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Positive Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?
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Nas47
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More late-woke up 4.00a.m.coffea,tobaco&last joint.Prayed for good day.Have a possitivevday bluelighters!
Just finished my salsa.. damn bumper crop.. jarred 26 pints (473ml). That shit took all day. but thats a years worth and its fresh garden organic yummy
Eligiu
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I'm having surgery on Monday for my transition which I've been wanting to have since I started hormones. I'm a bit worried because of being on sublocade and that affecting pain relief but they told me they'll take that into account post operatively and make sure that I won't be left in loads of pain.
After this, I'm basically done with my transition unless I happen to win the lottery. The last surgery I'd want to do costs like $80,000 which is unaffordable for me but I don't mind heaps because I don't feel like I really need it that much. I'm having this surgery because it'll actually fix some problems that I've been having happen and mean I can stop taking a medication I've been on for 2 years to prevent the issue from arising, so this is just a permanent solution to that coming up. But I'll be pretty content after this with what I've done, I don't have a massive amount of dysphoria about what the last surgery would do for me because no one day to day would know that I haven't had that surgery. Same with this one, but the difference is that I know and it makes a difference to me knowing that I'll never have to ever worry about those problems caused by not having the surgery will ever come up again in the future.
Plus, it's super cheap as far as surgery goes. I'm doing it privately, so the total cost is around $2000. I could have gone public and I'd have had it around the same time if I went on the waitlist when the issues first started happening, but then I'd not have been able to choose my surgeon.
The one funny thing though is that my surgeon has asked me to shave my stomach before the surgery because she's noticed that trans men are very hairy, and she isn't very good at doing it herself. So I need to remember to pick up some razors today and do that tomorrow evening after I have a shower. They did it to me when I got appendicitis as well, I woke up being like 'hey, where did my stomach hair go? And why is a patch of hair on my leg missing?'
After this, I'm basically done with my transition unless I happen to win the lottery. The last surgery I'd want to do costs like $80,000 which is unaffordable for me but I don't mind heaps because I don't feel like I really need it that much. I'm having this surgery because it'll actually fix some problems that I've been having happen and mean I can stop taking a medication I've been on for 2 years to prevent the issue from arising, so this is just a permanent solution to that coming up. But I'll be pretty content after this with what I've done, I don't have a massive amount of dysphoria about what the last surgery would do for me because no one day to day would know that I haven't had that surgery. Same with this one, but the difference is that I know and it makes a difference to me knowing that I'll never have to ever worry about those problems caused by not having the surgery will ever come up again in the future.
Plus, it's super cheap as far as surgery goes. I'm doing it privately, so the total cost is around $2000. I could have gone public and I'd have had it around the same time if I went on the waitlist when the issues first started happening, but then I'd not have been able to choose my surgeon.
The one funny thing though is that my surgeon has asked me to shave my stomach before the surgery because she's noticed that trans men are very hairy, and she isn't very good at doing it herself. So I need to remember to pick up some razors today and do that tomorrow evening after I have a shower. They did it to me when I got appendicitis as well, I woke up being like 'hey, where did my stomach hair go? And why is a patch of hair on my leg missing?'
bird.is.the.word
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It's only 2AM and I've already had two 5mg dexies and a 3.6 gram edible.
If that isn't the recipe for a beautiful day, I don't know what is.
If that isn't the recipe for a beautiful day, I don't know what is.
Going to spend the holiday weekend golfing and painting. About to make some casts to see what bites.
Killed the credit card bills that sprouted up.
Four tickets in October are on the cork board.
Football is up next week.. tg.
Picking up Word for my Mack.. well on time to lay down a fire novel or five.
Killed the credit card bills that sprouted up.
Four tickets in October are on the cork board.
Football is up next week.. tg.
Picking up Word for my Mack.. well on time to lay down a fire novel or five.
Lots a golf.. was playing pretty good and my putting is really coming along.. I’m leaving it so close on all tries.. if a few of those start dropping I’m going to be getting some really desirable scores.
Fuck I don’t want to go back to work tomorrow..
