Exactly. I mean I count myself fortunate that I didn't have a faith-believing bone in my body or else I could've wound up mixed up about life. I can't help that I was baptized as a baby but it didn't mean anything to me and I still thought being forced to go to church was wrong. The only thing I didn't mind was Bible study but that's because I like to learn but I did all of that on my own and not by listening to what others thought