Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

[xeplionisbad]

hello , i was injected 2 doses of 235mg of Xeplion (Invega Sustenna ) the 4/06/2019 , i also got hospitalised and got diagnosed schizophrenic after that, for 4 months... where i took abilify pills , they finaly diagnosed me with aspd , And i'v got expelled from france
Now im finaly back to my country stopped medication for 4 months now ,
im 21 and i'm building 4 big houses where im getting payed 2000e minimum per house , im also starting a start up with a team where im developping a new buisness solution, i also manage an automatic online buisness that brings me around 400 euros per week , and managing a cannabis buisness aswell that brings me around 1000-5000e per months , i'm also getting payed around 350 euros for the diagnosis of schizophrenia
when i took the injection iv had around 9 months of hell , every single symptoms you guys got , so guys don't give up , you'll get back everything , i am completly normal now, and trust me if i continue in this rate in 5 years il become a millionaire SO GUYS! CHILL THE FUCK DOWN , FOCUS ON SELF DEVELOPPEMENT , READ ALOT AND FOCUS DONT LOSE HOPE PLEASE, and yes i didn't state that 1 month after my second hospitalisation i took around 150 pills where i attempted suicide , i got in intensive care and died for around 30 mins So guys don't do that its usless , Work your ass up, Send me a message if you need to talk

 

[Gdvffh]

Yeah, I was about to go to my psychiatrist last Tuesday, but she wasn't there, so I have to go next Tuesday. I decided not to say that I want to sue the doctors or do anything about it, I'm too much scared of risking. I'm just a bit scared that if I keep telling my psychiatrist about my Parkinsonian symptoms, anxiety to the point that I don't go out at all, or my insomnia, she will send me to the hospital or something. Or that I will get under commitment, because obviously I can't go out to buy food for myself or get a job, I depend on my parents. I still can make myself food and take care of my hygiene, but my parents are getting mad, I'm scared one day they'll say that they've had enough and will force me to go to the hospital. I'm hoping I can refuse to take any drugs in a psych ward if that happens. Man, wtf is this about, you don't have schizophrenia, you have Parkinsonian symptoms caused by the drug instead, and you can be forced to take antipsychotics, because some retarded doctors in a psych ward think you're schizophrenic? What's wrong with this world?

Yeah psychiatry is the biggest scam around. Thats why they have to force people into hospitals and force them to take drugs through there injections. Too much peopld wouldnt take them otherwise. Like the mental hospital is what caused your problem and your parents think bringing you there again will help. The problem is psychiatey has too much credibility and parents tend to side with the doctors as opposed to there own kid. Psychistrist honestly cant help out. If you are looking to sue psychiatrist what you need to do is make an appointment with a lawyer

 

[Malakoff]

Yeah, I was about to go to my psychiatrist last Tuesday, but she wasn't there, so I have to go next Tuesday. I decided not to say that I want to sue the doctors or do anything about it, I'm too much scared of risking. I'm just a bit scared that if I keep telling my psychiatrist about my Parkinsonian symptoms, anxiety to the point that I don't go out at all, or my insomnia, she will send me to the hospital or something. Or that I will get under commitment, because obviously I can't go out to buy food for myself or get a job, I depend on my parents. I still can make myself food and take care of my hygiene, but my parents are getting mad, I'm scared one day they'll say that they've had enough and will force me to go to the hospital. I'm hoping I can refuse to take any drugs in a psych ward if that happens. Man, wtf is this about, you don't have schizophrenia, you have Parkinsonian symptoms caused by the drug instead, and you can be forced to take antipsychotics, because some retarded doctors in a psych ward think you're schizophrenic? What's wrong with this world?

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[akitalove]

a week from 9 months off. I feel better than ever. I've recovered my personality and it's even better than before. I'm no longer thinking about invega and feel fired up for the world again. I can get high and feel strong positive emotion. I'm laughing and smiling like I did when I was a kid. Invega recovery was by far the most challenging experience of my life, it was a living nightmare.

Remember that thinking you won't recover is simply result of a lack of ability to feel positive. You can think positive thoughts but that's not gonna make you feel any better when you can't feel at all. In time it'll come back.

Did you lose the weight and go back to your normal body?

 

[Sbar25]

I read on quora people said their is no guarantee of recovery from antipsyfothitcs. Is this just BS.?

 

[Sbar25]

It's good to know recovery is actually possible this has been a very difficult challenge for me and I hope things change soon

 

[Ab33]

Thats why im constantly obsessed about things I ususally didnt obssessed about. Also can having myopia be the reason why youre 'psychotic'. I mean I swear if I had my glasses on I'd not have ran to the psychiatric ward, I'd more aware. Sound crazy but it really is. Without glasses I act really stupid.

