Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

[0.o_LaCuNa_o.0]

I dont understand this. And no I didnt wanted superpowers lol I didnt wanted anything except existing.

Prana flow & Kundalini is a superpower, lol

 

[t_xeplionhell]

Prana flow & Kundalini is a superpower, lol

Didnt know that.

 

[t_xeplionhell]

I am now on Zyprexa injections. I honestly don’t care, I am delusional (thinking that life is a simulation and that God is dead or absent).

I was doing great before I went into forced treatments again. I should have never ever resisted against treatment because it’s such a catch 22.

I hate this medication, but I hate my delusions even more, because it makes me afraid of death and I’ve always believed in heaven but maybe through my actions I caused heaven and God, Christianity to fall.

If I could trade I’d take the injections over what I’ve been going through.

Words of one wise man: the only reason why people have such a fear of death is they know nothing beyond the body. It comes from not being in touch with reality. If life happens, then death is natural, being afraid of something natural is unnatural. Fear from death has come to us because we have gotten deeply identified with this body.

 

[apsucks]

Today i've been in bed all day or on the couch better day than yesterday tho.
Damnit i miss my old social me, i miss my inner dialogue, creativity..its all gone

 

[Kaatrina]

Stop the bullshit and stay on topic..all this shit ruins the thread

Yes..admin should delete the off-topic conversation. There are people who need to express their feelings on invega, ask questions about invega, and post updates about recovery. It's important that those who need to read those things are able to find it without digging through pages of attention-seeking bullshit

 

[Kaatrina]

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Narshe also had 10 injections. She would compare smoking weed or drinking like drinking a glass of water. If you can feel any substance your dopamine receptors are firing.

Show cases, none of you have done what I asked. Show at least 10 people besides Ross or narshe. None of you can.

I did research on Narshe three years ago. Narshe went back on Risperdal a year after being off Invega. You have to be very careful when looking for success stories -- some people will not report that they remain on a different AP. I am a big FFVI fan -- I'm glad that Narshe started this thread and am saddened by her story

Bogdan still takes pills, Katrina has loss of feeling on her genetalia, ammirisshot still takes injections, I guess Johnny recovered. Show the links on YouTube of the people that recovered i am sure they still have issues.

I've made over ten recovery posts here and in each one I've taken a 100% honest assessment of where I'm at after Invega.
II have probably lost some sensitivity in my genitalia. This is true---I think it's partially due to Invega. But I am 34 now, not 30. That may have something to do with it too (I'm over three years off Invega now) Sorry for the personal story -- but the method I used to measure this is that I used to touch myself before going to sleep every night since I was a fairly young age. Of course, while I was on Invega I could not feel anything at all, no matter what I did. After recovery, at night, my clitoris is not completely sensitive to a finger touch as it once was. I can still have an orgasm or more while being touched by my husband. I can orgasm and feel euphoria during and after sex. I can masturbate just fine - discharge is probably less though.
I don't want to have to provide these details but I feel it's necessary after seeing how someone could hold onto that report and feel that they may never recover sexually.
I am missing that one thing I had that I used to have -- it may merely be due to the habit disruption I experienced while on Invega -- but I have a very happy sex life. Considering the perspective I gained on life/dopamine motivations after being on Invega -an experience worse than death for me - I would actually call it a good tradeoff.

Bro fuck off. I want to be 100% back to normal. I’m not living with side effects from a mother fucking stupid fucking piece of shit shot I got at 30 years old. I’m not never getting high and it actually feeling good again. I don’t want a “different” high. I don’t want to waste YEARS of my life making moderate progress and gaining small portions of my being back. All for fucking nothing. Jesus Christ I didn’t realize how lucky I was before this. I should have never went to the fucking hospital. But I did and now I am fucked for life. So fucking terrific. Great. Fucking mother fucking awesome. The whole thing is done. I’m killing myself. Hands down I’m the fuck out of here. This is my last post on this piece of shit worthless thread full of people with fucked up brains 17 months after getting 1 fucking shot. It’s sad that anyone is here at all. The whole thing is disgustingly sickening and I’m the fuck out of here.

