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^ Exercise and stop ruminating. I'd also recommend possibly dropping the term "LTC" and acquainting yourself with it. That further enforces the belief that something is wrong with you beyond your control, on the contrary, a lot of it is in your control (eating healthy, exercising, reducing stress, getting enough sleep, shifting your focus to things that will improve your life and that make you happy). Your mind is a powerful tool, use it wisely.

I hope I've been of help to at least one person, I remember how lost and hopeless I felt. Damn, looking back I can see why I believed there was no hope, and I'm glad I was wrong. There's always hope.
I pray everyone here finds peace in their life. We all deserve it.
 
rinzzlerr said:
^ Exercise and stop ruminating. I'd also recommend possibly dropping the term "LTC" and acquainting yourself with it. That further enforces the belief that something is wrong with you beyond your control, on the contrary, a lot of it is in your control (eating healthy, exercising, reducing stress, getting enough sleep, shifting your focus to things that will improve your life and that make you happy). Your mind is a powerful tool, use it wisely.

I hope I've been of help to at least one person, I remember how lost and hopeless I felt. Damn, looking back I can see why I believed there was no hope, and I'm glad I was wrong. There's always hope.
I pray everyone here finds peace in their life. We all deserve it.
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Totally agree. I am happy all this happened actually. The mind is so powefull I even had suicida thoughs a couple of times and i have everything in life that we dont fucking appreciate. Probably every LTC is 90%psicosomatic (the other 10 is damage or imbalance) . I feel now more inteligent, faster and full of peace. Even when i aml not 100% physical R3covered, and i am kind of dissapointed that i lost a year of my life, I think what comes next is mostly mental efforts to reach and pass the 100%.
 
Anxiety can be a really terrible thing to deal with and experience on a regular basis. Life can be truly an unbearable health when inflicted with this condition which is increasingly common in the world today for so many different reasons.

Fear, negative thinking anxiety and depression however we get here the experience can be almost identical.

It is very pleasing and encouraging to hear so many different people in this thread reporting dramatic and marked improvement after improving their mental state after they realised that this is something which could be achieved along with lots of hard work and commitment and healthy lifestyle changes of course.

Really encouraging guys and thank you to all of you for coming here and sharing your progress.

Stay strong everybody and don't give up hope whatever you do keep practicing positive belief and being thankful as a way to influence your outlook to feel more positive and free and hopeful.
 
Macenroe said:
Anybody tried to recover with energy healers?
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Depending if they're scam or actually spreading healthy outlook over the world. Of course there's nothing scientific as "energy healers", but if there's someone who explains you a psychologico-world structure of our reality that actually has some sort of logical backing, then don't see the harm, e.g; "Be positive and kind, but vigilant from being abused". (Gosh I come with some legit advices, lol) is okay.

Spiritually in general is about how you're viewing and understanding the world. Could go terribly wrong or can give you a peace of mind and a good grounding/base, to live your life.

Just approach it smart and doubt/question everything and don't let some scammer milk your money with self-made Mambo Jambo theories. I would recommend a good psychologist/psychotherapist tho. It's more safer bet.
 
Macenroe said:
Anybody tried to recover with energy healers?
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Yes. it helps a lot and it is worth the time and effort to seek them out and receive their healing

and respectfully @ZeroLuck , I do not agree that psychologist/psychotherapist is a safer bet. There are good therapists, and there are good energy healers. In my expereince, energy healers are usually doing it because they love it or are destined to do it. They don't do it for a career, for money, or for a lot of the reasons that a therapist does what they do. Also energy healers tend to be WAYYY less burdened than therapists. Also energy healers have more depth and abilities. A therapist is usually stuck within some very narrow lines. "take this test, OK let me grade it, Ok you have depression, take this pill, tell me how you feel" etc.

energy healers are not stuck within narrow lines.

Overall, I'd say that energy healers are a safer bet.

I am not a formal energy healer but I know how to work with my own energy and have been rubbing shoulders with energy healers and workers for close to 8 years now.

If I met 10 therapists, I might trust a couple with my healing journey.
If I met 10 energy healers, I would probably trust almost all of them with my healing journey.

