUSE for years on end so 5mg of clonazepam is more like 2.5mg of of that which makes it extremely hard to use it for my anxiety
And as far as the synergy goes I'd say the Benadryl adds that extra punch Clonazepam can be missing especially for experienced users who need that extra kick
