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I’ve been feeling uncontrollably nauseous… so weird

Last night was

300mg Gabapentin
5mg Melatonin
150mg Ketamine
5mg Diazepam
20mg THC gummys

Just stopping Kratom as i have a weird feeling its contributing to the sick feeling.. or i could be sick lol who knows
 
•Few lines of heroin - end of the bag vibes - I might stretch it out by doing kratom in the day time and saving my dope for night. Hopefully that doesn’t make the dope weaker since mitragynine is an opioid antagonist.
•An unknown dose of edible, got this medicated chocolate syrup that comes in 100mg packets, I usually take around 5-10mg so I usually get 50mg gummies and chop them up into rlly small pieces, but it’s a little harder with the syrup. I seem to be pretty confortably high though.
•A cup of Yorkshire gold with milk
•digging on discogs for Classic 90’s San Francisco house music
 
Hit 40 for the pay period at work today, which made for an early day because at my place of business when you reach that hourly benchmark - you done. SO - I'm chilled out at the house already, just smoked a spliff of Venom OG snowcap and since I've got 2 days' take homes and been such a good boy I also just took an extra ~80-85mg methadone (on top of my daily 150 this morning) and will be mixing AP's and a couple otc sleep aids in while smacking this new Cartel Glue dab pen for the rest of the evening. Sure to be a fun and worthwhile experience. 😉 😎 🤤
 
Did my last line of dope a while ago, three more days at least until I get any more, so it’s just kratom until then, it should be enough to tide me over. Bought a big pack this time so I don’t run out for a while. Gonna make myself a cup before I try to sleep and then see if I can get to sleep before the world gets loud again.
 
Well it's early yet but I'm lounging around, enjoying my first day off in a minute, just drinking coffee and waiting on the 1000+mg edible megadose I took just under an hour ago to kick in. You know how the dosing goes with these things, however, so I've got another 1000mg of a different formulation in the cut just in case round one doesn't do the trick lol. I can't really drink like I used to and wouldn't want to anyway if I could, so when I wanna go the weed route of blowing off some steam these days, what with my regular use and 25+ year history, well lol you could say it takes a concerted effort. Unfortunately, I'm not one of those guys who can eat 5, 10 or even 100mg and get high. 225 is a nice mood stabilizer before work lol, but to actually say okay I'm intoxicated, bare minimum 500mg thc oral route. Sucks.

Idk, way I'm rambling now I might be kinda high? 🤔 I'll think about it and report back.
 
Lots and lots of kratom, about 15mg oral meth, supplements and I’ve got a kava shot ready for when I need a little extra.

In a definite slight state of withdrawal, the kratom is doing a lot of work to help with that, and the microdose of meth is too tbh, but it’s undeniable that my body is missing having heroin inside it. Cant do anything about it now but wait until it gets a little easier, by which time I’m sure the next shipment will have arrived.
 
Sup peeps. Another dope ass day riding that upward spiral, time to kick back, chill and fuck off. All at the same time. 😉 😎

75mg methadone
10mg olanzapine
50mg diphenhydramine
30mg thc fudge

Cooling. 🧊 Feeling like a lazy fuck, but one who still needs some calories, so it'll probably be a bowl of cereal or something for dinner lol.

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Sup peeps. Another dope ass day riding that upward spiral, time to kick back, chill and fuck off. All at the same time. 😉 😎

75mg methadone
10mg olanzapine
50mg diphenhydramine
30mg thc fudge

Cooling. 🧊 Feeling like a lazy fuck, but one who still needs some calories, so it'll probably be a bowl of cereal or something for dinner lol.

❤️ ✌️
Where's your damn Mod Welcome Thread!!???

Congrats, btw 🤟☝️🔥
 
Took some shrooms earlier today and winding down now with some weed. Had a couple of dynas full of strawberry lemonade now I'm gonna roll a joint and settle into some old school south park before bed.

Where's your damn Mod Welcome Thread!!???

Congrats, btw
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Whoops and fixed!

I'm late with with everything, Jack will confirm
:laughing:
 
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Took some shrooms earlier today and winding down now with some weed. Had a couple of dynas full of strawberry lemonade now I'm gonna roll a joint and settle into some old school south park before bed.


Whoops and fixed!

I'm late with with everything, Jack will confirm
:laughing:

Nonsense you're never late, always just REALLY early for what's next on the agenda. 😉 😆

I'm chilling after a long but productive and satisfying day, unwinding with 75mg methadone, 50mg diphenhydramine and some weed. Ferrari Runtz getting me very nicely stoned now, with some RS-11 still to sample. Some melatonin and olanzapine later to round out the coma cocktail - Jack's gonna be a busy boy tomorrow. 😉 😴 😎
 
Recovering from a pretty heavy meth binge. First day without. Most of my day went fine then I got hit with the depression and mainly self hate. During the binge I missed a couple of days of work and as a result am short on rent which is really fueling the feelings of self hate. Got some
urges to self harm. Haven't cut myself or anything in over a year and its a hard urge to resist but I haven't done anything.

Took 1200mg Pregabalin and 5g of Red Vein Kratom

Not enough to make me forget but its enough to blunt the awful feelings somewhat.

We'll see how tomorrow goes. I plan on using phenibut upon waking so hopefully my mood is a little better.
 
Still not feeling great. Took 1200mg Pregabalin and 6g Kratom,

I really need to stop the pregabalin before I start getting withdrawals

Should have some 3-me-pcp in a couple of days. Looking forward to it as that manic dissociation should offer some of what I was looking for in the meth that has me feeling so awful. My best friend is coming over the day that it arrives. It'll be nice to not be alone. I also recently got some acid. We may or may not try it out depending on how the 3-me-pcp treats us
 
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