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It's not actually at all a psychiatric thing or a question of sanity it's simply the extent and level to which I push consciousness alteration with gigantic doses of LSD massively potentiated by large amounts of edible and vaporised cannabis as well as way above average daily amounts of Kavalactones in my system as well.I never believe I will get things back.
> What u mean mate? Kinda sounds like lsd since i hear it can be pretty unforgiving like that (when used unceasingly)
Do you have another psych avail to switch to for a while?
Every time I go so far out to the point where I have no default mode network or sense of self and no way of retracing that it's like starting afresh as a child every time in a brand new world where everything is alien and anew.
In those times it can feel as though you will not regain your ability to participate and function in ordinary reality again and yesterday was one of the most profound experiences I have had that way I was dumbfounded entirely barely able to articulate a sentence or sensible thought.
Largely influenza fatigue related as well as general fatigue but also really ridiculous amounts of LSD on top of lots of other substances already.
Somehow and I really cannot tell anybody how I still continue to snap back but every time it's literally like a fresh self I'm just so adapted now to constantly detaching from myself and then becoming myself again.
Thanks for enquiring and putting the thought into it Syd Barrett really did inspire me you know lol.
I recognised as a youth what he was affectively doing very proactively using large doses of LSD to shift consciousness and astral travel in a visionary manner except he run too fast to keep up with the integration in a life situation that he wasn't prepared for.