Im crying right now men. Legit I cant take this anymore. Im not motivated have constant ocd,cognitive issues,lowered iq,anxiety,depression,etc

Wish i could endy life quickly and hope on a rebirth. Life sucks. Even more when youre dopamine receptors are fucked. You cant grasps things anymore,etc

Did it went away with someone?
Pff suicide is best option. Whats the point if you cant talk to people,wach your favorite tv show,study,cognitive impaired,fatigued,have no sense of direction

Im so young 19.

 

[mrwelladjusted]

Thats why im constantly obsessed about things I ususally didnt obssessed about. Also can having myopia be the reason why youre 'psychotic'. I mean I swear if I had my glasses on I'd not have ran to the psychiatric ward, I'd more aware. Sound crazy but it really is. Without glasses I act really stupid.

Im crying right now men. Legit I cant take this anymore. Im not motivated have constant ocd,cognitive issues,lowered iq,anxiety,depression,etc

Wish i could endy life quickly and hope on a rebirth. Life sucks. Even more when youre dopamine receptors are fucked. You cant grasps things anymore,etc

Did it went away with someone?
Pff suicide is best option. Whats the point if you cant talk to people,wach your favorite tv show,study

Im so young 19.

You've had an Invega injection, right? When precisely, March? How much mg? I've had one Abilify 400mg injection 2nd March this year and it seems we're having same symptoms, even though we're not on the same drug.
Don't kill yourself, there's no such thing as rebirth. If you do kill yourself, you're never going to experience life ever again, it'll be the end of your consciousness. I'm thinking about killing myself everyday, I know it'd be the easiest way to end my suffering, but it's not the best way to solve this problem. We will recover, but it'll take a lot of time. Right now I'm thinking of therapy, even though I can't speak almost at all. Maybe if I'm in a quiet place with a therapist, where she or he would be able to understand my quiet voice and speech impairment, I could somehow learn something and get help. I know that this whole thing is 90% about blocked both dopamine and serotonin, but for some, including me, there's trauma happening and it can be really difficult to deal with this only by yourself. Maybe a therapist could calm me down or something, so I'm not that stressed out about this thing. I recommend you going to therapy too, if you feel like doing it.

 

[Ab33]

You've had an Invega injection, right? When precisely, March? How much mg? I've had one Abilify 400mg injection 2nd March this year and it seems we're having same symptoms, even though we're not on the same drug.
Don't kill yourself, there's no such thing as rebirth. If you do kill yourself, you're never going to experience life ever again, it'll be the end of your consciousness. I'm thinking about killing myself everyday, I know it'd be the easiest way to end my suffering, but it's not the best way to solve this problem. We will recover, but it'll take a lot of time. Right now I'm thinking of therapy, even though I can't speak almost at all. Maybe if I'm in a quiet place with a therapist, where she or he would be able to understand my quiet voice and speech impairment, I could somehow learn something and get help. I know that this whole thing is 90% about blocked both dopamine and serotonin, but for some, including me, there's trauma happening and it can be really difficult to deal with this only by yourself. Maybe a therapist could calm me down or something, so I'm not that stressed out about this thing. I recommend you going to therapy too, if you feel like doing it.

I dont think I had an injection. They only gave me pills. Uhm yes we share the same med.
These where the meds btw

Zyprexa 10 mg 1 day
Abilify 10 mg 2 weeks
Zyprexa 1 week
Invega 3 mg for like 2 weeks I guess

They all fucked my memory,ability to think and write,organise,plan,express emotions,intelligence,motivation.

And im stuck with muscle stiffness,memory loss,etc

Really dont have the motivation to go man. I mean sure if I had the energy.

Im sure there is enough hope and that recovery will happen. And yes the same its difficult when your speech is impaired.

Also do you also have the sense that youre not aware of time and date? Time is just passing.

Only thing I can do know is sleep.

 

[mrwelladjusted]

I dont think I had an injection. They only gave me pills. Uhm yes we share the same med.
These where the meds btw

Zyprexa 10 mg 1 day
Abilify 10 mg 2 weeks
Zyprexa 1 week
Invega 3 mg for like 2 weeks I guess

They all fucked my memory,ability to think and write,organise,plan,express emotions,intelligence,motivation.

And im stuck with muscle stiffness,memory loss,etc

Really dont have the motivation to go man. I mean sure if I had the energy.

Im sure there is enough hope and that recovery will happen. And yes the same its difficult when your speech is impaired.

