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CoastTwoCoast said:
Awww you’re in ER now? Tramadol is great! Just make sure not to take it with anything else that raises serotonin significantly to avoid serotonin syndrome. Tramadol acts like an SSRI and an opiate. Feel better! *HUGS*
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Doesn't it function as an SNRI? Anyhow, I think your point still stands.
 
BK38 said:
Doesn't it function as an SNRI? Anyhow, I think your point still stands.
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What I meant is it raises serotonin like an antidepressant.

I used to get bottles of 180 pills cheap as fuck on the intranets years ago. There must’ve been a pill mill somewhere delivering it.

It was the best for treating major depression and anxiety for me at the time.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
What I meant is it raises serotonin like an antidepressant.

I used to get bottles of 180 pills cheap as fuck on the intranets years ago. There must’ve been a pill mill somewhere delivering it.

It was the best for treating major depression and anxiety for me at the time.
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Yep, I used Tramadol hcl from age 14-22ish, so yep, know all about it. It was basically OTC all over the developing world, so wouldn't have been hard :) Was still able to score em OTC in Thailand circa 2012-2013ish. Don't think that's the case anymore though. I was actually craving it today, I like it with some pot and used be able to cop a decent nod that way.
 
BK38 said:
Yep, I used Tramadol hcl from age 14-22ish, so yep, know all about it. It was basically OTC all over the developing world, so wouldn't have been hard :) Was still able to score em OTC in Thailand circa 2012-2013ish. Don't think that's the case anymore though. I was actually craving it today, I like it with some pot and used be able to cop a decent nod that way.
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It was never OTC in America! It came from another state in a hick area. At least I didn’t have to wait for it to come from another country. I learned codeine is OTC across the pond, but in the states, you need a prescription. We have different laws.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
It was never OTC in America! I learned codeine is OTC across the pond, but in the states, you need a prescription. We have different laws.
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Indeed. I grew up in Beijing and have been in a bunch of different countries since. American drug laws are fairly draconian, then again, in hindsight I wouldn't want my 14 y/o being able to rock up and buy 10 boxes of 50 tramadol at a time for the equivalent of $20...
 
Xorkoth said:
I mean to be fair, people talk shit in TL, it's what goes on here. Generally CH is a kind soul, a manic kind soul. I like the less emo CH that's emerged, I'd prefer all-caps exclamations of joy to posts inspired by Buzz Killington.
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I am too drug affected to go through the events of today and respond as appropriate without losing my shit and calling ppl cunts etc.

I have chosen to try to manage my responses to the day to day drama and hopefully be more productive which I think you would appreciate.

I do not appreciate the fact that concurrent senior staff/admin/finished a and alike have chosen to make excuses for years now for one person (CH) .

I do not want to upset him, he has good qualities or did when he modded sober living and kept mainly to that.

However that was a long time ago and the amount of utter bullshit generated from him that has affected bluelight and it's members is beyond any reasonable excuse and beyond "lounge shit talking".

The problem is no longer him.

The problem is the sheer neglect of the lounge moderators to moderate him like they would anyone else, it is a lapse of judgement that is so obvious that the insult to everyone else is beyond any form of apology.

It's like having a spoiled overindulged insane toddler crashing around in a room full of people and his parents just telling off everyone else instead of disciplining their kid.

It speaks volumes that none of the senior staff or mods have publically acknowledged anything anyone else has said about it and therefore would prefer just ch and his behaviour to providing what once was a community. They do not have our best interests at heart, just theirs and his. Mal has done a lot but not his own personal problem, it's technically admins issue

Xolorpttth, what can there be said that would make you understand the plight of people who have been through just far too much shit to see anything changing?

What does this guy have on bl or what is he doing that is so important that he can make bl look so ridiculous?

I'm sorry CH, as neopunk said in CEP, as many have everywhere , you seriously need hell and we need help too.

We need you to step down, get your shit together and take time to get back to some semblance of harm reduction.



That is all


Christ
 
✿Dai₷y✿ said:
I am too drug affected to go through the events of today and respond as appropriate without losing my shit and calling ppl cunts etc.

I have chosen to try to manage my responses to the day to day drama and hopefully be more productive which I think you would appreciate.

I do not appreciate the fact that concurrent senior staff/admin/finished a and alike have chosen to make excuses for years now for one person (CH) .

I do not want to upset him, he has good qualities or did when he modded sober living and kept mainly to that.

However that was a long time ago and the amount of utter bullshit generated from him that has affected bluelight and it's members is beyond any reasonable excuse and beyond "lounge shit talking".

The problem is no longer him.

The problem is the sheer neglect of the lounge moderators to moderate him like they would anyone else, it is a lapse of judgement that is so obvious that the insult to everyone else is beyond any form of apology.

It's like having a spoiled overindulged insane toddler crashing around in a room full of people and his parents just telling off everyone else instead of disciplining their kid.