You realized something. You're expressing anger. These are things you can't do on Invega.

He didn’t make a full recovery. He said he is still recovering. We all have brain damage from this shot dude. Your tiny brain doesn’t analyze the details of what the people say and every single recovery story includes something about how there is still something wrong with them at some level. I’m talking about a full recovery. I ask you the same question over and over again because I could sense that there was some bullshit in what you were saying and I was correct. You’re in absolute denial about basic facts.

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Neither of those YouTube videos made a full recovery. All of those recovery stories the people still have something wrong with them still.

Thanks! Lol. The people I meet now would have no idea that I was ever psychotic, let alone on AP's. I even feel comfortable now telling people my story as a lesson about copper imbalance, conspiracy theory inundation, and grief recovery. (Half the people you meet after Covid hysteria are batshit crazy, anyway). Life is about perception. Perception creates reality. If at 1.5 years off you are focusing on what you are missing and on none of your gains, you are making not being recovered a reality for yourself. If at 1.5 years off you are looking at all you have gained back and how far you've come, and itemizing your gains with a positive attitude, you are making your own recovery possible.

Lot of people disapear from forum not telling did they recover. All those people are off invega less than year except some rare exceptions.

Psychotic relapse is real. So is schizophrenia. It's really easy to give up and succumb to AP's if you have a psychotic relapse, especially if you're in the court system. Getting perscribed AP's when you AREN'T schizophrenic is real too. Having the strength of mind to reject that diagnosis is rare. I also had a relapse after one year -- I haven't had psychosis since March 2020 now.

 

[Gdvffh]

so how many times have you experienced psychosis, was it just once, or more times?

 

[apsucks]

Yes..admin should delete the off-topic conversation. There are people who need to express their feelings on invega, ask questions about invega, and post updates about recovery. It's important that those who need to read those things are able to find it without digging through pages of attention-seeking bullshit

Kaatrine thanks for your reply
i have no idea how you managed 12 months of this it just blows my mind
Im only at month 3 right now

 

[LostVirgo]

Words of one wise man: the only reason why people have such a fear of death is they know nothing beyond the body. It comes from not being in touch with reality. If life happens, then death is natural, being afraid of something natural is unnatural. Fear from death has come to us because we have gotten deeply identified with this body.

I don’t believe in materialism. Our own bodies and surroundings are a hallucination I think. Our consciousness could travel.

 

[n3ophy7e]

Kaatrine thanks for your reply
i have no idea how you managed 12 months of this it just blows my mind
Im only at month 3 right now

It just shows that you CAN get through this man. If other people can, you can too

 

[HelpMeInvega]

Did Invega Sustenna effect your performance when working out? I used to be able to run a km really fast and now I can’t. I just can’t move fast on Invega Sustenna and it’s slowed down my metabolism big time. Raised my prolactin levels and everything.

 

[apsucks]

Did Invega Sustenna effect your performance when working out? I used to be able to run a km really fast and now I can’t. I just can’t move fast on Invega Sustenna and it’s slowed down my metabolism big time. Raised my prolactin levels and everything.

Get off that poison switch to latuda

 

[Invegarecovery]

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No i feel really bad this whole cto thing with forced medication pisses me off and give me no hope ban that troll please

Yes Its really bad for the mental health system to treat us like this and be selfish about it. A person has the right to refuse medication no matter what.

@Invegarecovery You should apologise me and others for saying it will not make your life like hell.

