Hey, real sorry you suffered that way. Trust me also I have been in the rock bottom depths of LSD Depression, Major side effects from MDMA in youth- 3500 pills in 9 years.
But also I am sorry for the stupid auto corrects and typos I see now in my quote above.
Really I asked only because I care. I sincerely hope you are feeling better gradually, mentally.
Now, I'm really beginning to accept and embracebthis concept of mistakes being lessons.
Through sufferring we gain, does seem to have a lot of merit and applicability by universal law, or as I see it- 3rd Dimensional, Universal Law.
You say how kratom is good for MDMA comedowns. I quite believe. I think Kratom is good for anything, if you want to be cheered up, energized, comforted, and relaxed.
But hey,
@Juicy Zack have you tried Kava? Fantastic alternative to Kratom. Non physically addictive. Zero withdrawals. Effects all major brain chemicals. Used for anxiety, depression, very sociable, like an alternative to alcohol.
Kava goes fantastic with my trips. But I don't take no crazy huge doses now lol, I took 1000 ug doses 8 years ago with consumate ease, and 5 mg in 48 hours.
No way now. 300ug is plenty enough.
Anyway
@Juicy Zack I really hope you're alright now man. If you want some basic easy preparation techniques for kava just hit me up, take care mate and stay positive.
I know rock bottom trust me mate, not to be insensitive.