☮ Social ☮ PD Social Tripping Thread: aLL aBoArD tHe MoThErShiP 👽🛸
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cosmic charlie
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Still tripping pretty hard, work was so busy i really got my ass handed to me tonight it was ruff. It was distracting me from how much i was altered but as soon as i clocked out and left the restaurant i realized i was still just as dissociated as i was this morning, this 120mg dose is a real beast.
Literally got zero sleep last night i was so fucked up and then at 10am i got desprete and i G'd myself out on purpose, got three hours. G'd myself out again and got another three hours and then my boss called me frantic saying the restaurant is insane and that i need to come there right now, fuck me.
So i gather myself together and head into cook, the entire place is filled and i proceeded to cook a ridiculous amount of orders all night. Like non-stop tickets coming in i had to go seriously zen and just push thru on muscle memory. I thought today could honestly be the day i fail there and fuck it up, but i got by on skin of my teeth...because im that dude.
Just took my shower and got in bed, took a nice heavy dose of G and put on podcast. About to melt into my pillow with my headphones on, it was a success. After tonight and the morning im gonna stop the 1,4-BDO if i can gather the willpower and try to sleep all natural tommorow. This stuff gotta be wearing off by then, fuck man. Memantine is similar to DOPr in its duration its the only other drug i can compare it to in that regard.
The last 36hrs have felt different than ever on it before tho, it sorta is like the comedown feeling after a monster dosage of 3-MeO-PCE. It had a much more traditional dissos feel at this dose. I dont even know if im gonna take 120mgs again, the other day the 80mgs was so much more manageable and i was able to sleep etc. And i wasnt completely wacked still almost two days after dosing.
Feel really nice now tho regardless like super peaceful. Especially now that the G is starting to work its magic as i type this, god bless drugs. What a wacky life i choose to live, huh.
Literally got zero sleep last night i was so fucked up and then at 10am i got desprete and i G'd myself out on purpose, got three hours. G'd myself out again and got another three hours and then my boss called me frantic saying the restaurant is insane and that i need to come there right now, fuck me.
So i gather myself together and head into cook, the entire place is filled and i proceeded to cook a ridiculous amount of orders all night. Like non-stop tickets coming in i had to go seriously zen and just push thru on muscle memory. I thought today could honestly be the day i fail there and fuck it up, but i got by on skin of my teeth...because im that dude.
Just took my shower and got in bed, took a nice heavy dose of G and put on podcast. About to melt into my pillow with my headphones on, it was a success. After tonight and the morning im gonna stop the 1,4-BDO if i can gather the willpower and try to sleep all natural tommorow. This stuff gotta be wearing off by then, fuck man. Memantine is similar to DOPr in its duration its the only other drug i can compare it to in that regard.
The last 36hrs have felt different than ever on it before tho, it sorta is like the comedown feeling after a monster dosage of 3-MeO-PCE. It had a much more traditional dissos feel at this dose. I dont even know if im gonna take 120mgs again, the other day the 80mgs was so much more manageable and i was able to sleep etc. And i wasnt completely wacked still almost two days after dosing.
Feel really nice now tho regardless like super peaceful. Especially now that the G is starting to work its magic as i type this, god bless drugs. What a wacky life i choose to live, huh.
Xorkoth
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I hope you're able to avoid your life exploding again, Charlie. 
Just please remember how it went down last time... you went too hard on the dissos, and it caused your girlfriend to get too freaked out and she left you and then in the pain that that caused you, you spiralled and ended up in jail and also overdosed on fentanyl a number of times. Just please try to keep that in your sights because man, it would be so easy for that to happen again. Take it easy, good buddy. Merry Christmas, too.
Ad no judgment, I'm a crazy motherfucker, too. I continually do stuff I shouldn't with drugs and I'm struggling with the fallout from various bad decisions at the moment (relapsing on opiates, abusing stimulants). I know the struggle is real.
Just please remember how it went down last time... you went too hard on the dissos, and it caused your girlfriend to get too freaked out and she left you and then in the pain that that caused you, you spiralled and ended up in jail and also overdosed on fentanyl a number of times. Just please try to keep that in your sights because man, it would be so easy for that to happen again. Take it easy, good buddy. Merry Christmas, too.Ad no judgment, I'm a crazy motherfucker, too. I continually do stuff I shouldn't with drugs and I'm struggling with the fallout from various bad decisions at the moment (relapsing on opiates, abusing stimulants). I know the struggle is real.
