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Think I’m taking too much Soma at a time (500mg), might cut it down to half and see with a 10mg Diazepam in the future.
 
Annual update, lol:
16mg suboxone
1 joint Gelonade
1 joint purple punch
1 bowl - purple punch flower with Garlic AK diamonds
Numerous dabs - Garlic AK diamonds
Numerous rips off the Durban Poison distillate cart
3 cans Loyal 9 iced tea/lemonade (9% abv)
And a fresh 50mg nicotine strawberry banana disposable (Hyde)
And im waiting on uber eats to bring me my pulled pork sandwich/fries/buffaque wings.

Might grab more adderall tmrw *shrugs*
My adderall guy does have some phenomenal looking meth at the moment (don't really like recreational except for sex or work), but like, I'm not trying to go down the path eventually back to heroin (kicked an 11yr heroin/14yr opiate addiction in march)....so overpriced pharmaceutical amphetamines it is!
 
Bump of 4fmph
5.7mg Zubsolv
1mg Bromazolam
1.5g Piracetam
750mg Aniracetam

Idk why, but for my urine screen this week I failed for benzos again, even though I just took a urine screen and passed on everything for probation. This is just a preliminary screen, as they also send it out to a lab to get tested.

Weird thing is, my lab results she had from last week, showed me failing for codeine. I have no idea what that could possibly be. I haven't taken codeine or any other opioid in quite some time. The only thing I could think of would be dipyanone, but it had been at least a couple weeks since I had taken any of that. Really weird.

Anyways I figured I'd sneak at least one day of benzos now that I know they won't show up at the lab.
 
Normal methadone does, 115mg currently.
Shot some fent, vaped some weed.
Little bit of xanax

Ended up going to see my old dealer. Including the period when he was my friend's hookup, before I had his number myself, I've been seeing him for almost 14.5 years. That's some fuckin' consistency right there.
Now bit o' crack and heroin. I feel bad only posting on BL if I'm on some kind of upper or maybe hallucinogen. Probably seem like a crackhead at this point, but I don't actually do it much.

How old are most of y'all here? I feel like the old guy at a party with younger people.

Damn! Bell ringy-dingy. Is that what that song is about? "Ring My Bell" being about getting high on crack. You can ring my bell, ring my bell. Man I'm a bad singer. I even sound horrible in text.

2 things I don't like about crack. Firstly, the taste. Secondly, I feel paranoid quite often. Paranoid Android

Edit: I also don't like how no matter what plan I come up with for how I'm using le crack, I just end up using all of it and end up being up way later than I meant to. In my 20's I would go to bed between 6am-6:30am. Had to watch the King of the Hill on Cartoon Network at 5:30am first. Sometimes I get up when I used to be going to bed. That makes me feel old. Also, heartburn makes me feel old. I don't like it.
One thing I do like about being older, is that during the 90's, 00's there would be movies and shows about the 70's and 80's. The adults would have a different appreciation for them having lived through the period. Am definitely loving all the shows about 90's and 00's stuff, like "Dark Side of the 90's" or things about Waco, the Clinton/Lewinsky scandal, Y2K, how Woodstock '99 was a hedonistic fever dream, etc.
 
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Been hitting a cannabis vape pen and am quite stoned heh ;)

Had some kratom earlier too, might take another dose a bit later
 
7.5mg Cyclazodone
5.7mg Zubsolv
350mg F-Phenibut
10mg Buspirone
1.5g Piracetam
750mg Aniracetam

Did some practicing for the song I'm going to play at the memorial, pretty confident in that. Have yet to gather the motivation to write anything to say yet. Just kinda been bullshitting for most of the day. Feeling a little nausea, might just curl up and watch something on the tube for a little while.
 
Wellp, this will be interesting.

Going on a date with a girl off of tinder today, the plan is food>go to an HA meeting>ice cream> go back to an airbnb that she already secured.

Either im going to get set up, have a kidney harvested, or meet my new girlfriend. This can go either way. So to prepare i have taken:

16mg suboxone
10mg adderall ir
1 joint Slurbert
1 joint Gelonade
And a fat dab of garlic ak diamonds

She is newlyish sober but doesnt mind i do. Thats cool since im newly soberish too (except for weed, the occasional drink, and adderall when ppl dont have money but still want weed from me).

For tonight im bringing along:
1 50mg nic vape. Strawberry banana - Hyde
1 1g Raspberry Kush disposable vape
And a couple extra addies lol
 
I smoked 0.35 of crack 'n' smack throughout the evening, and now I'm handling the comedown with joints. Now I need to fight the very strong urge to run out and buy some more stuff, I absolutely adore weed + speedball combination. I feel fucking great, but I can't fully enjoy it because I keep thinking I've run out of hard gear. I might read before going to bed, or study a bit of [REDACTED]. I just wish I had saved a teenth for tomorrow morning before work... Stupid, greedy past me!
 
I've used some cocaine with friends for ten hours. We shared 5 g between six. Today was chaotic and unexpected thimgs happened. I gave up on sleeping because in a few hours I have to work and I feel the comedown now.
And I'm craving for more, but I will resist.
Today will be hard, but I will survive.
 
Slept with a tindet date last night at an airbnb and then went to work in the morning so i grabbed what i could

16mg suboxone
15mg adderall ir
2 joints Slurbert
1 1g Raspberry Kush thc distillate disposable
a few luttle alcohol shooters i snagged from work (1 upstate vodka, 3 fireball, a jim beam fire, abd this maple pancake bourbon)
And a neq 50mg nic vape (peach watermelon mango - Hyde)
 
7.5mg Cyclazodone
5.7mg Zubsolv
10mg Buspirone
600mg Pregabalin
700mg F-Phenibut
3g Piracetam
1.5g Aniracetam
600mg Alpha-GPC
500mg Magnesium
300mg Ashwaghanda
,300mg Bacopa Extract

Pretty damn hyped up honestly! Stoked for football to be back on and just in a great mood in general. Feeling a little manic. I had skipped my Seroquel for two days, but I took it last night. As well, my Abilify dose was upped to 10mg, so I'm not sure. Maybe it's the Effexor. Idk, feeling great but just gotta remember to control it and not spiral. I don't have any crazy impulses at the moment, just kinda bouncing off the walls.

But it's fun! I'm happy and with family, and I completed writing my eulogy for my girlfriend today. Very nervous to speak on Sunday, but it's something I must do,
 
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Have had nothing today but hitting the Tapentadol tomorrow as it’s the weekend and no responsibilities yay!
 
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