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Just took another 3 shots o that there OPMS Black kratom concentrate.

Also took 1 micrograms ULD of naltrexone to reduce tolerance

And ate turmeric plus grapefruit to potentiate.


Feelin it
 
Git tmrw off work sooo

16mg suboxone
1 joint rainbow rozay
1 bowl rainbow rozay
Many hits off the distillate pen
50mg nic disposable- hyde
3 shooters Fire on the Mountain cinnamon whisky
175ml of a mai tai (with myers)
And sipping my favorite drink atm )vodka/simply watermelon/mango arizona)
 
Day off of work so:

16mg suboxone
20mg thc/2mg cbd edible
1 blunt rainbow rozay + pink lemonade
1 bowl raimbow rozay
50mg nic disposable
Many hits off the 1g thc disposable
And im making a few of my favorite drinks: simply watermelon+mango arizona +vodka
 
10 mg methadone earlier now 10g more snorted this time.

Hits off a joint infused with kief and hash oil. I keep hitting this joint and it never gets shorter and I can see the amount of oil collecting inside it.
 
1300mg odd Pregabalin
Juic’d mango & tropical blitz energy drink
250mg Soma (just trying to use them up or maybe just store them for future use)

Need to be positive!
 
I feel high at some degree.....but not feel happy.just numbed&less cared about everything.Feel sorry only for kids,for poor,for that.....usually the good people suffer or go away too young,but the nasty ones celebrate and didn't care at all....but i believe,that for them will have payment(or for their kids).....if not in this world,than beyond
 
Not high in the least.
The less drugs I consume the more clarity of hypocrisy is revealed.
However... I have been laying off bromazolam to guage its effects on my physical issues and although I have notice very little in respect to psycological wds my back and neck are paying the price so started dosing again and pains are subsiding.
Mind is still focused on freedoms of choice but without the means of physical cooperation there is little to be done to contribute to the health of my loves.
You all are part of my world and will remain so.
There is no hyposcisy there.
<3
 
Just had some nice ice cold low temp dabs of some distillate, shatter and thc-a isolate mixed together.
 
I've not slept in probably about 40 hours, and have arranged to meet a dude in approximately 12 hours for some business discussion thing that could be a good opportunity for me. Thing is I know it's informal, he'd already very much like my help, and I am in a somewhat powerful position as far as he's not managing things too well himself and I'm probably gonna be the most experienced person he's gonna find anytime soon so maybe I've been somewhat lacksadaisical... on the other hand.... I don't have a real job at the moment so there's that... ah, what am I doing going down this rabbit hole of how important it is anyway, it really doesn't matter, I made plans probably close to the beginning of slacking a bit on my self control and having a bit more motivation for once, and now there's a risk I'm gonna be a bit zombified tomorrow. I just took another 100mg of this stuff that claims to be speed 10 minutes ago and will try to make this the last one before going to bed, or just lying there for 8 hours in self-loathing maybe - but man, this speed is some shit, lazily washed bullshit I've ever had probably. First time I got it it actually BURNED my tongue, not just a little residual chemical burn, like fucking hot needles! Since drying it out, it's got a bit better as far as the burn but even like 2, 3 days later its pretty damn wet. I think I started with like 7g... I now have 4.5... So I've "only" actually done 2.5g over maybe 3 days, and half of that is probably toxic liquids... so... I mean, it's still like 400mg a day perhaps which is a bit excessive for sure but somewhat reassuring.

I've also been doing the odd handful of kratom, after "upgrading" from deciding to get some tianeptine again, out of frustration from my doctor prescribed meds doing sweet fuck all. Oh, also valium, clonazepam. Had a little polypharmacological escape these past 3 days. But in that time I also exercised regularly for the first time in a while, worked a SHIT TON on various projects which hopefully will mean I don;t need to get a real job, and could literally not concentrate on my usual pastime of TV show catatonia for more than 20 minutes before I'd be like fuckthisI'mboredbacktowork... Bleurgh, I do find it very difficult to assess what exactly I should worry about and what other people have told me I should worry about, and since then I've never been able to shake it.

Oh actually also I remember I thought about getting some other stuff so I wouldn't keep craving ketamine or drinking alcohol more than I'd like... and it does appear to have worked great for that, so... I dunno, fuck it, I guess I'm gonna call this a plan well conceived and executed, thanks for listening y'all.

I am a little bit concerned about having to go out tomorrow although I surely need sleep whether I had anything to do or not... I wish I could just flick a switch to send myself to sleep sometimes.
 
Holy fuck I just realised that the shit I have might be either a complete substitute or adulterated with something totally inappropriate by some scum fucking cunt somewhere along the supply chain... I thought it was just kinda weak initially, but this is to be expected with speed "paste", so widely varied. I've also been prescribed vyvanse of recent which is a paltry teensy level of actual amphetamine but I've mostly just stuck to the script. However - a few days in the evening when it was wearing off and I was sensible enough to just fucking try to go to bed I started to notice weird visual distortions, like stuff looking like it's flowing when it clearly isn't, movement in completely static pictures, etc.. also like things are kind of drifting away from my line of sight completely out of my control. Actually it reminds me most of a moderate sub-hole dose of ketamine... but some of the characteristics are MDxx like too. There is no rush come up, although I attributed this to generally rushing to wash it down coz of the burn, in fact I have felt lethargic physically at times - but not mentally, as I say, I can't sleep and I've done shitloads. There IS a compulsion to redose insensible but.. I guess that means nothing. I've also been prescribed an SSRI which I've taken still in the morning, which would explain the blunting of any weird psychedelic effects until it starts to wear off later at night. Also - it's too white. I know amphetamine should be white but in my experience most dried paste still retains a yellowish tint... it SMELLS about right although I must admit I'm not an expert... and what's with the fucking burn? I cannot imagine trying to snort this stuff. Something strange is going on.

I searched Wedinos and found 2 separate reports of amphetamine adulterated with something more benign than caffeine - although again, separate reports - ketamine and MDMA were listed as minor adulterants, this is at least in my country just a few months back... I can't believe I don't own any kind of testing kit yet... I don't know what to think.
 
Nas47 said:
I feel high at some degree.....but not feel happy.just numbed&less cared about everything.Feel sorry only for kids,for poor,for that.....usually the good people suffer or go away too young,but the nasty ones celebrate and didn't care at all....but i believe,that for them will have payment(or for their kids).....if not in this world,than beyond
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I wish what you were saying is true but the reality is that most of the evil people thrive in this world and good people that give of themselves are exploited and left to rot.

They do say serving instead od taking from others rings true happiness though
 
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