For me it's hands down better to go with energy healers.

by energy healers I mean accupunturists, martial arts trainers, yoga teachers, meditation teachers, qi gong healers, reiki healers, shamans (who many times will work for free, yay!). Energy healers come in many forms. some are herablists. Some are mental workers (heal through the mind which influences the body). Some are spirit healers. They are a diverse group, and many have extraordinary gifts that modern science fails to explain, accept, or understand.
 
@Lion maybe we live in very different countries, here I would end with 80% frauds/con artists... I've seen people recovery with any kind of means, but the most were with antiderpesants, psychatrists or/and healthy lifestyle. About yoga, martial arts, and/or real shamans with lifestyle culture, thumbs up.
 
FugTheFog said:
Hey fellas

Been lurking for a while, decided to make an account and introduce myself. Rolled back in 2015, noticed sluggish mental performance the next day, tried to level out with coffee and weed and went to hell instead. Talking intense anxiety, severe depression, bad short-term and long-term memory, huge difficulty concentrating, tinnitus, vision problems, the whole nine yards basically. Did blood testing, MRI, Doppler scans, nothing off base except h.pylori which I treated with antibiotics.

I didn't find the right info about this condition fast enough and did a ton of stupid shit as a result. Like doing meth for big projects at my job because I wouldn't have been able to complete them otherwise, not fixing my diet, continuing to smoke weed and drink to keep my social activity going to some extent, you get the picture. So it's been almost four years of this hell and I've barely made any progress. Tried supplements, namely Omega-3, B-complex, 5-HTP, l-tyrosine, l-theanine, SAM-E, q10, and ashwaganda. No major changes from any of them.

I'm at the end of the line. I keep reading reports from folks who seemingly have gotten over this condition, and it seems like that requires effort that I'm not capable of putting in. The reason I took MDMA in the first place was to try and alleviate the depression I had had since about 2009. My problem from day 1 was being unmotivated and undisciplined. Trying to find a way to fix that ended up making the original goal 100x harder. I've come off a year long weed binge in April and found this forum in June. Got sober since the beginning of June, my only vice being nicotine from vaping. Changed up my diet, cut out sugar, still working on dairy. I don't know if I'll make it. Hanging by a thread at my job, daily suicidal thoughts, and therapy is not a developed field where I live. This post took me half an hour to write, and I write for a living. If any of you have some advice, I would greatly appreciate that.
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Think urself lucky I've now got heart problems from taking the mdma and daily panic attacks been 2 years and still haven't seen improvement only gets worse I would love to go back to work just try to move on life isn't over just cos u fucked up
 
Adam44155 said:
Think urself lucky I've now got heart problems from taking the mdma and daily panic attacks been 2 years and still haven't seen improvement only gets worse I would love to go back to work just try to move on life isn't over just cos u fucked up
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Adam have you tried SSRI's?
 
Adam44155 said:
Think urself lucky I've now got heart problems from taking the mdma and daily panic attacks been 2 years and still haven't seen improvement only gets worse I would love to go back to work just try to move on life isn't over just cos u fucked up
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Can you elaborate on the heart problems?
 
Just to very quickly chip in guys- energy healing is a very real, legit practice.
Very powerful stuff too depending on the healer.

Absolutely not quackery at least. Sure there are scammers, as with every trade.

But I have experienced genuine and undeniably Powerful energy healing many times from different people also with crystals and without.

Energy is a very real thing which we have so little awareness and understanding of the majority of Us myself included but some people specifically natural Born healers are gifted in their ability to perceive and observe this energy and work with it to improve the flow of energy through people's bodies.

If you can find a genuine and competent energy healer then it will very likely help with long-term come down and generally any condition or situation in life.

I really could use some of this myself we were going to visit a local healer who sadly passed away recently so I need to seek another source because this is something which has helped me enormously in times past.
 
Energy is very real, kinetic energy, mechanical energy, electrical energy... .etc but they're all detectable forces that we can be aware from. They interact with us, however everything else that doesn't have scientific evidence is nothing, but a hypothesis, a philosophy and so on...

I'm saying this not to pick up a fight, but want to see more people recovered and strongly standing on their ground with reality. Not escaping into religion or unscientific believes. About therapists, I don't talk about the "take a pill treatment", but the ones that actually can guide with psychology and leave you in a healthy touch with reality.
 