Also do you also have the sense that youre not aware of time and date? Time is just passing.

Only thing I can do know is sleep.

And you've had all of this 6 months ago? It that's the case and you still feel bad, I wonder when I'm going to recover after the injection, I'm actually scared as fuck. I mean, you've only had oral drugs with short half-lifes, you should be recovered already. I guess you don't have long to wait, you just have to be patient.

Yeah, I have the same time and date thing, lol, that's weird as hell, I can't even describe this feeling properly.

 

[Ab33]

And you've had all of this 6 months ago? It that's the case and you still feel bad, I wonder when I'm going to recover after the injection, I'm actually scared as fuck. I mean, you've only had oral drugs with short half-lifes, you should be recovered already. I guess you don't have long to wait, you just have to be patient.

Yeah, I have the same time and date thing, lol, that's weird as hell, I can't even describe this feeling properly.

No sorry last pill was 2 months ago, my mistake.
But thats so fking long man?!!

Legit times passes away suickly,you dont form memories from past days,months. Its sad!

But wait can going to therapy fix all these issues?
I dont know man. I feel demented. Is there a name for it?

Will go to therapy man. Ive legit lost ability to care for myself.

 

[mrwelladjusted]

No sorry last pill was 2 months ago, my mistake.
But thats so fking long man?!!

Legit times passes away suickly,you dont form memories from past days,months. Its sad!

But wait can going to therapy fix all these issues?
I dont know man. I feel demented. Is there a name for it?

Will go to therapy man. Ive legit lost ability to care for myself.

Oral Abilify has up to 6 days of half-life, so if you were given 10mg, it can take a month or so to clear it out of your system. The good thing tho is that it's probably mostly out of your system, so right now there's recovery going on, instead of the process of removing the drug, which should be done by now. It probably takes several months to recover from oral Abilify, a friend of mine on another forum was also given some oral AP and he's not recovered yet after a couple of months, but he's probably getting there.

Yeah, I don't have memories either, every day of mine is just suffering and that's how I remember past 6 months, no pleasurable time to remember.

Therapy's not going to cure your symptoms, you probably have different Parkinson's symptoms and some kind of dementia, just like I do. But therapy can actually help you get rid of your suicidal thoughts, help you endure this whole experience, make you feel less lonely. But maybe in this case the better option would be sticking to a psychologist, other than a therapist, I'm not sure.

 

[NoMoreZombi]

hello , i was injected 2 doses of 235mg of Xeplion (Invega Sustenna ) the 4/06/2019 , i also got hospitalised and got diagnosed schizophrenic after that, for 4 months... where i took abilify pills , they finaly diagnosed me with aspd , And i'v got expelled from france
Now im finaly back to my country stopped medication for 4 months now ,
im 21 and i'm building 4 big houses where im getting payed 2000e minimum per house , im also starting a start up with a team where im developping a new buisness solution, i also manage an automatic online buisness that brings me around 400 euros per week , and managing a cannabis buisness aswell that brings me around 1000-5000e per months , i'm also getting payed around 350 euros for the diagnosis of schizophrenia
when i took the injection iv had around 9 months of hell , every single symptoms you guys got , so guys don't give up , you'll get back everything , i am completly normal now, and trust me if i continue in this rate in 5 years il become a millionaire SO GUYS! CHILL THE FUCK DOWN , FOCUS ON SELF DEVELOPPEMENT , READ ALOT AND FOCUS DONT LOSE HOPE PLEASE, and yes i didn't state that 1 month after my second hospitalisation i took around 150 pills where i attempted suicide , i got in intensive care and died for around 30 mins So guys don't do that its usless , Work your ass up, Send me a message if you need to talk

ASPD? That sounds like a pretty serious diagnosis. It stands for antisocial personality disorder which means you are basically a sociopath.

 

[Ab33]

Oral Abilify has up to 6 days of half-life, so if you were given 10mg, it can take a month or so to clear it out of your system. The good thing tho is that it's probably mostly out of your system, so right now there's recovery going on, instead of the process of removing the drug, which should be done by now. It probably takes several months to recover from oral Abilify, a friend of mine on another forum was also given some oral AP and he's not recovered yet after a couple of months, but he's probably getting there.

Yeah, I don't have memories either, every day of mine is just suffering and that's how I remember past 6 months, no pleasurable time to remember.

Therapy's not going to cure your symptoms, you probably have different Parkinson's symptoms and some kind of dementia, just like I do. But therapy can actually help you get rid of your suicidal thoughts, help you endure this whole experience, make you feel less lonely. But maybe in this case the better option would be sticking to a psychologist, other than a therapist, I'm not sure.

