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☮ Social ☮ PD Social Talk Thread: If 2020 Was the Dumpster, Can 2021 Be the Fire?

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this rewiring of my brain has made music sound totally different. I can pick out each layer better. Fucking still do not feel normal yet and still a bit tired. LSD beats shrooms in every fucking way.
 
TripSitterNZ said:
this rewiring of my brain has made music sound totally different. I can pick out each layer better. Fucking still do not feel normal yet and still a bit tired. LSD beats shrooms in every fucking way.
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How are your anger issues after this massive LSD/ket experience? I haven’t noticed you being combative around the place this last week. Do you think you’ve found new levels of tolerance and understanding regarding things that used to set you off? Or is it just untested so far?
 
Perforated said:
How are your anger issues after this massive LSD/ket experience? I haven’t noticed you being combative around the place this last week. Do you think you’ve found new levels of tolerance and understanding regarding things that used to set you off? Or is it just untested so far?
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i believe i found a new level of understanding within myself and feel much more controlled with my emotions. i now see it pointless to be so anger all the time its just bad for my own health and gets me nowhere. Instead i just try breathe and let go of whatever is annoying me. Will be interesting to see how my personality reforms over the next few months. i have decided its now going be a long hiatus from psychedelics unless DMT falls into my lap. pointless going back into a trip again after going to such new heights it would be so hard to top it unless i was taking 10 + tabs. But that is not a good idea for me.

I am now more free and solid in myself. I feel like alot of stuff has been lifted off my heart.

Life is a mystery. But i will stay true to my values and virtues and always strive to be a better person than i was the day before. Before LSD I was truly a twisted son of a bitch before my rebirth.

I hope to grow more over the next half of the year. This year so far i believe i have grown in a few ways. I am more confident in myself now.

I have this neighbor who i see quite often but never speak to but she always smiles at me but i never seen her with friends or anybody she just keeps to herself. Alot of people are quite antisocial these days i always like to meet new people so i might just try talk to her next time i see her. I need to make new connections and network in this city. Tbh i suspect it will go well probably just very shy like myself most people keep to themselves around here. I guess it can't hurt to just be a normal human i believe this age of the internet has destroyed most peoples social skills.

I get so bored doing nothing i have become more and more extroverted the more drugs i have consumed in life. now i don't like staying alone but last year i spent alot of time alone and most of 2019 aswell. I really like meeting foreign people they just alot more interesting to talk to. I no longer gonna seek a girlfriend i have some solid plans in place and i aint gonna let anybody hold me down to this country cause ima grind and leave when i can.

Im also going to try slowly taper down on any drugs i still consume and hoping for a sober 2022. I will always try i always failed so far but i still want to give it another shot.

check out this edm duo

smoked a fat kief bowl and my lungs still hurt 4 hours later lol
 
TripSitterNZ said:
Instead i just try breathe and let go of whatever is annoying me.
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I repeat this little moto to myself sometimes or just go by it- if you can’t control it, don’t let it annoy you. If you can control it, control it.

I like the self empowering second part but I have to concede it’s often the things outside of my control that annoy the hell out of me, especially certain sounds all around.

I have got superb control over myself though in a composed, zero social anxiety or pressure sense, total calm clear communication always. I have fully accepted myself moreso with the extensive acid use, even if I feel nuts a lot of the time, I would need a few months off I really feel to properly begin the integration.

I’ve never been so behind on it before, it’s important to keep up with that integration to avoid a real mish-mash.
 
You guys ever have moments when you realize you had a dream about the event you're living right now? Kinda like deja vu, but then you remember you dreamed about it ages ago and now it's happening.
 
xammy said:
You guys ever have moments when you realize you had a dream about the event you're living right now? Kinda like deja vu, but then you remember you dreamed about it ages ago and now it's happening.
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A couple of times, yeah. The most profound was a recurring daydream and once an actual dream of a good friend I had, who I thought had killed himself. I mean we lost touch but he had a failed attempt right before that and said he wanted to die the last time I talked to him and was about to be homeless. I grieved for him and everything. Then like 4 years later, I was tripping on acid at a show, and walked around a bend, and saw the exact dream/daydream vision, he was turned the same way, gesturing the same way, I had to do a triple take and then I went up to him and we hugged and caught up a bit, he had recovered and was really happy and doing great. It was pretty profound.
 
We're all connected because we're all the same being, we're the universe. Sometimes we tap into something beyond this particular instance of ourselves, and when we do it's pretty amazing.

My ex wife used to have prophetic dreams as a kid. She had dreams of 3 family members dying in specific ways, and eventually 2 of them came true, many years later. She told me once that the third one was of her mom dying, but she refused to ever talk about it because it disturbed her a lot.
 
My father had dreams about meeting my mother 5 years later he met her and they got married right down to so many details. Happens to everyone but most people ignore their dreams
 
I honestly, honestly, had two genuine prophethc dreams about the upcoming pandemic, mid-2019.

Both equally the most exciting, and frightening “experiences”, not just dreams, of my life.

Really powerful symbology and imagery, themes, surreal but almost picture book like total clarity and vividness, very fast and short too but captivating and shaking.
 
Xorkoth said:
About to head downtown to play a July 3rd show, should fill up to capacity. Gonna be a blast. Playing from 9:30 until 1:30, probably 2 with encores. I'm wearing a silk shirt embroidered with dragons cuz that's how I roll.
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Nice! And exciting. Safe travels and have an enjoyable time above all.
 
Xorkoth said:
It's pretty much impossible to lay blotter where every single tab is exactly right on. due to the drying process as it gets near the end. Even my buddy who lays blotter and is really good at it says they vary by 10% best case scenario, easy.
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I get that for laying multiple sheets. The first one is probably different than the 100th. But would you think that two hits from the same tenstrip (so close to each other on the sheet) would differ by 10%?

Doesn’t really matter I guess since I’m not likely to notice the difference between 90 ug and 100 ug.
 
porkstock said:
I get that for laying multiple sheets. The first one is probably different than the 100th. But would you think that two hits from the same tenstrip (so close to each other on the sheet) would differ by 10%?

Doesn’t really matter I guess since I’m not likely to notice the difference between 90 ug and 100 ug.
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But 220 ug, could be a touch deeper than 200, so it does come into it.
 
porkstock said:
I get that for laying multiple sheets. The first one is probably different than the 100th. But would you think that two hits from the same tenstrip (so close to each other on the sheet) would differ by 10%?

Doesn’t really matter I guess since I’m not likely to notice the difference between 90 ug and 100 ug.
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It's more that the edges tend to be stronger because the sheet tends to curl slightly when almost dry. So I hear anyway. I'm sure it's possible to lay them more accurately but even very highly rated darkweb LSD sources are notorious for inconsistent dosage. Hell even the legal lysgeramide blotters produced by the professionals are not particularly consistent, especially some batches.
 
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