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How High Are You? V. Dude Where's My Bar?

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I took a little propylhexedrine yesterday because stimulants can help with opiate withdrawal.... regret it a lot today, fuck that shit, it has such a gnarly crash. Add alcohol, and it's a day-long hangover with shitty stomach. Meh.
I'm saying this as a fellow drug addict and friend... you really needa stop abusing your body with cigs, beer, and benzedrex/stims. I don't know about you but I have heart issues genetically more frequent on my father's side, and stims never do the heart any good. I quit booze... but because of my health problems. Sorry for preaching... and I know it's hard when they're all easily available. Just want you to live to be an old happy Xorky <3
 
I'm sorry for being a hypocrite too. I'm buzzing real hard off that 200ug bupre. Haven't had too much etiz today so that's good. Not used to opioids right now so the bupe is a bit uncomfortable and I'm finding myself a bit dizzy. I think I'm gonna go and lie down for a while, been up since 4am anyhow....
 
A ton of Kratom
Kava
Corn chowder
blood orange vape juice 6mg

(taking a canna break unfortunately)

dont get my oxycodone till next month, oh well, at least im a little less stressed and paranoid about covid 19

ps new albums by The Garden and CocoRosie are so flipping good! Check them out!
 
I'm saying this as a fellow drug addict and friend... you really needa stop abusing your body with cigs, beer, and benzedrex/stims. I don't know about you but I have heart issues genetically more frequent on my father's side, and stims never do the heart any good. I quit booze... but because of my health problems. Sorry for preaching... and I know it's hard when they're all easily available. Just want you to live to be an old happy Xorky <3

True that, right now I just want to feel better...when I feel better I can start getting in shape again and enjoy relative sobriety again. I'm getting so sick of the ups and downs. This Coronavirus lockdown is gonna prevent me from going to the gym though, so I'll have to figure something out.
 
Just do some pushups and sit-ups and squats in the living room man, that’s what I do at home. Not sure what to do about cardio though. Are you allowed to go jogging outside?
 
^ Yeah man, bodyweight exercises are the shit, it's surprising how much you can do with them. There's quite a few apps and stuff with solid timed workouts of varying levels of intensity. Or if you're not up to that just work on flexibility or something, set a goal like a standing backflip or the splits and work up to it. Two of my own goals I have yet to "get up to"... :p guess it's kinda low priority right now but shoot for the moon and all that. Jogging usually a winner too, I second that, I think coronavirus is not so pervasive that it's truly airborne. Even just short runs anyways makes a massive difference, IME. One of the best ideas I had recently was to just go for shorter runs...

I've taken about 200mg of racemic amphetamine over the course of the day... what I'm really into is the dextroamphetamine, so levo~ is like a necessary, dose inflating evil. I am pretty wired now. I should go to sleep early today but I'm not sure how likely that is now.
 
2.5mg xan
6g krat
weed

peace

edit: i like "saving" shit as I can feel it later: always tomorrow... so far
 
only 5 or seven nods

compared to 29 nods
a couple days ago.

hmmm let me think.
support and empathy,
oh and maybe a dab
or two here and there 😁

and a low dose that will
reduce your harm
and be good for you.
so um maybe an opioid,
instead of maybe a xanax.

yeah stay away from those
alprazolam THEY ARE SOME
BAD NEWS.
I am so glad that I quit drinking
too.
Oh and some red dragon bud
or somethin dragon red or wow
that was so fantastic i couldn't
even believe it.
and some new shatter that is
very wicked evil creepy potent.

i'v fallen in love once again.
White Walker Kush #1 75.98% THC.
SHATTER. great. stuff.
i guess i'm SHATTERED.

i love creepy. it was always
one of my favorites.
The shatter hit hard.

will be trying some gummy
bears but tryin a get my
courage up.

always miss you so much -
how high are you <3
 
Morning blue world

Woke up at 6am and had a joint ( for a change ) with 10mg Valium
8am I scored and had a few hits of H and 100ml gin ( not a fan ) but its booze.

Feeling good and a bit more motivated then yesterday.
 
Just 40mg racemic amphetamine today, 5g kratom, and some caffeine.

Amphetamine is really an underrated drug I think. Or maybe it's just underrated by me. I think I legit might have adult onset ADHD this helps me to concentrate so much. Don't want to lose the magic though, going to have to be sensible with this, not like that minor bender yesterday. Been smoking and drinking too much this week.
 
Damn thats a delicious amount. You still got that o-dsmt?

Oh yeah that will last me a while.

Finished it off yesterday but I might get 2 more grams. I'm a big fan of desmetramadol it's a nice moderate opioid kinda on par with codeine/morphine but with a noradrenaline boost. Disappointed to learn that there exists a drug test for it though and it's used in some parts of Illinois where I'm moving and will finish probation.

Oh well I'll always have pregabalin. Also might be able to find some tapentadol.
 
I think I legit might have adult onset ADHD this helps me to concentrate so much
I think a LOT of people have untreated ADD. I think in America, we over-treat people though. Amps are all over here, anyone has 'em. I always found them extremely useful for math homework or road trips. That's what they do lol, amp you up heh.
 
I think a LOT of people have untreated ADD. I think in America, we over-treat people though. Amps are all over here, anyone has 'em. I always found them extremely useful for math homework or road trips. That's what they do lol, amp you up heh.

Oddly I always found Ritalin better, but I don't think I have a hyperactive element to my attention problems. They do give it for ADHD right? Or am I mixing them up?
 
Disappointed to learn that there exists a drug test for it though and it's used in some parts of Illinois where I'm moving and will finish probation.
Wow, even the DOD (Department of Defense) doesn't test for tramadol or its metabolites last I checked, and they even test people for etizolam now... that really sucks. Why bother? It's such a low level opioid, it's like getting pissed at someone and calling them a junkie for popping 300mg codeine once a month.
 
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