Hi everybody,
I have been roaming these forums for some time for information but I think now is the time I interact and really ask the questions.
The habit had been slowly building. at the beginning of 2020 started having access to hydro and 5mg oxy. Was taking 10 to 20mg hydro or 7.5 to 10mg of oxy maybe once a week sometimes twice until about April 2020. Then it stopped for 4/5 months until September 2020, a hook was found. Stopped messing with hydro and only used Oxy. 10 to 15 MG 2 or 3 times a week turned into 20 to 30MG 4 times a week by the end of the year. 2021 just about started using oxy every single day. went from 30mg in the beginning of the year up to 50MG by April. In June there was a required stop of 7 days. First night I really had trouble sleeping with hot and cold flashes as well as restless leg syndrome. Second night was tough as well but a little better. Third night not so bad and the following nights I was okay.
Instead of keeping on the sober path the thought that my tolerance may have lowered kicked in. Middle of June quickly ramped back up to 50MG a day. Also towards the end of June I came across my first "pressed" 30. Eventually i decided the cost of oxy was too high and the pressed were cheaper so for the past 6 to 7 weeks have had the pressed. Started at half a day, crushing it up and using it sporadically all day rather than a one time does. got up to one pressed a day.
Realized this is the wrong path and with reading through the forums I quickly found out the detox from Fent is not the same as the detox from oxy. With that, 2 days ago used little less than half a pressed. Yesterday used less than 1/4th a pressed and took the last of it at 7PM pacific time.
Sorry about the long essay but wanted to really lay out the situation.
What I will have: gabapentin, lorazepam, olanzapine and I can purchase loperamide. Also will have naltrexone but not sure how that can help
In regards to Sub, I have someone who says they can get it but if that falls through is it easy as calling a clinic?
Also, may I ask what else is recommended to have during this process? Kratom, clonazepam, diazepam and etc.
Lastly, can someone draft a little guide for me? I have read it may be smarter to switch back to oxy first if you have messed with Fent then taper off?
I appreciate everyone's input.
I have been roaming these forums for some time for information but I think now is the time I interact and really ask the questions.
The habit had been slowly building. at the beginning of 2020 started having access to hydro and 5mg oxy. Was taking 10 to 20mg hydro or 7.5 to 10mg of oxy maybe once a week sometimes twice until about April 2020. Then it stopped for 4/5 months until September 2020, a hook was found. Stopped messing with hydro and only used Oxy. 10 to 15 MG 2 or 3 times a week turned into 20 to 30MG 4 times a week by the end of the year. 2021 just about started using oxy every single day. went from 30mg in the beginning of the year up to 50MG by April. In June there was a required stop of 7 days. First night I really had trouble sleeping with hot and cold flashes as well as restless leg syndrome. Second night was tough as well but a little better. Third night not so bad and the following nights I was okay.
Instead of keeping on the sober path the thought that my tolerance may have lowered kicked in. Middle of June quickly ramped back up to 50MG a day. Also towards the end of June I came across my first "pressed" 30. Eventually i decided the cost of oxy was too high and the pressed were cheaper so for the past 6 to 7 weeks have had the pressed. Started at half a day, crushing it up and using it sporadically all day rather than a one time does. got up to one pressed a day.
Realized this is the wrong path and with reading through the forums I quickly found out the detox from Fent is not the same as the detox from oxy. With that, 2 days ago used little less than half a pressed. Yesterday used less than 1/4th a pressed and took the last of it at 7PM pacific time.
Sorry about the long essay but wanted to really lay out the situation.
What I will have: gabapentin, lorazepam, olanzapine and I can purchase loperamide. Also will have naltrexone but not sure how that can help
In regards to Sub, I have someone who says they can get it but if that falls through is it easy as calling a clinic?
Also, may I ask what else is recommended to have during this process? Kratom, clonazepam, diazepam and etc.
Lastly, can someone draft a little guide for me? I have read it may be smarter to switch back to oxy first if you have messed with Fent then taper off?
I appreciate everyone's input.