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Mental Health Mental Illness Support Thread V. How do you feel?

The last time I saw my psychiatrist, I was like
“Maybe life isn’t for every one.”

He was just like “Hmmmm...” LMAO!!

Only in the Netherlands they perform euthanasia and you have to be a citizen. You can’t just fly over from a different country and get it. Not fair.
 
I would make a petition for euthanasia in America for those who have been suffering for decades. It shows mercy.

Only reason I won’t is it definitely conflicts with my beliefs so that’s an entirely different issue...

People should have the option though.
 
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It’s worth it to fight for your life because I know if I took myself out, it would only give the devil satisfaction since he’s been trying to kill me for as long as I can remember. Look at how the suicides skyrocketed. Fuck him! When you wake up another day, it pisses him off. I plan on doing that for a long time.
 
Fucked, in a word.

Crack abuse resulted in some pretty severe paranoid delusions and hallucinations over the weekend. This is something that has been going on for years and has got pretty bad over the last few months of relapsing. Have realised the problem needs reporting to the doctor and am in the process of doing this now so I'll just see what happens.
 
THECATINTHEHAT said:
Fucked, in a word.

Crack abuse resulted in some pretty severe paranoid delusions and hallucinations over the weekend. This is something that has been going on for years and has got pretty bad over the last few months of relapsing. Have realised the problem needs reporting to the doctor and am in the process of doing this now so I'll just see what happens.
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I’m sorry that’s happening. Vyvanse years ago had me all paranoid while going through amphetamine psychosis so I can relate in a way.

Yes, get to the doctor ASAP! You’ll be fine. Sending love. 💕 💕 💕

Keep us updated.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
It’s worth it to fight for your life because I know if I took myself out, it would only give the devil satisfaction since he’s been trying to kill me for as long as I can remember. Look at how the suicides skyrocketed. Fuck him! When you wake up another day, it pisses him off. I plan on doing that for a long time.
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You're doing all the right things. Therapy, belief in a high power, helping out people when you can - it all comes back.
 
CoastTwoCoast said:
I’m sorry that’s happening. Vyvanse years ago had me all paranoid while going through amphetamine psychosis so I can relate in a way.

Yes, get to the doctor ASAP! You’ll be fine. Sending love. 💕 💕 💕

Keep us updated.
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Feeling a bit better today, head seems slightly less fried than yesterday.

Have kept myself out of trouble for a few days, feels good to be making some progress.
 
Age old question am I depressed or does my life just suck right now??

Trying to be mindful and live in the moment but it’s hard when money is tight not to despair and have anxiety .
 
Larimar said:
Age old question am I depressed or does my life just suck right now??

Trying to be mindful and live in the moment but it’s hard when money is tight not to despair and have anxiety .
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Stress has been consistently linked to depression. Speaking form personal experience my depressive states almost always correlate with not having enough time for responsibilities and the subsequent stress as a result. It could be a chicken or the egg type scenario but know that you're not alone
 
As we know, depression doesn’t have to be caused by anything in particular, it can just hit you like a bus outta nowhere.

However, there can be an external circumstance that causes it. No one can determine the external circumstance that could be depressing you except for you!

I know sometimes I look around and realize I’m surrounded by cunts and that is why my depression/anger may be triggered for that day. It all depends...
 
schizopath said:
Starting medication was a good idea for me but even better was the idea to own up my shit and mistakes and never to feel shamed or stuff for my wants and desires.
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It is all a learning experience toward something greater. It is hard to feel shame because it doesnt let you feel good feelings so I leave that behind too.
 
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