Mjäll
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 25, 2008
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Dream recall from all stages of my life multiple times a day. Revisiting hidden vistas of my imagination while also developing as a person emotionally and socially and creatively. So much is unlocked.
The issues inside me are dangerous but i have found a way, or ways, to solve them. I have to give myself credit for managing all the twisted energy with such patience.
I think for many years i had to repress my knowledge of the distance between my emotional state and a healthy one. Now i can finally keep my eyes open and strive towards the healthy state almost all day every day. I'm not sure i will make it but just living in the positive movement is almost good enough.
I wasn't allowed by myself to even exist.
The issues inside me are dangerous but i have found a way, or ways, to solve them. I have to give myself credit for managing all the twisted energy with such patience.
I think for many years i had to repress my knowledge of the distance between my emotional state and a healthy one. Now i can finally keep my eyes open and strive towards the healthy state almost all day every day. I'm not sure i will make it but just living in the positive movement is almost good enough.
I wasn't allowed by myself to even exist.
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