🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Can't Sleep Sober

[Psychlone Jack]

1500mg valerian root extract, .8mg bupe and my last bong on the way out the door for work a few minutes ago. Should be able to pick up a little more bud with my tip money tonight, at least.

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Well, shit tips were shit, but I was able to pick up a couple g's of Trop Cherry to tide me over.

Doing that otc sleep med desperation shuffle tonight, hoping for coma but also old enough to be thankful I don't have the means to guarantee it.

50mg diphenhydramine
10mg melatonin
5mg apixaban
4mg ondansetron
900mg ashwagandha
.4g bong of Trop Cherry

 

[mdmaxanaxketamine]

4.5mg Alprazolam
Vape (only have 6 cigarettes left and going to try to call it quits after, the side effects are not worth the sub 10 minute buzz)

Really been needing to relax tonight. Don't want to go to too many details, but the stability I have been used to in my life has gone downhill since my friends suicide. Everyone else close to him has started to spiral downwards with drugs and as a result legal problems. Might get some kratom as it seems a lot of people take a liking to it because I really don't want to go back to oxycodone. Only had one experience with kratom, but I took too far of a dose and just felt like shit. I would guess if I took a lower dose it might help those cravings and hopefully provide a slight buzz.

 

[Pill Clinton]

it's been a longtime since I've kept up.

just hitting bed
40mg Adderall
80mg Valium
4mg Dilaudid
7.5mg OxyContin
some liquid Codeine- a couple tablespoons
3gr
1 hit of X

 

[Coffeeshroom]

it's been a longtime since I've kept up.

just hitting bed
40mg Adderall
80mg Valium
4mg Dilaudid
7.5mg OxyContin
some liquid Codeine- a couple tablespoons
3gr
1 hit of X

Adderall before bed, please explain.

 

[Psycho_Logic]

Adderall before bed, please explain.

With...

3gr
1 hit of X

...you need an explanation for Aderall?

I believe that he/she/it is perfecting "at the end of the day invigorating concoction". Either there is something lacking in the storage or blissfully energetic visions are menu of the evening. IDK , just guessing.

 

[Coffeeshroom]

With...

...you need an explanation for Aderall?

I believe that he/she/it is perfecting "at the end of the day invigorating concoction". Either there is something lacking in the storage or blissfully energetic visions are menu of the evening. IDK , just guessing.

Lol think I get you or where you going with this. Enjoy

 

[PtahTek]

Prolly .75mg (relatively high dose for me) bnz and still didn't sleep well. Been a thing lately (past month or so) with sleep disturbance.
Just thought it might be the bnz or part of it... A ton of shit always going on imma lose it swear for god.
Peace

Ed
Maybe I got bunk bnz. Ha! Wouldn't that be a hoot running on placebo....

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Night blueworld

100mg trazadone
20mg diazepam
1mg alprozalam
1mg clonazepam
2x 800mg XR gabapentin

And death star to round it off..

Night peeps

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Night blueworld

100mg trazadone
20mg diazepam
1mg alprozalam
1mg clonazepam
No gabas tonight
And the weed is mauled and ready for my bong hits later.

Lights out.

 

[Spaced]

Whats odt? Orally?

Oh It just means its an orally disintegrating tablet meaning it's specifically sublingual

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Sup, y'all.

Home from work, showered and chilling on the unwind with a Sierra Nevada Atomic Torpedo Imperial IPA, finishing a couple rosin dabs left on the plate from earlier today. Took a couple benadryl to hopefully help with sleep and gonna get into these Runtz snowcaps here soon. So yeah basically I'm just hoping to stone myself to sleep.

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Tramadol, clonazepam y cafecito at night (porque no I’m going to be up anyways)
Hope everyone’s doing alright

 

[Spaced]

Tonight chilling hard cuz I'm off when I wanna be cuz I deal drugs for a living

Vaping hard not to mention a few cigs and 3 cigars plus a good amount of water and Gatorade and pickle juice for hydration

4 cups of coffee
50mg hydroxyzine
12-14 shots of brandy
Plus I'm absolutely draining this THCP and delta eight cartridge

Feeling loose and relaxed after all that som I'm about to snooze hard ASF

Y'all be careful

 

[Juicewrldfan]

IV Ritalin- looking at a real winner here

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

IV Ritalin- looking at a real winner here

Hola amigo,
I know you been going through a lot & just wanted you to know I’m still rooting for you. *Also for a sense of comradery I’ve been going through a lot too, you’re not alone

 

[Smuck_Hey_Dee_Hewitt]

IV Ritalin- looking at a real winner here

Who would be here to judge what others do? Tbph, 1st thing which popped into my head, as if that would be my question to a mate in your situation in real life ,was :" Listen! Why are you IVing all that binder rubbish when you can easily get up your arse and buy some proper uncut "speed " for a tenner down the boozer ? ".
Plus ,at least ,you´re not seeking oblivion (through these trendy Gabaergic/Opiate/oid downer combinations which ,imho, is much, much worse ...not even no longer having the drive to feel (much less do ) anything ..."flatlining " sort of ,you know ?

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Enjoying an after dinner bong of Durban Poison, sipping a bottle of Shiner Bock.

This Durban tastes and smells absolutely incredible. The smell is like peppery/spicy, with citrus and then coffee after that, and I swear to God lol, the first thing I thought of on the taste was fennel and Fruit Loops. Nice heady up high too, but mellow.

Just smoking and maybe another beer or two tonight, to make things suck less.

 

[JackARoe]

Just smoking and maybe another beer or two tonight, to make things suck less.

I laughed hard at that and also realized isn't that what we all ever do with whatever we do? To make this God forsaken hell hole a little less sucky? This holiday Good Friday is a sucky day, it is suppose to be the day that Jesus was nailed to a cross for telling people to love on another. And the people in power didn't like that. Familiar? Sucky!

So for me to make things suck less it is a gabapentin night for me. Had about 1800 mgs, first time in 10 days. Might hit a little DMT tonight to help get my head straight. 20 mgs or so. My favorite amount.

So kratom, gabapentin, pipe hits of Cherry Trix and a blast of DMT, hoping to integrate some grief I have been feeling.

 

[Psychlone Jack]

I laughed hard at that and also realized isn't that what we all ever do with whatever we do? To make this God forsaken hell hole a little less sucky? This holiday Good Friday is a sucky day, it is suppose to be the day that Jesus was nailed to a cross for telling people to love on another. And the people in power didn't like that. Familiar? Sucky!

So for me to make things suck less it is a gabapentin night for me. Had about 1800 mgs, first time in 10 days. Might hit a little DMT tonight to help get my head straight. 20 mgs or so. My favorite amount.

So kratom, gabapentin, pipe hits of Cherry Trix and a blast of DMT, hoping to integrate some grief I have been feeling.

Yeah man, that's about the best we can hope for some days just to make things suck less. Sad to look back and see how little we've actually progressed behaviorally, as a species, huh?

Today's suck mitigation supplies - just weed so far, but by God enough of it. Been smoking on the same bong that's basically just a shake-coated 1.5g moon rock, for well over an hour and it's not even halfway done lol. Little dab here and there, too. Got a couple beers on the fridge that I'll probably have later, basically just trying to mollify myself forever I can while I finish this goddamn bupe. Kick the taper Monday. Need benzos, don't have them lol.