Nice man! :D
It was a really good year for me psychedelic wise, got the opportunity to try so many new drugs, many of which were pretty much perfect.
I really like collecting phens, they’re so much of them, and I feel like their effects vary so much. I get that in a way they’re not as ‘deep’ as tryptamines, and it’s true that they’re not as deep in se, and it’s probably easier to ‘hide’ from them but the clearheadedness and a feeling of being more grounded allows me to get more out of them I think. Like thoughts are able to flow more freely, in a non forceful or clouded way, which makes them just as ‘deep’ imo.
It bugs me that I still don’t seem to ‘understand’ LSD. It’s so cognitively hyperactive and calculated, exhausting like nothing else. Good drug, but there seem to be things that I’m missing, more trials needed in 2020. I don’t know if anyone feels this way about LSD but the incessant thinking is too much for me, and I get so caught up in loops and endless thoughts that it’s impossible for me to
actually think, and when coming down I’m completely wrecked physically by my brain going hyperspeed for hours.
Anyway, hoping to start of 2020 on the right foot, and what better to start of with than the queen of phenethylamines, mescaline