a40oztohell
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 3, 2023
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On and off meth addict for almost 5 years and I haven't used for a lil over a month and I just really wanna know if I'll ever be able to go back without addiction, like maybe a step I missed during my several other relapses? This is a stupid question, yes, but life feels so much harder without it. Whether it be blowing thick clouds or the full-body sensation of a shot, I feel like I need it.
I think I know the answer but chances are I'm gonna go back either way. Any ways to control it?
I think I know the answer but chances are I'm gonna go back either way. Any ways to control it?