Some of you might remember me. Just wanted to drop on by and say that I am doing great. June of 2018 I ended up ruining myself due to not testing the supposed MDMA that I had and ended up going through hell. It turned out to be not MDMA at all but some shit called N-Ethylpentylone which put my mind into a state of extreme anxiety, fear and misery. This was a Long Term Comedown that just would not go way! But I found help (MICA drug recovery clinics) and got better.

Currently I am still taking paxil (40 mg) and buspirone (15mg) and feel fine. I am enjoying my life. And just want to remind everyone that if you are suffering from any condition, please go seek help. I went to MICA (google up MICA DRUG RECOVERY) and sought help. I am glad I did.

Once again....I AM DOING GREAT. So please go out and get the medical help you need. Call up your local psychiatrists and tell them your pain. Or look up MICA.

Good luck to everyone. You are not alone. So many have suffered what you are going through. And they have come out of it feeling great. There is HOPE!

Blessed be.
 
district9 said:
Some of you might remember me. Just wanted to drop on by and say that I am doing great. June of 2018 I ended up ruining myself due to not testing the supposed MDMA that I had and ended up going through hell. It turned out to be not MDMA at all but some shit called N-Ethylpentylone which put my mind into a state of extreme anxiety, fear and misery. This was a Long Term Comedown that just would not go way! But I found help (MICA drug recovery clinics) and got better.

Currently I am still taking paxil (40 mg) and buspirone (15mg) and feel fine. I am enjoying my life. And just want to remind everyone that if you are suffering from any condition, please go seek help. I went to MICA (google up MICA DRUG RECOVERY) and sought help. I am glad I did.

Once again....I AM DOING GREAT. So please go out and get the medical help you need. Call up your local psychiatrists and tell them your pain. Or look up MICA.

Good luck to everyone. You are not alone. So many have suffered what you are going through. And they have come out of it feeling great. There is HOPE!

Blessed be.
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Could you describe what were your symptoms in detail? Only anxiety and nothing else? I feel like my symptoms go down a lot at night but then every morning a signal triggers when I wake and they come back up . Anybody feels the same, almost fully recovered at night and then the cycle restarts in the morning?
 
Macenroe said:
Could you describe what were your symptoms in detail? Only anxiety and nothing else? I feel like my symptoms go down a lot at night but then every morning a signal triggers when I wake and they come back up . Anybody feels the same, almost fully recovered at night and then the cycle restarts in the morning?
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I think that is probably just because as the day goes on and the thoughts and emotions and memories and feelings caught up in the washing machine are churning and running through your mind (I don't mean "your" mind, but anybody's) round and round and you are gradually getting tired and bored of it and a little distracted and also processing some of the anxieties to let them move to the back of your mind and consciousness a little bit as the day goes on and you gradually getting more tired.

Then when the New Day starts your mind is full of energy again and all of those anxieties plus fresh ones are whipped to the surface and seem insurmountable for some time.

I mean this in in reference to anxiety in general.
 
My symptoms were anxiety, fear, panic attacks, you name it I had it. Just imagine HELL and I was in it. And now due to seeking medical/psychiatrist help and medication I am doing great!
 
district9 said:
My symptoms were anxiety, fear, panic attacks, you name it I had it. Just imagine HELL and I was in it. And now due to seeking medical/psychiatrist help and medication I am doing great!
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No other physical symptoms? When I look into the mirror and I look into my eyes, I feel completely disconnected from those eyes, they look completely spaced out, I feel dissociated from my eyes. Did you experience the same? Did you had social anxiety to the point you got panic attacks when talking to people?
 
Macenroe said:
No other physical symptoms? When I look into the mirror and I look into my eyes, I feel completely disconnected from those eyes, they look completely spaced out, I feel dissociated from my eyes. Did you experience the same? Did you had social anxiety to the point you got panic attacks when talking to people?
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Today I had a horrible morning with symptoms of panic and social anxiety, and this evening felt almost recovered like 90%, just a bit of derealization like things are not 100% right and my eyes in the mirror still disconnected from my soul but no other symptoms. I could live with this 90% the rest of my life. I am scared of going to bed and wake up with symptoms again, always the same full cycle! Feels like groundhog day!!!
 
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