It speaks volumes that none of the senior staff or mods have publically acknowledged anything anyone else has said about it and therefore would prefer just ch and his behaviour to providing what once was a community. They do not have our best interests at heart, just theirs and his. Mal has done a lot but not his own personal problem, it's technically admins issue

Xolorpttth, what can there be said that would make you understand the plight of people who have been through just far too much shit to see anything changing?

What does this guy have on bl or what is he doing that is so important that he can make bl look so ridiculous?

I'm sorry CH, as neopunk said in CEP, as many have everywhere , you seriously need hell and we need help too.

We need you to step down, get your shit together and take time to get back to some semblance of harm reduction.



That is all


Christ
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I fully agree. This place isn't just for his vanity. It's an HR forum and he is very obviously not able to reduce any sort of harm I can think of. Maybe he needs time to get his life in order instead of running rampant through this forum. That was the idea with TL Pariah but as you can see it lasted all of 2 days before this disaster we're discussing now.
 
devilsgospel said:
I fully agree. This place isn't just for his vanity. It's an HR forum and he is very obviously not able to reduce any sort of harm I can think of. Maybe he needs time to get his life in order instead of running rampant through this forum. That was the idea with TL Pariah but as you can see it lasted all of 2 days before this disaster we're discussing now.
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This issue is systemic and the problem is that there have been that many episodes of utter bullshit that it's become normalised and "oh it's just ch again" and it's just going to be another one of those.

I get you're sorry CH, I am sorry that this happens and also sorry that indulgence because you are above the law here has caused this to happen.

Its not your fault that you are over indulged.

It's not ours either.


Thanks xolirppoth, we want what's best for all of us and you do to yeah?
 
✿Dai₷y✿ said:
The problem is the sheer neglect of the lounge moderators to moderate him like they would anyone else,
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I mod him exactly as I would anyone else. I delete some of his posts, I merge his posts, send him a message when I need to. I have to do the same for many of you.

This is a community made up of many different people all with different personalities, all from different walks of life. we are also all on various drugs at all times. We have various mental health issues. It has served me well over the years to look through everything a see a persons character. Cap is loving and funny person and accepts his own shortcomings. He doesn't try to hide from them.

@devilsgospel , any infractions given can be looked at by admins and reversed if necessary. It can all be fixed. In the future try to report these things as they happen or at least message someone if you're having a problem.

@✿Dai₷y✿ , you tell me you think I'm doing a good job but then you say the problem is the Lounge mods? I don't really get it. We have been very open and responsive to any problems raised by anyone. Activity is way up since I started modding here. I feel like we've done a pretty good job making this a place everyone can feel comfortable and have fun.

@CoastTwoCoast , you like to talk shit, and that's fine. But you really ought to look in the mirror before you do. Reflect on the quirky beliefs and behaviors you have. The tantrums you've thrown. its Safe to say you've been no saint. So maybe try to work on yourself before you gang up on CH.
 
mal3volent said:
I mod him exactly as I would anyone else. I delete some of his posts, I merge his posts, send him a message when I need to. I have to do the same for many of you.

This is a community made up of many different people all with different personalities, all from different walks of life. we are also all on various drugs at all times. We have various mental health issues. It has served me well over the years to look through everything a see a persons character. Cap is loving and funny person and accepts his own shortcomings. He doesn't try to hide from them.

@devilsgospel , any infractions given can be looked at by admins and reversed if necessary. It can all be fixed. In the future try to report these things as they happen or at least message someone if you're having a problem.

@✿Dai₷y✿ , you tell me you think I'm doing a good job but then you say the problem is the Lounge mods? I don't really get it. We have been very open and responsive to any problems raised by anyone. Activity is way up since I started modding here. I feel like we've done a pretty good job making this a place everyone can feel comfortable and have fun.

@CoastTwoCoast , you like to talk shit, and that's fine. But you really ought to look in the mirror before you do. Reflect on the quirky beliefs and behaviors you have. The tantrums you've thrown. its Safe to say you've been no saint. So maybe try to work on yourself before you gang up on CH.
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Don’t you dare try to turn this around on me! I’m beyond sick of you anyway and you more than proved you are out of line since adding me to “Lounge Pariah” when I didn’t volunteer.

I have even been temp banned in the past when certain mods felt necessary. This isn’t about me and I have paid my dues anyway.

CH is the one who is a mod, not me. You are just an enabler who lets him carry on day and night, embarrassing himself AND this forum.

Also, I’m pretty sure his behavior drives any newcomers away. It’s not welcoming to see someone ranting and raving day and night.

You keep trying to push my buttons. Get over your obsession with me.

You really should’ve gotten in trouble when you broke the rules and added me to “Lounge Pariah”. You suck as a moderator because you keep letting whatever negative feelings you have for me interfere with you being a good mod.
 
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