Yes I really do apologize for what I said. But I don't disagree that it made your life a living hell. In fact we should find a way to petition for this stupid selfish treatment(which is not really a treatment) but selfishness. I am truly sorry and I am not joking but serious. But for me invega sustenna helped me to have hope to believe that I can have infinity times more fun then my previous life without medication whenever I quit my medication and the medication leaves my body completely .I am grateful for invega sustenna because it helped me to appreciate and be grateful about my life when I wasn't on medication. And to help me realize that nobody is perfect(invincible) except god(which I don't know god,but curious). But I am seriously sorry that it made your life a living hell. You know what?, It actually the law of the united states actually says they can't force you any medication at all. But when we go to the court for treatment for force injection, the judge makes up the law and says they can for injection on you.
Where does the law of the united states rules says they can do that, well no where . The united states law says they are not allowed to that. But somehow even the judge doesn't obey the traditional rules of United states @Invegarecovery You should apologise me and others for saying it will not make your life like hell.

Yes I really do apologize for what I said. But I don't disagree that it made your life a living hell. In fact we should find a way to petition for this stupid selfish treatment(which is not really a treatment) but selfishness. I am truly sorry and I am not joking but serious. But for me invega sustenna helped me to have hope to believe that I can have infinity times more fun then my previous life without medication whenever I quit my medication and the medication leaves my body completely .I am grateful for invega sustenna because it helped me to appreciate and be grateful about my life when I wasn't on medication. And to help me realize that nobody is perfect(invincible) except god(which I don't know god,but curious). But I am seriously sorry that it made your life a living hell. You know what?, It actually the law of the united states actually says they can't force you any medication at all. But when we go to the court for treatment for force injection, the judge makes up the law and says they can for injection on you.
Where does the law of the united states rules says they can do that, well no where . The united states law says they are not allowed to that. But somehow even the judge doesn't obey the traditional rules of United states. We can file a petition against the government if they gonna force us to do something that we don't want to do. It's like harassment. For example a person who gets raped for like 1 day the government makes it a big deal. But it's much much worst then someone who is ONLY ONLY depressed and doesn't enjoy his/her life the way he/she wants. Even being jail is better then taking invega. Because at least you have emotions and personality

@Invegarecovery You should apologise me and others for saying it will not make your life like hell.

Yes I really do apologize for what I said. But I don't disagree that it made your life a living hell. In fact we should find a way to petition for this stupid selfish treatment(which is not really a treatment) but selfishness. I am truly sorry and I am not joking but serious. But for me invega sustenna helped me to have hope to believe that I can have infinity times more fun then my previous life without medication whenever I quit my medication and the medication leaves my body completely .I am grateful for invega sustenna because it helped me to appreciate and be grateful about my life when I wasn't on medication. And to help me realize that nobody is perfect(invincible) except god(which I don't know god,but curious). But I am seriously sorry that it made your life a living hell. You know what?, It actually the law of the united states actually says they can't force you any medication at all. But when we go to the court for treatment for force injection, the judge makes up the law and says they can for injection on you.
Where does the law of the united states rules says they can do that, well no where . The united states law says they are not allowed to that. But somehow even the judge doesn't obey the traditional rules of United states @Invegarecovery You should apologise me and others for saying it will not make your life like hell.

Yes I really do apologize for what I said. But I don't disagree that it made your life a living hell. In fact we should find a way to petition for this stupid selfish treatment(which is not really a treatment) but selfishness. I am truly sorry and I am not joking but serious. But for me invega sustenna helped me to have hope to believe that I can have infinity times more fun then my previous life without medication whenever I quit my medication and the medication leaves my body completely .I am grateful for invega sustenna because it helped me to appreciate and be grateful about my life when I wasn't on medication. And to help me realize that nobody is perfect(invincible) except god(which I don't know god,but curious). But I am seriously sorry that it made your life a living hell. You know what?, It actually the law of the united states actually says they can't force you any medication at all. But when we go to the court for treatment for force injection, the judge makes up the law and says they can for injection on you.
Where does the law of the united states rules says they can do that, well no where . The united states law says they are not allowed to that. But somehow even the judge doesn't obey the traditional rules of United states. We can file a petition against the government if they gonna force us to do something that we don't want to do. It's like harassment. For example a person who gets raped for like 1 day the government makes it a big deal. But it's much much worst then someone who is ONLY ONLY depressed and doesn't enjoy his/her life the way he/she wants. Even being jail is better then taking invega. Because at least you have emotions and personality

