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Bluelighter
Being a cook sounds like a super cool job. I know it must get pretty stressful at times though.
Been taking Memantine again for the last four days and as its building up i have this blissful sorta mindstate and real zen like thing going on. Took it like this. Gonna be taking 80mgs tommorow im thinking. Not gonna take anything at all on friday or christmas eve because i have to goto my girlfriends family's to celebrate, open presents etc.
Day 1 ~ 20mgs
Day 2 ~ 20mgs
Day 3 ~ 30mgs
Day 4 ~ 40mgs
Deff feeling a pleasant dissociative effect today.
On X-mas im gonna drop 100mgs in the morning![]()
How are things looking today? Likely just ketamine, no?Just took an IM injection of what is allegedly ketamine for the first time in years and... something's off! I've snorted some of it and it felt about right, but this is raising some doubts. I had it FTIR-tested locally and the only match was ketamine. Stupidly I declined the reagent test to see if it was DCK/2F-DCK or whatever else it was they said they could detect. Weighed 35 mg, did the usual routine, into my vastus lateralis it goes. Come up took much longer than usual. Then yes, I was briefly in disso land (less than 30 minutes), but something was a bit off. I'm not talking about intensity, but color, if you will. This felt even colder than K. The aftereffects are unlike anything I've ever had. Also weirdly didn't have that funny taste in my mouth. Did I fry my receptors with O-PCE? Is this just not ketamine? I wish I could find out! Not asking for answers just rambling into the void.
Just took an IM injection of what is allegedly ketamine for the first time in years and... something's off! I've snorted some of it and it felt about right, but this is raising some doubts. I had it FTIR-tested locally and the only match was ketamine. Stupidly I declined the reagent test to see if it was DCK/2F-DCK or whatever else it was they said they could detect. Weighed 35 mg, did the usual routine, into my vastus lateralis it goes. Come up took much longer than usual. Then yes, I was briefly in disso land (less than 30 minutes), but something was a bit off. I'm not talking about intensity, but color, if you will. This felt even colder than K. The aftereffects are unlike anything I've ever had. Also weirdly didn't have that funny taste in my mouth. Did I fry my receptors with O-PCE? Is this just not ketamine? I wish I could find out! Not asking for answers just rambling into the void.