I've unfortunately been off of Invega for 2 years and four months and haven't made any substantial progress. I still have yet to recover my emotions, creativity, cognition, energy, and sexuality. I've went off of ALL meds for 2+ years . My psychosis was drug induced (a mix of adderall, shrooms, weed, and MDMA that turns out was laced with meth), so perhaps Invega harms people more who don't actually have a schizophrenic illness. I know that it's not just in my head because I just literally can't cry or feel anything, no matter how tragic something is (family member dying, sad movies . music). Additionally, my semen is still completely clear/watery. You can't psychosomatisize/ overthink yourself into remaining infertile.
Something is seriously messed up with my body and mind. I am only in my early 20s and my life feels completely over.
I go to an Ivy League school, was at the top of my class, had a loving partner and great friends and it's all vanished. I can't connect with people. I never laugh, lost my sense of humor, which was one of the core ways in which I'd relate to people.
I'm giving myself one more year to hopefully recover and if not I will probably be committing suicide.
I stayed away from ALL meds for 2 years, and recently tried (within the last four months) Trintellix, Wellbutrin, and Parnate, each of which did nothing for my recovery (other than Wellbutrin, but only momentarily and then I kept having to raise my dose, which just simply isn't sustainable).