I've meant forcing invega injections is the worst crime that had happened since now

I've meant forcing invega injections is the worst crime that had happened since now

The government should not force you to be depressed for years and years. The government says they protect us but they force terrible horrible drugs against your will. We have the right to refuse this ridiculous depressing drugs that doesn allow to enjoy life for even a second.

Today i've been in bed all day or on the couch better day than yesterday tho.
Damnit i miss my old social me, i miss my inner dialogue, creativity..its all gone

I'm sorry to hear that. They shouldn't force you at all. Because your not enjoying or understanding any enjoyment. You are important being that deserves to have enjoyment pleasure just like everyone else. Everyone should be treated equally

Did Invega Sustenna effect your performance when working out? I used to be able to run a km really fast and now I can’t. I just can’t move fast on Invega Sustenna and it’s slowed down my metabolism big time. Raised my prolactin levels and everything.

Tell this to the government about the effects of this drug do to you. They should able to understand that if you are depressed miserable hopeless boring no personality no emotion then they shouldn't force you if you refuse to take antipsychotics

Invega oh invega shot in my arm. Invega oh invega worse than my morning alarm. I love the way you take away my pleasures in life. The needle pierces my deeper than a butcher knife. Oh how I crave you invega I crave you night and day. Invega invega yes you come and you stay!

I dont understand this. And no I didnt wanted superpowers lol I didnt wanted anything except existing.

Ok then refuse to take medication, and if they don't listen then file a petition against the government because they are not allow to force any drugs at you no matter what. So don't take it and don't let anyone force you. And I'm sorry for your situation

Ok then refuse to take medication, and if they don't listen then file a petition against the government because they are not allow to force any drugs at you no matter what. So don't take it and don't let anyone force you. And I'm sorry for your situation

Say that you don't feel you exist.they should understand this and not force you any drugs. The government job is only to protect and not to cause harm. And they do worst then harm which is depressed,hopeless all the time. I'm sorry that you are going through this stupid situation

Preamble
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This is one of the law of the united states and it clearly says they are not allowed to force injection against your will . So just don't take the injection because your life is wasted and and nothing productive came out from your life. And if they still want to force you then file a petition and study the government rules and law and tell them " I am not enjoying my life, it makes me depressed and hopeless" .. I am disgusted of their selfishness for them to force you to take injection against your will.becausr they should not be able to do that. It's extremely cruel and the government job is protect you, not make your life a living hell(depressing hopeless without enjoyment)

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Hi everybody. I have been also suffuring from this nasty poison and recovored plenty after 6-7 month. Never lose hope !

I would suggest to try product from bees like propolis and/or royal gelee. But surely the body need time to eliminate the poison.

Yes I agree never lose hope no matter what situation are in and always not let anyone take advantage of you if they want to force drugs and you refuse it.

Nice joke
Thousands of people complain about it

i cannot simply express how much i hate invega .. literally everything is better than invega .. the worst moments of my life are a godsend compared to invega. GOD this drug absolutely ruins your life

Tell that to the mental health system about the effects the drugs do you you. They should be able to understand and care and protect you instead of doing the opposite

FUCK i had no clue how lucky i was before getting the shot god fucking damnit
This shit is unreal i want it to be a dream i want to wake up out of this nightmare

I understand what your going through the dumb system is horrible. But I've taken invega sustenna and whenever I withdrew (about 6 months) I got better then before .I'm 25 years old turning 26 on December 31. And I've been taking medications since about age 16 years old. So it's been almost 10 years and the last time there was no medication in my system was 2 years ago and it's been like few weeks it's out of my system. I know a way for you to get your life back. because I have a way to teach you spiritual meditation and it should work for anyone who withdraws medication and your life would be even better then before medication. This is my email [email protected]

So there is a way for you to get your life back the way you want so don't give up. At least email me and we'll go from there.and you are right about everything and I get that.

