Don't take this the wrong way (and hell I'm a downer addict, who am I to say anything...) but why is your answer to everything, "I'm gonna take a break from LSD, then I'm gonna take LSD, then I'm gonna take a break from it, then I'm gonna take lots again."? It just doesn't seem healthy from an outside perspective
Maybe you're content with that, and if so, forgive my assumptions; but to me it just seems like another form of drug addiction. When I was tripping psilacetin two or three times a week last year, it was definitely chasing a dragon. It was an addiction and eventually it slapped me in the face so hard that I'm very disinterested in tripping on it any time soon.
I think it's time that many of us here stop swapping one addiction for another, and start trying to actually
live. Every time I quit something I swap it for booze, or opioids, or cannabis, or extra benzos on top of my medicinal doses, or psychedelics... and I'm beginning to realize that it's slowly eroding my ability to enjoy just about
anything without being on
something.
Wishing you (and everyone here) well