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Mental Health Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

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darvocet21 said:
I think that you had the real deal. What Christians call Grace what Buddhists call Samhadi... Which is why telling it and telling it actually causes it to dissipate. Because it is ineffable, words can never do it justice
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I was telling about my experience to my 2 friends, week passed and it didnt dissipated, it got stronger thru that week tho.
 
this sexual dysfuction makes stimdick pale in comparison .. at least with stimdick there is some life present in there
 
i rather eat cat shit out of the kitty litter box than getting a shot of invega ..
i would eat catshit an entire year
 
I cant think of much worse torture than being put on invega injections. The wait just seems to be so damn long. I'm eagerly anticipating the 6 month mark and trying my best to distract myself as much as possible to make the time pass by quicker.
 
apsucks said:
I cant think of much worse torture than being put on invega injections. The wait just seems to be so damn long. I'm eagerly anticipating the 6 month mark and trying my best to distract myself as much as possible to make the time pass by quicker.
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It's hard to find ways to distract myself. I find it very fucking hard to distract myself. Sorry.
 
HellYesInvegaSucks said:
It's hard to find ways to distract myself. I find it very fucking hard to distract myself. Sorry.
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i know i think some people have extreme anhedonia from the injection unfortuntely i think we're both such people.
Some other people have it easier i think they have less anhedonia ... the anhedonia is the worst !@$!%!% you can have
Even looking at girls is like mwehhh .. no sex drive whatsoever. You could give me the hottest chick on the planet i would have zero interest right now
700 million bucks wouldn't do me anything ... yeah i would pay a surgeon to suck out depot of invega prolly

i know it get repetitive but holy fuck this anhedonia is horrible.. its more worse than any drug withdrawl
i rather lose a hand than getting invega shot .. i can deal with having one hand i can't deal with being stuck daily.
 
i cannot simply express how much i hate invega .. literally everything is better than invega .. the worst moments of my life are a godsend compared to invega. GOD this drug absolutely ruins your life
 
apsucks said:
at least you experienced some improvements .. we still spend time in invegashittyville's sewers
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It still sucks not feeling moods and the action of dopamine, not being able to get high properly. I can make improvements but it don’t mean shit to me if I can’t be motivated and feel like an actual man anymore. Cigarettes still taste like ass. I just wish I could go back in time knowing what I know now. For me it’s 100% recovery or damn near to it or death man. Life isn’t meant to be lived in chains
 
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