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Zopiclone bandit said:
First bag of gear in 13 days last night, this drug is becoming VERY Toxic for me to take.
I got so fucked up off it & NOT in a good way, I was having full on Datura-esque visions & walked into the road & was nearly killed. I nodded out at 2am & came around just gone 7am sitting on a lighter which really hurt.
I have no idea why my body is reacting this way to it but I wanted the effect to wear off very quickly, it was like a mix of DXM & Datura in the visual effects & that is a first.
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Funny I had the loveliest shot I've probably ever had last night from only one bag. Slammed the whole thing into my lower fore arm (actually mymate got me) and I felt like a fucking butterfly...
Sorry ZB mate don't go chasing that, I'm sure you have had plenty of them. Sounds like you are genuinely SICK of the shit, which is great!
 
Zopiclone bandit said:
First bag of gear in 13 days last night, this drug is becoming VERY Toxic for me to take.
I got so fucked up off it & NOT in a good way, I was having full on Datura-esque visions & walked into the road & was nearly killed. I nodded out at 2am & came around just gone 7am sitting on a lighter which really hurt.
I have no idea why my body is reacting this way to it but I wanted the effect to wear off very quickly, it was like a mix of DXM & Datura in the visual effects & that is a first.
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Maybe that batch IS cut with some unpleasant dissociatives or psychedelics?
 
how'd you say to someone that's surprised you with a puppy? "It's so so cute but no thanks" ?And how can I resist when he's sending me photos of the wee guy. Wish me luck ๐Ÿคฃ
Hope everyone's as well as can be. I had a bit of a lapse and was drinking loads etc ....but trying to get back on the wagon.
 
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stardust10 said:
My bf surprised me with a puppy ๐Ÿฅฒ not got him yet but the problem is that it's an English Bulldog, Merle anyone heard of them?... I strongly disagree with over-breeding for profit especially crossing weird genetics as they are known for complications - and just think it's cruel and unnatural tbh. I don't know how to tell him so I'll probably end up with a puppy soon ๐Ÿค”lol we've even got a name... would have much rather got a rescue pup/dog or even one that's not likely to have as much health problems...but how'd you say to someone that's surprised you with a puppy? Lol "It's soo soo cute but no thanks" ?? And how can I resist when he's sending me photos of the wee guy lol. Wish me luck ๐Ÿคฃ
Hope everyone's as well as can be. I had a bit of a lapse and was drinking loads and taking loads of gear with a period of iv use again ....but trying to get back on the wagon.
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Yeah I agree about the small bulldogs, but how do you tell your partner? The English and French bulldogs seem to be massively popular these days, and have almost become like fashion statements in some parts. They can be good pets though, some of them are so soft.

Good luck with getting back on the wagon after your lapse. Nothing you can do about it now except see if there's anything you can learn from it, otherwise look to the present and future.

I flushed my last few modafinil pills last night. I've set myself the (possibly overly) ambitious goal of weening off the several nightly whiskies I have before bed along with benzos, just in order to be able to get to sleep. They both act on Gaba, and are potentially as bad as each other. The whisky has to go first, gradually, and then I'll start reducing the BZs. I'm going to look on the whole thing as the long and slow process that it will be.

I potentially have ADHD and both of these bad habits will only be making the symptoms worse, so they have to go.

It seems that 'll never get anywhere with the taper when I'm still taking things like Modafinil, as I need more whisky and Bzs after I've consumed Modafinil to counteract the stimulation in order to sleep. I'ts taken me a few weeks to realise and accept that at this stage I can't rely on willpower to resist if I have a blister pack of them just an arms length away. So they've had to go.
 
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stardust10 said:
My bf surprised me with a puppy ๐Ÿฅฒ not got him yet but the problem is that it's an English Bulldog, Merle anyone heard of them?... I strongly disagree with over-breeding for profit especially crossing weird genetics as they are known for complications - and just think it's cruel and unnatural tbh. I don't know how to tell him so I'll probably end up with a puppy soon ๐Ÿค”lol we've even got a name... would have much rather got a rescue pup/dog or even one that's not likely to have as much health problems...but how'd you say to someone that's surprised you with a puppy? Lol "It's soo soo cute but no thanks" ?? And how can I resist when he's sending me photos of the wee guy lol. Wish me luck ๐Ÿคฃ
Hope everyone's as well as can be. I had a bit of a lapse and was drinking loads and taking loads of gear with a period of iv use again ....but trying to get back on the wagon.
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So he just brings you "gifts" & a way to show "his love" by taking on another living being?
You didn't ask for it & it seems to me you aren't 10% commited to the next 10-15 years with a dog.

Your "boyfriend" doesn't sound very well in the mind imho.
 
@stardust10 all I can tell you is I've only known one Merle bulldog and he had behavioral issues and a small level of deformity that only became apparent after one year old

My friend (who had the dog) is actually here right now and says they have to be very carefully bred otherwise often behaviour issues (and that they are reasonably likely to have been bred by cowboy-breeders cos they are quite rare)

And while Zop is harsh he does have a point in that it's a big ask to have it kinda pushed onto you.
Go with your intuition and don't do anything out of any sense of duty or having to please someone
 
You guys are right (minus the last bit of zops post) ๐Ÿคฃ
And on yourself @Bleaney ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜Ž
thanks for wishing me good luck. Same to you๐Ÿ™‚
 
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Jackal said:
listen to the body
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I don't get it my Brother, my body is saying "Oh Hell NO" when I smell gear etc now.
Out of all the drugs I have taken I only had this weird reaction to MDPV & a-PVP after doing way too much 7 ended up being locked up in a Mental Health Unit for a week after I was awake for 9 days.
I have NO desire to use gear now which is odd, I see a huge difference between being clean YET still wanting to use if you see it. My Guru-ji (teacher / guide to someone in the Hindu faith) had a massive addiction to Medical Grade Fent, he used these weird lollipop looking things to get his Fent fix & he told me when he got off it he had NO desire to use ANY Opiate & if he saw any he would feel ill & NOW I understand what he was on about.

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Zopiclone bandit said:
I don't get it my Brother, my body is saying "Oh Hell NO" when I smell gear etc now.
Out of all the drugs I have taken I only had this weird reaction to MDPV & a-PVP after doing way too much
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Surely because your body is just sick of it mate, it's has enough. Bodies are conscious too, and yours is pleading with you to listen to it most likely

It's done it's time, 20 years is a lot. It's had enough, wants a break
 
Has anyone seen "Greg Wallace - The Great British Miracle Meat"

Surely this is some dystopian nightmare? Meat made by humans, from humans ๐Ÿคฆโ€โ™‚๏ธ
 
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Jackal said:
Got very stoned a little while ago & cooked a Chicken Xiacuti masala from scratch

Gonna let it bubble for another half an hour before digging in, but it smells spectacular

I hope it tastes as it smells!
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It did not taste as it smelled

It wasn't BAD, just for something that smelled spectacular the flavour was something of a let down

Nice aftertaste though. Think I fucked up the grating the meat of a coconut and roasting in until golden brown before adding water and making coconut paste

I might just add coconut paste to my kitchen supplies before doing again
 
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