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Good morning, y'all. ๐Ÿ˜Ž ๐ŸŒ„

Got the day off today, so Sunday Funday is in full effect. Woke up feeling rather shit, but it's improving by the minute. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Recipe for success:

Pour-over coffee, about to fix my third mug โ˜•๏ธ
Nicotine vape, strawberry banana and blow pop flavors
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
15mL black seed oil
140mg methadone
1200mg gabapentin (staggering 300mg every 45 min until 3300mg is reached)
Plenty of weed, but later; Dante's Inferno and Black Ice flower on deck, along with some Gary Payton live resin dabs)
and who knows lol, maybe I'll actually drink these double ipas I've been capping on for the last two weeks lol. Work tomorrow, but not super early, so we'll see. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Hope everyone has a fantastic day, stay lit, stay safe. โค๏ธ
 
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thanks, and same to you.

i took some modafinil an hour after waking up because i want to get some work shit done today and was feeling quite unmotivated.

I've never taken modafinil, but I'm definitely interested. It's on the list to try - I still crave stimulants quite often - long standing history, love-hate relationship there for sure, but I know that if I go back to meth again it'll likely kill me. Thinking maybe modafinil could fill that void as a functional, light stim for productivity and mild funsies, but hopefully without the total emaciation or psychosis.

Thoughts? ๐Ÿค”
 
I've never taken modafinil, but I'm definitely interested. It's on the list to try - I still crave stimulants quite often - long standing history, love-hate relationship there for sure, but I know that if I go back to meth again it'll likely kill me. Thinking maybe modafinil could fill that void as a functional, light stim for productivity and mild funsies, but hopefully without the total emaciation or psychosis.

Thoughts? ๐Ÿค”
it's mostly to keep you from falling asleep, though by now i'm not sure how effective it is.
it does help with motivation, once you get started doing something.
it lifts the mood a little, but it won't give you euphoria.

i really take it when i have to do boring, repetitive stuff because it takes away that feeling of boredom.
it also makes me more chatty, though the quality of what i say might be lower than when i'm drug free. or on benzos.

i never took more than the recommended therapeutical dose of 200mg, but then it takes about 18 before i feel like even thinking about sleep. and then i can get a little grumpy because i'm tired but still can't sleep and that's when i think about taking a benzo and we all know the drill.

so 100mg is what i take most times, and not every day.
but i guess it's different for everyone.
 
Whole family is taking advantage of me and completely deprived that's all I feel like getting into right now

But I'm watching my nephews and my niece and soon my daughter completely by myself without anybody even asking ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž ๐Ÿ˜ž

So to maintain my mental state I've dropped....

1 Triple espresso Starbucks and bout to make a regular strong coffee โ˜•
Cigars/vaping
50mg hydroxyzine
200mg trazodone (no T) just needed it that bad sadly
2 floricet spaced out
1mg clonazepam might turn to 2 but practicing self control

You'll stay safe and blessed โค๏ธ๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿผ
 
Not morning here but 00:26, but I'm on 300mg DXM, 200mg DPH and about 1mg Buprenorphine. I have 10mg Diazepam for later for sleep. Been forever since I took DXM, since it's illegal in Sweden. Had my parents bring me over a bottle of robitussin cough gels, couldn't convince them to bring more...but atleast I have alot of DPH for future opioid combos or sleep or allergies or nausea.
It's just barely starting to kick in now, very excited for this. It's been soooo long.
Usually I hate DPH and I only ever take it with opioids, or when I want to counterflip (even that is very rare, but needed to make the most of the 300mg DXM I had) so I'm not going to be using the DPH recreationally besides this night. I kinda think I shouldve done 300/150 of DXM/DPH but whatever. 300/200 is okay.
Really wish I had some weed. That is the only thing missing from this equation
 
Morning everyone, happy Monday. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜Ž ๐ŸŒ„

Coffee
Nicotine
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
45mL black seed oil
140mg methadone

More coffee, a strong edible and a joint of Dante's Inferno here very soon, otw to work now for some extra work on my day off - different task than my usual day to day, this might actually almost be fun. ๐Ÿ‘

Stay safe, be easy. โค๏ธ
 
Dr. Pepper & Cream Soda Zero Sugar (41mg Caffeine)
Nicotine vape (3mg vape juice)
4.7g White Dragon Kratom (Blend of White and Green Maeng Da)
80mg Ketamine insufflated.
Probably a bad idea on the ket. Got a cold 2 weeks ago and have been fighting lingering symptoms. Mainly tons of mucous and some sinus stuff, but I've been fiendin' and having using dreams literally every night so eff it, I need something in my life
 
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A couple tramadol, half a clonazepam, cafecito y orange juice

*taking a break from 7oh and pseudo โ€ฆ definitely feeling a little withdrawal, hopefully it wonโ€™t last too long

Hope everyoneโ€™s doing alright ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ€
I hope you doing okay and you in my thoughts. How much tramadol you taking if you don't mind me asking.

All the best
 
I hope you doing okay and you in my thoughts. How much tramadol you taking if you don't mind me asking.

All the best
Gracias ๐Ÿ’œ

Iโ€™m taking a lot of tramadol today (probably too much) & taking extra clonazepam to make sure I donโ€™t have a seizure or anything from taking really high doses of tram. I know that probably sounds crazy, especially because my size Iโ€™m a pretty petite woman. Itโ€™s just that Iโ€™m having a pretty heavy withdrawal from the 7oh and pseudo. Over the next couple days Iโ€™m going to start lowering the doses of tramadol and clonazepam. Next week I get some Xanax so Iโ€™ll take that in low doses in between the decrease in everything else. This upcoming year I plan on smoking weed again because I take way less pills when I smoke weed. Whew sorry about the novel Iโ€™m writing here lol.

Anyways thank you so much for always being so kind to me, it means a lot and I appreciate it. I hope youโ€™re doing well as well. Howโ€™s the weather in Africa? Itโ€™s muy cold here in NY

Sending you a big hug ๐ŸŒบ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’•
 
@AngelsandFairiesarereal I'm just glad to here you taking extra precautions with the tramadol by upping the clonazepam dose or using a benzo at all. Also happy and proud to hear you gonna slowly lower the dosages till wds are more or less stable. But I'm know you strong enough to push through the current wds, but I'm sure they light and not to bad. ๐Ÿ’—
 
@AngelsandFairiesarereal I'm just glad to here you taking extra precautions with the tramadol by upping the clonazepam dose or using a benzo at all. Also happy and proud to hear you gonna slowly lower the dosages till wds are more or less stable. But I'm know you strong enough to push through the current wds, but I'm sure they light and not to bad. ๐Ÿ’—
Thank you so much ๐Ÿ™‚๐ŸŒบ
 
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