Gorgeous hit me up this weekend.. didn’t end up panning out, lady has her shit super together.. going to have to plan like six months in advance to get a date.
Fuck I don’t want to go back to work tomorrow..
Gorgeous hit me up this weekend.. didn’t end up panning out, lady has her shit super together.. going to have to plan like six months in advance to get a date.
got a coupla laughs on bl.
dealing with SSA issues with wife (sudden medicare part b snafu).
been on the phone with state agencies all morning and had to take a break.
fixxin to dial up SSA to see if we can get this sorted the sonsabitches.
just to get it done will be a load off and had to wait because of long weekend (labor day for US).
be well fellow bl-ers.
thanks for the lift in spirits.
dealing with SSA issues with wife (sudden medicare part b snafu).
been on the phone with state agencies all morning and had to take a break.
fixxin to dial up SSA to see if we can get this sorted the sonsabitches.
just to get it done will be a load off and had to wait because of long weekend (labor day for US).
be well fellow bl-ers.
thanks for the lift in spirits.
Jabberwocky
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Just walked past my dealer's house and didnt knock on her door wut wut
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I am having quite a day so i thought remembered seeing a post inviting all to complain and i thought wonderful that's what I'll do. But what did I come across first? You guys ruining my lousy mood. Now i have to be grateful that i am fortunate enough to have what I guess i now have to call "uptown problems"Share Something Positive About Your Day vs This Does Not Suck (͠≖ ͜ʖ͠≖)?
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Drunk. I can stay still for one and half second. I did fair share of beer (1 l) in one hour, rest are for those slow-ass drinking friends of mine, but Ive got chili-ammonium-chloride "sweets" to suck on.
Jerry Atrick
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I hope to not rain on your parade but if you do need to complain, we have a thread for that.
Venting - The Vent/Rant Thread Vs. You Silly KnuckleHeads Can Go Fly a Kite!!
Welcome to the 6th Vent/Rant thread. So this is the place to get all that off your chest.. to tell the world about what is going down.. so blow of that tension and vent that anger. Please support others and we will try and support you. The rules are more lenient for this thread but triggering...
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I thought it was pretty clear i was being facetious . My attempt at humor. I guess i missed. Actually your thread did truly turn me around and make realize how rediculous it was to get all bent out of shape with my problems when there's real suffering going on in the worldI hope to not rain on your parade but if you do need to complain, we have a thread for that.
Venting - The Vent/Rant Thread Vs. You Silly KnuckleHeads Can Go Fly a Kite!!
Welcome to the 6th Vent/Rant thread. So this is the place to get all that off your chest.. to tell the world about what is going down.. so blow of that tension and vent that anger. Please support others and we will try and support you. The rules are more lenient for this thread but triggering...
Not at all actually. That was where I was headed when I got sidetracked onto the positivity . I was kind of proud of myself making the choice not to stay angry and frustrated because it is just that a choice we can choose to stay in our negativity or move towards positive. Which I'm not all that good at usually. Thanks for the invite and I'm sure you'll see me there
So next Sunday the Brewers play Yannks and the Packers play the Bears me and my Pops are going to both
Ball game with pops. That's the good stuffSo next Sunday the Brewers play Yannks and the Packers play the Bears me and my Pops are going to both
Fathers Birthday was great today.. went to his and actually all ours favorite pizza place and then presents and a apple cake from the wild trees on his property. Good stuff and he loves his presents. Can’t ever fool him and he guessed them all.
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coffee and bzd today cause shits getting deep and need synapsis firing without the jitters.
feeling nice but hasnt really peaked yet.
gonna have some good eats tonight and prolly pass out afterwards.
been out today to get stuff done and ran into roadblocks at every turn. wont know the outcome of evasive actions taken for a couple days so.......
letting it all go for now and life seems to be ok even though this is substance based.
feeling nice but hasnt really peaked yet.
gonna have some good eats tonight and prolly pass out afterwards.
been out today to get stuff done and ran into roadblocks at every turn. wont know the outcome of evasive actions taken for a couple days so.......
letting it all go for now and life seems to be ok even though this is substance based.
made to the dentist and thats patched up..