Wait isnt the last curable? I mean doesnt it go away from itself? Is it permanent?

My guess is that if the last oral pill is out of my system, it already should have been gone out of my system? Or might soon?

 

[mrwelladjusted]

Wait isnt the last curable? I mean doesnt it go away from itself? Is it permanent?

My guess is that if the last oral pill is out of my system, it already should have been gone out of my system? Or might soon?

It's not really curable, it's just recoverable. You can't treat it with any other drug, because antagonists are stronger than agonists. But considering Abilify and other APs are mostly out of your system right now, you can try with dopamine agonists and antidepressants, but I doubt it'd help. Moreover, I wouldn't risk with using drugs, because if there's still some Abilify in your system, there might be an interaction between drugs, which could possibly slow down the metabolism of Abilify, which means it would stay in your system for longer.

In sum, nothing here is permanent.

I guess you don't have much of those drugs left in your system, or you have have none of it left, but your body heals after it being present in it.

 

[Ab33]

It's not really curable, it's just recoverable. You can't treat it with any other drug, because antagonists are stronger than agonists. But considering Abilify and other APs are mostly out of your system right now, you can try with dopamine agonists and antidepressants, but I doubt it'd help. Moreover, I wouldn't risk with using drugs, because if there's still some Abilify in your system, there might be an interaction between drugs, which could possibly slow down the metabolism of Abilify, which means it would stay in your system for longer.

In sum, nothing here is permanent.

I guess you don't have much of those drugs left in your system, or you have have none of it left, but your body heals after it being present in it.

Fuck. Its weird. I have constant pain. Have difficult recalling words. My leg hurts. Wouldnt say neuropathy though idk.

Im sad conantly,have no joy. Weird
I cant plan or write anything.
No inner dialogue.

Idk men might be some underlying issues. I thought of Parkisonism honestly.

But I dont shake or have tremors. Cant be blood sugar too?
Inflammation idk? Really my mind isnt what is used to be.
Cant be sleep deprivation. Weird.

Maybe back to 'psychosis'. Which cant be honestly. Either im hypochondriac or crazy?
Maybe its bcs girl I was interested in wasnt interested in sex.
Idk man hypochondria can fuck up your mind. Dont know what to do. Im sure im sick but dont know what.
Really weird.

You have nothing going forward to. You cant create dopamine for yourself. Will just wait then till everything get better

 

[Gdvffh]

Fuck. Its weird. I have constant pain. Have difficult recalling words. My leg hurts. Wouldnt say neuropathy though idk.

Im sad conantly,have no joy. Weird
I cant plan or write anything.
No inner dialogue.

Idk men might be some underlying issues. I thought of Parkisonism honestly.

But I dont shake or have tremors. Cant be blood sugar too?
Inflammation idk? Really my mind isnt what is used to be.
Cant be sleep deprivation. Weird.

Maybe back to 'psychosis'. Which cant be honestly. Either im hypochondriac or crazy?
Maybe its bcs girl I was interested in wasnt interested in sex.
Idk man hypochondria can fuck up your mind. Dont know what to do. Im sure im sick but dont know what.
Really weird.

You have nothing going forward to. You cant create dopamine for yourself. Will just wait then till everything get better

Yeah the way your describing yourself is the same way im feeling now. No energy, when talk form few words but not long sentences. Its a struggle to take a shower and cook. Feel like shit all the time. Ive been tbrough this twice already so im just waiting to get better. Unfortunately i probably wont get better until march.

In case your interested back in 2015 tbey gave me 2mg risperidone pills and i took 60 of them. I stopped taking them in december and i think i recovered in july or august. Its a long road. A year is a long time to suffer. I can tell you these pills are the worse thing in the world. My family pisses me off cause they sent me to a mental hospital again and i have to deal with this shit all over again. Its like i told them so many times to never make me take those pills again and they just dont want to listen.

Does anyone wanna talk on facebook messenger. Might be easier. If so just private message me

 

[haldolhell]

I can only feel tobacco if its really strong tobacco and out of a bong it does not come close to comparing to getting high from weed i hate this

 

[AlphaMethylPhenyl]

I can only feel tobacco if its really strong tobacco and out of a bong it does not come close to comparing to getting high from weed i hate this

Something that can take some time and effort to get used to.

 

[haldolhell]

Something that can take some time and effort to get used to.

Do you know how longer it’ll take to stop craving so much. I was a heavy stoner 7g a day for years straight it’s 8 months sober now and things are just slightly bearable but I’m really depressed and just plain bored from not having that dopamine