yoo only slept 4 hours last night
not sure if I've heard a voice for the very first time in my life or I just had a weird-ass dream but I couldn't fall asleep anymore after 3AM
all I know is that I feel like absolute dogshit today, practically the side effects of the injection at month 1 again
makes me believe that sleep quality is strictly linked to recovery speed somehow because yesterday I was feeling relatively good (been playing card games, putting my mind into them and even starting to make sense out of complex plays all while having laughs and interesting convos with friends, listening music and feeling something very faint out of it). I hope I get to sleep well tonight because that was like the first thing I noticed that was improving steadily over the last few weeks
All in all I can totally see myself being recovered in the future but at the same time it still feels out of my control so who knows if maybe I'm wrong. I'll take whatever I get at this point