Buzz Lightbeer
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It's the half-life fucking you, no? Didn't it have like a ridiculous half-life of a 100 hours or something?Still tripping pretty hard, work was so busy i really got my ass handed to me tonight it was ruff. It was distracting me from how much i was altered but as soon as i clocked out and left the restaurant i realized i was still just as dissociated as i was this morning, this 120mg dose is a real beast.
Literally got zero sleep last night i was so fucked up and then at 10am i got desprete and i G'd myself out on purpose, got three hours. G'd myself out again and got another three hours and then my boss called me frantic saying the restaurant is insane and that i need to come there right now, fuck me.
So i gather myself together and head into cook, the entire place is filled and i proceeded to cook a ridiculous amount of orders all night. Like non-stop tickets coming in i had to go seriously zen and just push thru on muscle memory. I thought today could honestly be the day i fail there and fuck it up, but i got by on skin of my teeth...because im that dude.
Just took my shower and got in bed, took a nice heavy dose of G and put on podcast. About to melt into my pillow with my headphones on, it was a success. After tonight and the morning im gonna stop the 1,4-BDO if i can gather the willpower and try to sleep all natural tommorow. This stuff gotta be wearing off by then, fuck man. Memantine is similar to DOPr in its duration its the only other drug i can compare it to in that regard.
The last 36hrs have felt different than ever on it before tho, it sorta is like the comedown feeling after a monster dosage of 3-MeO-PCE. It had a much more traditional dissos feel at this dose. I dont even know if im gonna take 120mgs again, the other day the 80mgs was so much more manageable and i was able to sleep etc. And i wasnt completely wacked still almost two days after dosing.
Feel really nice now tho regardless like super peaceful. Especially now that the G is starting to work its magic as i type this, god bless drugs. What a wacky life i choose to live, huh.
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
Yeah man, the half-life of that stuff is pretty insane. It such a slow moving drug thru your system like after you take its maybe four hours ot more till it fully kicks in and then you peak for like a day. Its really fun tho only part that really gets to me was how sleep was a fruitless effort i think since it also effects dopamine has something to do in this.
Today i pretty much feel back to normal for the most part i mean i can deff feel something going on but im on G still so its mostly that. Have like half a vial left so i think im just gonna keep dosing another day or two and then just be done with that for awhile. Sadly both of the vendors i use for the 1,4-BDO dont have any listed right now and my only option would be to take the gamble on a liter from China.
It would probably work out but i also dont think i need that much of it right now cuz id deff start doing it more frequently and probably catch a habit. As it is i will most likely have to take Phenibut two days in a row when i jump off so i will be able to sleep and etc. Ive found G to really fuck me in that regard and even after just a few days when i stop dosing the next night i have horrible insomnia and its the main reason i get sucked into a binge.
Just hanging out on the patio at work right now they asked me to come in earlier today i have like thirty mins before my shift. Riding the peak of my last dose of G and ill have just a bit more before i clock in for the day. Its much less crowded right now compared to yesterday so it should be pretty chill night.
Not sure when im gonna be doing another full on dose of Memantine again, possibly might do 100mgs in two weeks and combine it with Nitrous but im not 100% sure. Gonna be doing like hundred carts of n2O on its on saturday most likely and that will be it until the following weekend when i rent the hotel and do the combo. Really miss blowing balloons i havent been doing it as much lately but i treated myself and put that 300 carts on my credit card so that will be cool.
Hope everyone is having a good day
Today i pretty much feel back to normal for the most part i mean i can deff feel something going on but im on G still so its mostly that. Have like half a vial left so i think im just gonna keep dosing another day or two and then just be done with that for awhile. Sadly both of the vendors i use for the 1,4-BDO dont have any listed right now and my only option would be to take the gamble on a liter from China.
It would probably work out but i also dont think i need that much of it right now cuz id deff start doing it more frequently and probably catch a habit. As it is i will most likely have to take Phenibut two days in a row when i jump off so i will be able to sleep and etc. Ive found G to really fuck me in that regard and even after just a few days when i stop dosing the next night i have horrible insomnia and its the main reason i get sucked into a binge.
Just hanging out on the patio at work right now they asked me to come in earlier today i have like thirty mins before my shift. Riding the peak of my last dose of G and ill have just a bit more before i clock in for the day. Its much less crowded right now compared to yesterday so it should be pretty chill night.
