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same old same old

hey ! i get to go to pain management on march 17. so maybe i will be able to pace my doses more. who knows. i'm just scared.
 
Just some weed but had some heroin this morning after waiting 3 bloody hours for the man and had my methadone straight after so this split is probably gonna knock my head off I got a really low virgin like tolerance to weed especially compared to what my weed tolerance used to be I used to put half a gram in a spliff 3-4 years back now I put probably less than 0.1 in a one sheet and usually can't have more than 3 drags at a time one good things that's fine from my heroin addiction lmao
 
2 cones of some high grade indica
60mg hydrocodone
100mg dph
25mg promethazine
Cigs/nicotine
1 big bong rip right before I went to sleep

Been on these hydros for a couple days, it’s time for a break.

Luckily my alprazolam will help with that
 
30mg cbd
100mg hydroxyzine
10mg olanzapine

Trying to relax but a little on edge tonight
 
No complaints. My ex just got approved and scheduled for top surgery after five years of medical industrial complex footsie; talked by text for a little while, it was nice. I have faith that we'll find a way to make friendship work (not so sure other days, but fuck it, that's today).

SO:
Nicotine, vaped
2 shots CC rye
Couple kava chewies
25g red vein kratom, divided between two doses
Mole enchiladas on homemade masa tortillas
AAA+ cannabis indica (pipe)
Fallout 4

Man, hadn't had kratom in months until today... thoroughly underwhelmed. Alas; oh, to just be whelmed ;----;
But noooo ordering any more brorphine
Bad, bad dog
playing fallout 4? or did they name a strain that?. great game. i've been gettin my ass kicked in bloodborne the past few days lol
 
Nightly? 1 capful of pain relief ZzzQuil with 10% alcohol, 10mg melatonin gummies, 5mg percocet, and a shitload of weed. I drink heavily about 1 night a week as well and about once a month I like to treat myself to a dose of 200mg oxy or 300mg of morphine along with some nitrous oxide for an extra kick. I also smoke weed pretty much 24/7, which helps, but without opiates i don't think I'd be able to sleep. Insomnia is gonna be a bitch when I have to quit.
 
1200 mg of Gabapentin. Staggered
2 grams of Red Bali kratom
2 shots of Amsterdam vodka
Not much else got home chores to do
 
30mg cbd
100mg hydroxyzine

Trying to wash the days anxiety off of me
 
It’s 2:30 AM Saturday and all I have left to work with is:

5 mg valium
5 mg zolpidem
25 mg seroquel

I was shocked to see my stash so depleted and got a bit freaked cause I’m so amped. Speed walked to the pharmacy to get a refill of seroquel but script had expired.

Probably gonna have to ride this out until Monday afternoon when I see my shrink again but don’t wanna go see him after 72 hours awake...
 
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