 

[apsucks]

Bro fuck off. I want to be 100% back to normal. I’m not living with side effects from a mother fucking stupid fucking piece of shit shot I got at 30 years old. I’m not never getting high and it actually feeling good again. I don’t want a “different” high. I don’t want to waste YEARS of my life making moderate progress and gaining small portions of my being back. All for fucking nothing. Jesus Christ I didn’t realize how lucky I was before this. I should have never went to the fucking hospital. But I did and now I am fucked for life. So fucking terrific. Great. Fucking mother fucking awesome. The whole thing is done. I’m killing myself. Hands down I’m the fuck out of here. This is my last post on this piece of shit worthless thread full of people with fucked up brains 17 months after getting 1 fucking shot. It’s sad that anyone is here at all. The whole thing is disgustingly sickening and I’m the fuck out of here.

FUCK i had no clue how lucky i was before getting the shot god fucking damnit
This shit is unreal i want it to be a dream i want to wake up out of this nightmare

 

[Runawayfar]

Did Invega Sustenna effect your performance when working out? I used to be able to run a km really fast and now I can’t. I just can’t move fast on Invega Sustenna and it’s slowed down my metabolism big time. Raised my prolactin levels and everything.

Yes all antipsychotics make me unable to exercise, they affect aerobic ability, cause you to fatigue quickly, cause weakness, effect focus and motivation. I can't describe what they exactly do but I haven't been able to exercise for over a year and a half, previously I was very fit and healthy, went to the gym every day, now I'm a couch potato. It's a crime what psychiatry does, takes away your physical health and destroys you mentally too .

 

[t_xeplionhell]

After being injected with 8 different antipsychotics, the last one was nearly 4 months ago, I've realised that a feeling of the spirit is all in the brain and comes from dopamine and serotonin and whatever other receptors antipsychotics block. I've been dead for over a year and a half now , I hope I recover back to my previous self after 7 months but it's hard. I always believed that there was an afterlife and family members who have passed away as well as pets spirits moved on to another dimension and this gave me peace, but now since Psychiatry can cause a living death with antipsychotics it's hard for me to believe we have a spirit that transcends the brain. This causes me sadness as well as the constant daily misery I endure due to antipsychotic injections, I didn't have invega but they are all the same misery causing, dopamine and serotonin blocking drugs with different degrees in misery. I apologise for my depressing post, I do have hope I'll recover after 7 months to a year, as I've read of people recovering from 7 invega injections and another person had 11 injections. It's just a very hard experience.

Spirit is not what you can feel or sense without phyisical part - brain, its only conciousness/awareness but not completely as we know it, its much more. Death is not suffering like we suffer from invega since suffering is also product of brain.

 

[0.o_LaCuNa_o.0]

Yes all antipsychotics make me unable to exercise, they affect aerobic ability, cause you to fatigue quickly, cause weakness, effect focus and motivation. I can't describe what they exactly do but I haven't been able to exercise for over a year and a half, previously I was very fit and healthy, went to the gym every day, now I'm a couch potato. It's a crime what psychiatry does, takes away your physical health and destroys you mentally too .

What's the last AP you were on, Invega?

 

[Runawayfar]

What's the last AP you were on, Invega?

I took invega pills, then was forced On CTO abilify Injections and zyprexa injections, last injection 4 months ago, in my experience all antipsychotics cause the same loss of function and misery.

 

[apsucks]

Today worse than yesterday

 

[apsucks]

Cant do this shit anymore why is month 3 worse than month 2 it doesnt make sense