Not sure when im gonna be doing another full on dose of Memantine again, possibly might do 100mgs in two weeks and combine it with Nitrous but im not 100% sure. Gonna be doing like hundred carts of n2O on its on saturday most likely and that will be it until the following weekend when i rent the hotel and do the combo. Really miss blowing balloons i havent been doing it as much lately but i treated myself and put that 300 carts on my credit card so that will be cool.
Hope everyone is having a good day
Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
How did that go?
I just got a third monitor set up on my computer workstation. Got it for Christmas. Pretty dope so far, now I can have an Internet widow, a coding window, and a spreadsheet/document window, all showing at the same time.
I just got a third monitor set up on my computer workstation. Got it for Christmas. Pretty dope so far, now I can have an Internet widow, a coding window, and a spreadsheet/document window, all showing at the same time.
simstim
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It was interesting. We used an oil burner style pipe and when I exhaled all these colors just went pop all over everything!! I was tripping pretty good.
It was a really fun night. We sat around all night talking about old times, old friends, raves that we have been to together. good shit.
Xorkoth
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You won't be t bed tonight either with DOC on board, if you're like me! Though it was so early in the AM when you took it, after a night of no sleep, maybe you will be able to sleep tonight.
Happy NYE! I'm back home, gonna go hang out with my friend tonight and have some fun.
Happy NYE! I'm back home, gonna go hang out with my friend tonight and have some fun.
Welcome to the club.
I use a coding screen Unreal Engine, a 3D modeling Screen and a screen for Internet surfing. It's great for workflow and goofing off at the very same time, LOL !
simstim
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Tonight will be night three of flipping then lol.
I love my life. I also love drum and bass.
Happy almost new year again everybody!
cosmic charlie
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About to do some n2O for awhile and then do some FXE for the first time later on tonight. After reading up on it thoroughly it looks as tho you wont fail drug tests using it. So im about to roll the dice and hope for the best, seen a bunch of people on Reddit saying they are passing both dip stick and lab tests. So im pretty sure its gonna work out, ill check in later and tell y'all how it goes.
Xorkoth
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Just bought a new chair and desk, too. 
Total office revamp!
And now it's time to get ready to go over to my friend's house to pre party for NYE. We're gonna go see a friend's band later on. I'd like to trip, I'm debating some 2C-T-7 because I just received a small amount as a gift. But might stick to 2C-B as it's tried and true. I have yet to find my ideal dose for T-7 and its effects have been all over the place.
Total office revamp!And now it's time to get ready to go over to my friend's house to pre party for NYE. We're gonna go see a friend's band later on. I'd like to trip, I'm debating some 2C-T-7 because I just received a small amount as a gift. But might stick to 2C-B as it's tried and true. I have yet to find my ideal dose for T-7 and its effects have been all over the place.
cosmic charlie
Bluelight Crew
Well im still flying high super intense hole on FXE and n2O combined at the sametime few hours ago. I literally snorted two fat lines of the FXE in the midst of the nitrous binge and then wham i went straight into wizard mode again figuring out all the secrets, we got this shit boyz. Just got back to the halfway house now walking in wonky as a mofo, lol. But nobody is none the wiser.
Did a little line just before i came in to top it off, have to keep the doses low here and just do little bumps to guage where im at. Nitrous on this stuff is wild man it was like instant hole and then a few mins later id pop out, than another balloon again. I feel like you could use a lighter dose of a Dissos and then blow balloons when you wanna go further.
Now that im just on the FXE by itself its pretty easily to navigate. Deff feels closer to Ketamine then MXE like everyone has been saying, but that being said i would choose this stuff instead of K any day of the week. Hell of a night swirly folkz.
Did a little line just before i came in to top it off, have to keep the doses low here and just do little bumps to guage where im at. Nitrous on this stuff is wild man it was like instant hole and then a few mins later id pop out, than another balloon again. I feel like you could use a lighter dose of a Dissos and then blow balloons when you wanna go further.
Now that im just on the FXE by itself its pretty easily to navigate. Deff feels closer to Ketamine then MXE like everyone has been saying, but that being said i would choose this stuff instead of K any day of the week. Hell of a night swirly folkz.
cosmic charlie
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Just did another two lines of FXE
Gonna bliss out for awhile
simstim
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Still flipping and running a two man rave.
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