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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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InvegaAnon said:
Stop drinking the religious fundamentalist kool-aid, it's making you delusional.
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Wanting people to be as god made them without satanic propaganda in it is delusional? Good that shit is being banned then. You call me delusional while not seeing you fall into propaganda of illuminati. They promote wickedness and adultery cause those are against God. If David Hawkins calibrate those under 200 that tells you a lot. Be as you wanna be as long as you dont hurt others. Peace
 
InvegaAnon said:
Literally nobody is telling cisgender kids to be transgender. What does happen is that, for the first time in America, transgender children are being recognized for who they are and it isn't beaten out of them and they are not abandoned by their families. It still happens sometimes, but you need to understand that this used to be a universal experience and I am GLAD it changed. If a child is miserable because she wants to be a girl so bad, we simply tell her that she can be a girl and that it's okay. People are born trans, you don't have to go very far to find accounts of transgender childhoods from trans adults. I wish I knew what genderqueer/nonbinary was when I was younger, I would've grown up differently and seen myself differently. I would've never had a weird phase where I tried to uncomfortably fit into a hyperfeminine mold, maybe I would've had fewer body image issues and been comfortable with the androgyny I was born with earlier.

The choice to have children in their future remains their choice as well, there is no pressure to medically transition children. But teenagers should be allowed to make that choice when the time is right for them.

Please watch this:

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Basal archetypes - Jin and Jang (ergo Masculine Feminine, Sun and Moon, ect.) - to be born as man or women is decision of soul go through that experience - soul it self can have affiliation thou it is not defined. To have female or male body and act in opposite is lack of acceptance and humbleness. So to be born as such then is acceptance of that before incarnation and ti change affiliation during maturing is reasult of exchange of archetype structure - I have man body but my mother was dominant and father submisive so it is better to survive and live acting as woman - add other variations to see all other options that possibly can be realized.
Just know one self deeply and one will discover the programming, culture, .... and other influences that come into play while one set intention and identity.
Process of individuation can lead to individualizm (ergo egoizm as result of unmanaged process of individuation) or individuation (ergo authenticity as result of mastered process of individuation).
This it how it seems to me based on Jungs theory of individuation described in deep psychology and with respect of transcending the levels of consciousnesss desribed by Hawkins.
 
destroylonely said:
your recovery is only beginning. i had one shot in october and by now, the anhedonia is fading away. i know it's difficult but month three is usually when you start seeing improvement.
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Thanks im finding it really hard to have any hope of this getting better. Everyday is a nightmare.
 
destroylonely said:
i honestly don't think the cbd is making a difference. i can definitely feel substances though. i've tried antihistamines but they don't work. i might try smoking some flower again and seeing if that helps out. my sex drive is completely back and the anhedonia is slightly gone so maybe i'm on a good path. what % thc do you smoke if you know? i do 35-40%.
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No idea on thc %, I'm from the UK. Nowhere near 35% I'd imagine. I can't get that high from weed, just feels like it takes the edge off things. My sex drive was fucked, never masturbated once in the first 4 months. It's better now, not back like before.
 
IOSIP said:
Thanks im finding it really hard to have any hope of this getting better. Everyday is a nightmare.
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i feel you. most days are spent looking at the ceiling or contemplating suicide. i won't sit here and act like i got this figured out, i'm ruminating like hell over this injection constantly. hang in there with me. if you need someone to talk to i'm here.
 
okthen said:
No idea on thc %, I'm from the UK. Nowhere near 35% I'd imagine. I can't get that high from weed, just feels like it takes the edge off things. My sex drive was fucked, never masturbated once in the first 4 months. It's better now, not back like before.
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side question. do you play any kinds of games. trying to form more connections with people here.
 
destroylonely said:
side question. do you play any kinds of games. trying to form more connections with people here.
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I've played many games throughout the years, from old rpgs like silver, to rollercoaster tycoon to worms, to cod and fps games. Most recently played a lot of csgo and platform. Haven't played anything since getting injected, don't know if I'm capable anymore haha. Haven't even turned my pc/console on. How about you, you play anything? How is it post-injection?
 
okthen said:
I've played many games throughout the years, from old rpgs like silver, to rollercoaster tycoon to worms, to cod and fps games. Most recently played a lot of csgo and platform. Haven't played anything since getting injected, don't know if I'm capable anymore haha. Haven't even turned my pc/console on. How about you, you play anything? How is it post-injection?
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i've been slowly playing more games, anhedonia is lessening over time. we should play something sometime. maybe try to get your mind to focus on something entertaining. i'd be down for whatever.
 
Hey so my parenrs are forcing me on these drugs. Just the pill. They make me take rexulti and serquel 400 mg at night. Ii sleep like 11 hours on it. I actually recovered from these drugs in 2015 and I think I need to move out before these drugs really effect me. Im now filing a grievance to get a job i lost because i left the country. I actually have a Post PHD now. im currently trying to get a high paying job but its a little hard. I was actually a human trafficking victim and thr canadian government made a 100 m9llion + off me. That should be my money.
 
I took this new antidepressant called vortioxetine , doesnt do shit so far but it takes a month to get full effects. Pray it works guys. Inshallah.
 
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