Try looking into targeted individuals and voice to skull. The government is responsible for a lot of schizophrenics.
Here’s an example of a TI
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Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0
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Here’s an example of a TI
HelpMeInvega
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Speaking from someone who’s had a bad psychosis I can absolutely say that schizophrenia is very real and I feel very sorry for anyone who had it
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Merek
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Psychosis and schizophrenia aren’t fake I have a friend who has schizophrenia and I experienced a really bad drug induced psychosis first hand where I didn’t sleep for 5 days. Psychosis and euphoria have nothing to do with eachother they’re quite the opposite. When I’m in a state of euphoria I love all the people around me and I’m big chilling. When I was in psychosis I felt like I was super paranoid with delusional thoughts, hallucinations and I was also pretty violent you never get violent cause of euphoria I did some fucked shit in my psychosis and lowkey deserved invega as a punishment.
Nobody deserves invega. To be honest, when you had your episode all you needed was a safe place where you could not get violent and psychiatry is not that place. I was in confinenent for five months. They said I had psychosis until that was labelled schizophrenia. All I did was sleep and eat while in confinement. I guess the professionals already decided that I was there for psychosis when I was healthy. Its unfair.
Go look at the symptoms of psychosis, it’s just an umbrella of terms. Same with schizophrenia. The symptoms are all over the place to allow a doctor to just diagnose these illnesses at random. They just want you on meds like @OLDTIDEN said.
What did you experience in your so called “psychosis”? If you were on drugs and you went out of touch with reality that doesn’t count. And no way man, you did not low key deserve the shot.
Lets agree on that psychiatry is criminal without consent.
You should get banned. You’re a lunatic to get 17 shots by choice then whine about it in this forum.
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I'm going to give you a pass on this comment as you just got back from a ban. Call someone a lunatic again and you're out.
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Lets get back on track guys. Recovery...........side effects.........stories of hope and a new beginning for everyone.
She called two people goofs. It’s clear you have a bias.
Merek
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The psychosis I was in got worse when I withdrew from the drugs due too lack of sleep I experienced visual hallucinations delusional thoughts and paranoia. I remember I thought these random people were neo nazis and racists who wanted me dead so I beat some of them up then got my ass beat by one of them.
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I called nobody a goof. C'mon man. Don't make stuff up.
It’s just a bullshit term they’ve coined to get people drugged with trash. If you’re unlucky enough and run into a cruel doctor, you get hit with an injectable.
Not you, @HelpMeInvega
I’ve been diagnosed as having psychosis twice and I wasn’t truly experiencing anything wrong. They just wanted me on meds.
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My psychosis was definitely NOT simply euphoria. I thought celebrities were talking to me through twitter, I thought my family was replaced by the government, and basically thought I was Jesus reincarnated, plus so many other delusions.
It’s dangerous to tell mentally ill people that psychosis isn’t real.
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Took you 3 years to recover that, then I am half way there ...On the subject of hobbies , I moved recently and found an old sketchbook of mine that I was using when I was injected with invega. I thought it was interesting to see the difference in my ability after receiving the drug.
Pre-invega (2018) sketches
Post-invega sketches (same sketchbook, a few months later)
I remember how much i struggled with the face in the last image. Its one of the last images i made in the sketchbook, and i didnt start drawing again yntil 3 years off invega.
these are from my figure drawing class last night :
And before all you skeptics say invega ruined my ability, keep in mind that before I was hit with invega I had a goal to be a professional artist - I was drawing for hours per day and doing cons. I haven't been doing that again until very recently.
YES, you do recover your interests & passion for things.
Merek
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A lot of my psychosis was a blur but you reminded me that I also thought my families brains were overtaken by the government I remember my mom told me I needed to sleep but I thought it was an FBI agent who wanted me too be asleep so I could be kidnapped I didn’t sleep for a while cause I thought I needed to be on guard 24/7 cause I had a target on my back.
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Speaking of recovery, my memory seems to be getting a lil better, I’m remember random lil things, and I can generally remember the plot of tv shows. Still really bad memory but I’m excited things are changing, because before I could remember NOTHING.
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