Ignio
Bluelighter
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- Mar 5, 2015
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Leave some drugs for the rest of the world
Long time no see man how you been?
Notice that I no longer receive 120 mg methadone daily? I have a normal physician, a pain specialist and a abuse doctor. Against the advice of the pain speciel - who otherwise ranks here out by A LOT - the abuse reduced my methadone with 10 mg every third day (!!!!) till I reached zero. But even the pain specialist out ranks the abuse doctor, the Danish system is structured in a way where I the patient have to submit a complaint and then some council of 5 doctors needs to look at one paper, see the pain special out ranks the other doctor and sign the document. And back again I am on methadone. But I have waited three months so far and my complaint have still not reached the council. If they bother to make a system where doctors out rank each other, what the hell is the purpose then for this council? And why do I have to go through withdrawals just because I have to wait for a council to sign a document? Luckily my pain specialst just prescribed me more fentanyl and hydromorphone and only pain specialists are allowed to prescribe and council patients about these two drugs, so really I just changed some medication around.
But I actually consider not starting on methadone again. The withdrawals was bad EVEN with all those other opioids I get. So maybe I should just stay away from it. The other half of the time I consider putting a document together with scientific backing that it is really hard for people who have received methadone for as many years as I have to stop taking them succesfully.
Today I got the same as the post above:
20 mg Clonazepam
10 mg Alprazolam
320 mg OxyContin and 40 mg OxyNorm (both oxycodone, the first extended-release the second instant-release)
64 mg Hydromorphone
400 mg Tramadol
600 mg Pregabalin
3600 mg Gabapentin
40 mg Methylphenidate
150 mg Quetiapine
75 mg Promathezin
Except I took 10xKetogan resulting in a total of
50 mg Ketobemidon and 250 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (ketogan is a combination compound one pill containing 5 mg Ketobemidone a and 25 mg Dimethylaminodiphenylbuten (at least the oral ones do - you can get some that is to be taken anally, they contain more pr tablet).
But I have had a hard year. Last spring I was in a coma due to getting an epileptic seizure and hitting my head badly as I passed out thus receiving to little oxygen to my brain and not long ago I was attacked and stabbed several fatal places. But that I survirved too. But some year. 2020 can only be better
How are you doing?